its may the first.
you threw a stone into the water. it jumped thrice and landed somewhere we couldnt see. you picked up another and threw it the same way you did previously. but with a different thought in your mind you wanted to throw away badly. how many times do we feel like this but we dont say it. how many times things happen but we just let it be. how many times we tried to solve all the problems how many times have we tried to be happy for the sake of everybody around us how many times have we tried to make the people around us cheer up with us feeling like serious shit inside.

how many times.

if not what can we do? honestly, we dont live for ourselves all the time. in fact most of the time it feels as if we are living for other people instead of just solely for ourselves.


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a little face was seen behind the blurry window, awaiting for the first snowflake which would fall from the sky, and then the widest smile could be seen - the happiest, joyest moments.
smiling to herself, an old woman leaves the grocery shop with paper bags full of ingredients she planned to cook with, to prepare dinner for her grandchildren, a dinner which would be the best they ever had, just like how she does it every single night.

every little thing in life is magnificant and beautiful, but not often seen. not that they are too minute to be seen, they are just probably aint tht significant.


&one word ; appreciate.
maybe if we learn to appreciate, the smallest things in life would magnify, and life would be to its fullest.

FORGIVE THIS CRAP POST ANW.
will update more tomorrow w pics and yeah. selfstudy. :)

first day of a new month, shall be really really motivated and determined to study!