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i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change." |
i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Tuesday, June 30, 2009
When you're at the end of the road, and you lost all sense of control /
Ok this blogskin is much bttr, makes me feel like posting more :) LOL. xD School has started, M.J passed away, Flu bug's running everywhr, RV has its first case. Whoa, So many things happen right? Even the events for band has well, significantly decrease on the whole. School wasnt that bad, but lessons really got longer. So far I hadnt slept in class except for SCS (which was really useless cause the first lesson was like ...). I woke up halfway saying "honesty" to xinyi and yiting LOL .___. M.J's death was shocking, like wow?! Yeah you know.. I was listening to the radio one fine day when everybody started spamming M.J songs and news and i was like, why?! Until kimberly told me "Did you know Michael Jackson died?!" And i was like "oh. my. gosh!" Actually it is quite sad. h1n1 is really annoying. If it doesnt stop school for us then please please go away? I want obs and concert for band! Grrr. ):< OK enough of boring rants. Soundtrack from Transformers. :) Heard that the rating of the movie isnt really high, but I thought that movie was really not bad! :) hahaha first time i really enjoyed robots kinda show LOL. (hm not because of megan fox o.o) hahaha. Do you know what's worth fighting for When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins... One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and I When you're at the end of the road And you lost all sense of control And your thoughts have taken their toll When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul Your faith walks on broken glass And the hangover doesn't pass Nothing's ever built to last You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky You and I Did you try to live on your own When you burned down the house and home? Did you stand too close to the fire? Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone When it's time to live and let die And you can't get another try Something inside this heart has died You're in ruins Labels: h1n1, mj, school, song Friday, June 26, 2009
Its nice to talk to happy people (: /
Good life is ending in approx. 2 days. I typed a whole chunk but it got deleted because of some internet connection prob. I HATE YOU INTERNET ): Ah nvm, will type all out tmr again. Going to sleep, goodnight world. (: Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Is everything you do worth it? /
"...Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above."Whr's the feeling of "doing something just for myself" gone to? No point dreaming big. I like this blogskin because it's kinda like livejournal and i like livejournal because of the layout and stuffs but I'm lazy to move and i like xanga smileys but uh. Lazy to move. ._. And I know if you use firefox my tagboard is like empty but uh, I'm lazy to change the tagboard too! Yes, as a result of my laziness, I am still left with homework! HAHAHAHA .__. its really rather depressing lor. ): I shall aim to finish off everything by today!! YES GOGOGO KIMYEE. Oh anyway I created the most retarded "How well do you know Kim Yee" quiz :D LOL no one passed so far eh LOL. HAHAHA. Amusing amusing. Srsly ok its not that I have a lot of time to spare.. its just.. entertaining :) AYG rehearsal was really dotdotdot to the max please?! I keep thinking "Uh, what am I here for, again?" LOL no lah, thts a bit exaggerating. But it was okay, since it didnt really take too long. Still cant fully get olympic into my brain, so dead, so dead. I think I am really getting old! I will get it into my brain no matter what muahahaha!! ohohoh, I think transformer is nice btw! It is nice right, I mean really! I LOVE BUMBLE BEE :) hahaha! And wow, its sad to look at megan fox and goes "aw man why are you a tranny?!" tht kind of a thing. It's kinda like, action packed and well, amusing at certain times. Rating, 4 stars! Gosh I still cant understand WHY we have school BUT no cca!! ):< Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Deep in thoughts. /
Yay more pictures! Blogger finally agrees to upload! :)              Nco course was totally worth it :) Haha. I think yuhua bandsmen are super nice people! :D Learned a lot and had fun although we were just doing drills all day but the weather is nice there! Like, much much better than the track at RV hahahaha! xD Grr anyway I think h1n1 is super scary.. So yeah! Get well soon kimberly! :) Everybardy was groaning about how sad it was 'cause all our hopes are dashed after the news regarding holidays not being extended was sent out. UH YES *GROANS*. Hahah but i thought what ms chan said today really makes sense though :) Oh oh oh! I had my first ever piercing a few days ago. OMGOSH SCARY CAN!! Haha but it wasnt really tht pain... quite fun actually! LOL. hahahahahaha funny. WAHLAO I think my posts super boring eh. I should just spam pictures and shut up. Too bad if my life is boring HIAHIAHIA. Gah I feel super tired, like drainnnnnned. Thrs still AYG rehearsal on thursday! I shouldnt complain though, but I seriously CANT memorise the marches. Something is stuck in my brain. Or perhaps its the thoughts of going back to school that is shrinking my brain.. AWAY AWAY AWAYYYYYY ~~ *goes into the tune of CRUSH* Yknow I really need to suck out all the harmful thoughts in my mind now. ): Ok harmful sounds.. hm. kinda wrong.. Okay where am I thinking to. O_O Ah nevermind. As long as I know I've tried yes? Saturday, June 20, 2009
Reconnect. /
    sat was a great day 'cause i caught up with sexayes haha. :) was totally awesome. Finally we had a picnic at hortpark which was super hilarious. Was fun, retarded, emo, and full of heartwarming talks. :) haha seriously, how many times can you get days like these? Friends are like walls. Sometimes you lean on them, but sometimes its enough to just know that they are there. Ours will be strong :) too lazy to upload everything. the rest is on facebook. yay! :) facebook has a fast uploader teehee. and ytd ebuddy went crazy because i wasnt able to send offline messages. So i could use facebook to talk online! I LOVE FACEBOOK! LOL. Uhuh. Later there's still NCO course, wonder how it's going to be like. Meeting up with the ALs earlier (BUT I AM LATE ! GAH.) Friday, June 19, 2009
Life is like a box of chocolates, /
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEYING! :) hahahaha. i like your rebonded hair! :) Looks nice heh heh. Stay happy always yes! Good luck in everything you do :) Band was great tday :) I can see klarinutz improving in celebrate i can i can! :D hahah its great to see that :D Ive been hearing news that the june hols might be extended! its kinda evil to hope that it really will extend due to h1n1 but yeaaaah.. of course i hope it can be extended! haha :D  HAHAHAHA i think this is entertaining :) Labels: birthday Thursday, June 18, 2009
When boredom shuts you away, /
Haha this is interesting :)http://sgblogawards.omy.sg/category/ Saw this on Eva's pm, so i clicked on it praying it isnt some kind of weird websites hm. LOL kidding. Yeah so its interesting because you get to see how celebrities blog. I mean, well, different celebrities of course. I like LuoZhiXiang's one LOL although its in chinese but i find it interesting. AND NAT HO NAT HO NATTTT HO! LOL. I shall attempt not to be biased. Anw there's like this catergory for like youths and its interesting to see how they blog. So if you are as bored as me you can actually go take a look there whoopiee! i finished math tday! Okay fine not like finish as in finish but i did everything i could do. Left with the script for chinese thingy and bio open ended questions. Dang bio is hard leh!! .__.  cool picture right. HAIYA i should stop thinking about the end of holidays and get on with life. Am I just being paranoid? /
 LOL many of us were either eating chezels or chips-more so it was hard to smile brightly. LOL. I look frigging stuupid. ._.♥ RiverValley ConcertBand :) I love the goo! Although it made me smell like coffee .__. I still like goo! Haha cant believe a ten page long proposal ended in a day.. Thrs still band tmr. AND physics remedial (DANG).. I forgot everything about the WHAT? FORCE? ENERGY? POWER? .. nevermind I shall try reading the notes again later. (will i?) Heartache. There's so much I feel but what's the use? Screw you, kimyee. screw you.  Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Happiness cannot exist without you, /
 Sometimes you really dont need a lot to be happy. But the simplest things can be the hardest to fufill. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN! :) must stay happy ok! haha :D in the end we failed to crash your birthday partaye LOL.  Grr, really feel tired now. Everything feels so packed! It's kinda better than staying at home and doing nothing. ._. but sometimes it does feels good to just slack at home :) June holidays are ending like real soon dang it! I cant imagine the life of studying physics and chionging homework in the middle of the night, its so exhausting. Can kill one eh. ._.  This is depressing I hope holidays would never have to end. Monday, June 15, 2009
A string of lies, /
  drifting off from the vast blue ocean, your thoughts seem to reappear once again. the questions left unanswered, the addictions you used to have. See, the months, they don't matter. It's the days I can't take. When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away. there's so much more to bear. When am I going to accept the truth and learn that life doesnt stop for anybody? i want my haagan daz treat! :D heehahohohee. Wouldnt it be so cool if RV's IP programme is like poly! So cool right yes no. You get to learn stuff but you are free to do your own things too yknow like zzomg. Im dreaming yes im dreaming of course im dreaming 'cause it'll never happen maybe in ten years time, maybe? ):< There is a lot more to life. mm. I am left with bio assignment, chinese, LA summary and maths, actually physics examples too but .. oh well. my brain cant feed anymore scores im sure of it. whoawhoawhoa this is third week of holidays! Sunday, June 14, 2009
We're each a different individual to every different person we meet. /
 Sometimes as time goes by you start to learn to really survive. At the end of the day you would learn not to depend on anybody anymore. Everytime I thought I had recovered I dont. I am still coughing! With phlegm. ._. Yes, phlegm not flam. One night I woke up with no sense to life, there was no movement, no voices, no motion, it was all numb and I wondering how sad it is when the people you know became the people you knew. like how you can walk past them as if they had never been a big part of your life, when they used to be the biggest.  Ive been updating a lot less than usual. Days are getting really extreme. Extremely tiring, extremely fun, extremely loved, extremely boring. Kinda gets on my nerves when I dont get enough sleep. At the same time I need more happenings. pretty polaroid pictures are really pretty and beautiful and sentimental.  Have been spending the past few days with the same bunch of people :) Meetups, secrets, truth or truth, and lunches.   “ Something still exists as long as there’s someone around to remember it" - Nineteen Minutes (Alex Cormier) This is sweet. I aint blogging like kimyee ): Nah who cares! I want San's bookshop. Oh gosh this is getting really random .__. It's hard to find a good mv for this really.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
there is a title in every story. /
heehaw thrs so much to update on since ive been gone. sudd reminds me of a avril lavigne(?) song o_o so anw i have been sick for the past one week or so -__- started out with a sore throat one night and the other min i knew it i was having fever. keep falling sick this year ): yeah. went to the doctor on the second day of the high fever and doctor says "oh my gosh, my dear ah, if this fever doesnt go away within 3 days im afraid you need to do a blood test. it might be dengue or swine!" ohgreat. but of course its not.. if not i will be lying in the hospital and not here right left yes no. haha but anyway thanks everybardy for your smses calls and such :) esp you thank youuu! :) havent rlly recovered yet cause the flu and cough bug is still within me but im not dying, sorry to say LOL. blahblehboo. lets see. oh yeah went out with yijing for the very first time hahaha it was plain hilarious please!! went to haw par villa (we're damn scared we are the only ones thr) then to vivo for lunch (LOL funny carls jnr place) then to cineleisure to watch dance subaru nice show i give 3.5stars :)  we followed a bunch of kids doing this.  she exchanged her scarf for my necklace LOL. heheheh i like this picture :) IM THE COW. i am not saddistic and this place is hella cool man! :)ohoho. sunday was out again although i havent fully recover ._. yea. went to plaza sing to watch night at the museum 2 yay yay yay like finally. 4stars!! hehe. i like the bobby einstein hurhurhur. then went to marina barrage pretty place! :))) monday was meeting out w the ALs to discuss stuffs omg the attendance is goooood. :) haha we keep discussing and discussing ._. and then tues (ytd) was band! so yes i like of course! haha. found out tht we had to attend a nco course and have to memorise 4 marches oh yessss memorise marches! ._. okay have to remember that. today was spent at macs studying w kimdar hoho. yes we both agreed tht luckily we met up if not no homework will be done at home so yes we shall meet up some other time again alright! hahaha. did quite a lot of stuffs so now i get to slack at night muahahaha. ee i hate long updates about what im doing 'cause it is really boring but nvm keeps the memories. MEMOIR OF KIMYEEEE. i think the word memoir is cool. gah omgomgomg 2 weeks of holidays is like nearly gone and i havent done a lot of things i wanna do! so little time so little time so little time!! ): this is not good.. cant wait to go out w so many people! :) Thursday, June 04, 2009
Recapture the moments we once lost, /
Q: What are the symptoms of swine flu?A: The most common symptoms are fever, fatigue, lack of appetite and coughing, although some people also develop a runny nose, sore throat, vomiting or diarrhea, according to the CDC. Last night was one of the most terrible nights ever I think. I couldnt sleep at all, and it wasnt because I was suffering from insomnia. I was just sick, and didnt have any strength to wake up at all. So too bad I kept tossing around in bed and felt so terribly cold. Last night I was still praying I wouldnt fall sick after that sore throat. -.- Yeah so I have fever (38.3 what the?!?!) , I feel so frigging tired, I dont feel like eating anything and yeah, im coughing. SWINE FLU?! -___- Anw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JILLIAN :) Wednesday, June 03, 2009
A little by little, /
Ok normally I dont like to elaborate on a day's event because it can get really boring but i think this is interesting. If it is boring then too bad lor i bet you would have read like at least 1/4 of it. LOL ok kidding.#1. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERIE CHOU! Hahah hope you had a marvellous birthday alright :) Dont keep thinking people forgot your birthday or what hor! 'Cause they never lor! Haha, love you loads man! Stay happy forever ok! :D Okay so her birthday was HEEHAHOHEEHA. Went to Far East to shop with her and being the poor kid with no money I felt sad and cry LOL no luh. So shopped around w her, talked and gossiped and shopped and sweet-talked. :) At night I sent her home and MUAHAHA here comes the evil plan~ LOL. met up with hsiaotien and lihui to carry out our wonderful plan! LOL. Went into the condo and spelt Cherie's name using candles underneath her condo. Attached a tag with a secretive message stating tht she has a mission and brought her to the second floor where she could see the candles :) Haha then we went to have dinner/supper somewhr up the hill and then we popped the poppers we bought along the roads at cars tht drove past and ran like crazy down the slopes LOL. like dont know what like tht LOL. :D     #2. Tday i endured two hours of chem and 3hours of physics :O Wanted to catch a movie with some of 3E peeps buthen figured out we didnt have enough time so ended up slacking at different places in vivo haha. :D &Liqi is super hilarious w her long john meal LOL. ANW ITS SKY GARDEN NOT SKY PARK WHAT.. LOL. Took pictures BUT ALL ARE SCREWED thanks very much to the wind LOL. -__-   #3. My right hand sucks to the core ): It's acting up again. #4. My throat hurts to the max I NO WANT FALL SICK. #5. I WANT SECTION OUTING! LOL. #6. Ok i am tired now so long byebye! outdated open house pictures :)     |
