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i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change." |
i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Sunday, May 31, 2009
because i know i cant just leave it lying alone, /
I have thereby decided to zihigh in this post!! Ohmygosh great news you dont have to read any emo stuffs anymore! heh..........Open house performance was good yet bad for some people.. But i thought it was kinda okay bah. Didnt expect the LT to be filled w so many people o_o Anw attending to the primary school kids were cool I LIKE GLADYS CHOO or something like tht ahaha shes damn cute :D played some games LOL. I still rmb, marcus hafiz fatin hazirah shahirah were in my group tgt w kathleen and meiling. Hm yea. LOL shahirah was damn cute. cause i said "we must be louder than the speaker okay!! LIKE THIS!!" then she screamed and smiled at me LOLOLOL. Okay seriously random. Kay so I finished watching BOF zomg believe it or not I have finished one whole series of drama. Applause!! I stopped Yiting whenever she was going to tell me too much of the plot LOL. I managed to resist the temptation of listening to the plot and not being lazy. Watching jandi swim it made me feel like going swimming... So yes you guessed it I swam today!! (Okay if you didnt guess it then.. pretend you did) So clever, guessed correctly! LOL -__- Actually I wanted to go swimming since quite a long time ago but after watching BOF I wanted to swim even more so yeah. T__T I cant believe I spent one paragraph saying why I went swimming.. ANW I swam 20laps! Ok fine maybe its not a lot T-T But quite a lot to me since I only went thr for like 45 min or less. By myself. I'm like.. autistic.. -starts drawing circles and triangles on my hand- Oh anw i love my brother. I asked him if he wanted to go swimming w me tday and guess how he replied? He touched his tummy and said "of course dont need luh" and he SMIRKED. HE SMIRKEDDDDDDDDDD. okay if you didnt understand why he touched his tummy OR why he SMIRKED ... You actually really dont need to know. -_- Urghhhhhh I have to study and do homework now now now like now!! If not i have to last minute hug the buddha's legs again & blah. T_T Wait, IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE HOLIDAYS! ): Swimming actually makes me happy!! Aye, I feel retarded typing this post. So if you read everything, then uh.. UR WISH WILL COME TRUE!! (No, Im just kidding.) Labels: boys over flowers, open house, swimming Last Chance for One Last Dance. /
Nickelback - Far Away.
Labels: song Saturday, May 30, 2009
a million little things, /
真的有够累了。Feel so tiny in this big world full of big things. There's things you want to do, things you are supposed to do, things you need to do and things you have to do - you never know how long you would take to complete them. Be it a day, a week, a month, a year, or a lifetime. CRAP WHY I SO EMO LEY. ):< Someone just bloodily talk me out. I'll just need a break. i dont wanna say and do before everyone else. i dont wanna care before everyone else anymore. Labels: tired Friday, May 29, 2009
One day I will be anything but lost. /
 She loved them long, wrapped in arms, at the edge of places you wait for endings and beginnings to end and begin: the top of airport escalators, while planes roared to takeoffs and landings, under signs where buses hissed startings and stoppings, and in dreams, weaved through sleep and waking.There is a limit to where we can go, how far we can run, how long we can wait, how much we can take. But when we reach the limit, what are we supposed to do? ---- tmr is RV open house. everytime its a whole new experience w a whole new bunch of people. Year 1 - 1J peeps. Year 2 - excos, ALs. Year 3 - The new batch of ALs, excos. Labels: open house, random Thursday, May 28, 2009
grasping every bit of breath left, /
I feel like I'm losing it all, bit by bit.---- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSEYIN! Stay happy happy always alright! :) Hahaha i love you man laogong! Hope you had a very fun birthday :D pinochou loves you too! LOL. :D heh. Labels: birthday Monday, May 25, 2009
looking up at the same night-sky, /
I start to wonder when was the last time I've seen the stars.Stop the bloody heartache. what he feared was the blind spot between us and the future, the space identifies where we could get lost forever. the expressions we never see the words we cannot hear the race we failed to win. If you could choose again, will you still wanna end up the same way? Labels: random Sunday, May 24, 2009
filled up with warm summers and freezing winters, /
Dang I really wanna post about Boys Over Flowers and talk about how it is really not a pretty bad show and perhaps would be the first drama series I watched from the first episode to the end, or telling pekkhoon i watched it at last and tell people i think kimbum is cute because half of his name is mine too. But.It's just this overwhelming, yet mysterious, annoying feeling mixing inside. I dont know how i came about. It just somehow did. Is it because it has been two days. Two days like this. Somehow I just dont find meaning in anything anymore. How dumb can that be. Can I forget about the world, just for a day? Labels: boys over flowers, shit feeling Friday, May 22, 2009
you will shine on that parade, /
I want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories. I want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward, looking at you, laughing.---- Havent been updating much lately. All I can say is, the weather is killing me, makes me feel like sleeping in every lesson. Still gotta endure one more weeeeeeek! I CANT WAIT PLEASSEEE. hohoho. :D Okay updates. ---- M'sia trip w kimberly! :D         I really hate to give details, so I shall just summarise my trip to m'sia w kimdar hurhur. Was really awesome, hanging out w her mum, her mum's friends, and her grandmother. :D Went for breakfast at this place whr m'sia food are sold, then we went to shop at different food places LOL. And went to this durian farm called the "oasis bay" whr there were unlimited durians for you to eat (OMG)! Hahahaha. Thn headed to this shopping mall and then went for a great dinner and went back home. We thought we were the only teenagers LOL. But turns out there were two other guys too! yay company hahaha.  ---- Early release from CID :) zzzomg i love mr imran! :)  
  i look screwed in most pictures T_T & I DREW THT PATRICK IM SO PROUD OF IT :) BUT dk who uh.. go smudge it.. LOL.  Okay last picture for this post :) Labels: CID, kimdar, msia trip, pictures, sexayes Saturday, May 16, 2009
good things wont last, so do the bad ones. /
 He watched the grass bend in the wind. She watched the mountains stand against the sun. He watched the water run through the fields. She watched the children dance on the stones. He watched her play the piano. She watched him love her again. He watched her love him again. ---- CCA's started like ohmygosh finally! :) Turned out better than I thought, maybe because I was zihighing all the way with my " ITS NOT OVER TONIGHT, SO GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT " oh shit. Its coming back again :O LOL i think yiting had a hard time listening me screaming to tht song. Okay so the year1s came and we taught them stuffs and played a little and all. :) I'm proud of Gracia! SHE HAS ROSY CHEEKS TOO! -.- Okay. yeah. HA. Went back home w kimberly and as usual caught up w each other and talked crap LOL :D Had excos meeting w mr lee and then found out thrs a lot of things to be doneeeeee. Note to self : Klarinutz Contact List. It's great seeing everyone again! The medical checkup for obs is totally a scam T-T Spent 22 bucks just to answer the questions the doctor asked me (which were the questions IN the paper) and to look at him listening to my heartbeat and measuring my height and weight. Seriously. I should have like, just gotten the stamp and i can just tick the boxes myself. I'm going to summon pinochou to express my feelings. ITS SO ----.---- can?! & then i bought a frigging 8gb thumbdrive to find out tht thrs only 3mb of memory inside. SCAM number 2!! T-T I lost the receipt you know you know?! ): Going to complain w my mum later LOL. Friday, May 15, 2009
lost in coffee rings and fingerprints, it all comes back to you. /
 What if there were only a handful of places left in the whole world where you could look up, and see the stars, and not just a lightly salted bread of night, but a whole beach of stars, enough to be buried in, enough to build castles in the sky.--- I'm tired, all of a sudden. Tired so easily, tired of doing stuffs i need to do, tired of thinking about things i cant do, and I don't know why. Midyears' over man, damn it, so what am I so troubled over? I feel so so drained. Can somebody just tell me what am i supposed to do? Idk what I should do now. I cant, really cant, just leave it alone like that. No I can't. I'm just not happy anymore. Get well soon Claire! Labels: troubled Thursday, May 14, 2009
down the main road, /
 I wanna drive, with my bare feet on the dashboard, the windows down, and my hair whipped in every direction from the winds rushing through the open windows. I wanna hear your voice humming to the tune of the songs on the radio that you didnt know the words to, blast out music to our favourite tunes, drive to the roads where you could really say forever.--- Updates w Pictures :) Selfstudy Day 2 was the max - went to changi to study w cherie and lihui. Met up super early cause we wanted to spend enough time studying. Lihui was super motivated all the waaaay. Was frigging cool although we went to JE library to study in the end. LOL. Selfstudy Day 4 and 5 was spent with Lihui and Hsiaotien at JE as well, studied and studied and talked, slacked. stared at weird people around us. LOL yeah. :) Then i found out I lost a lot of motivation to study now actually T-T Idk why. Im seriously lazy to like, put captions so yeah.... LET TH PICTURES DO THE TALKING. :) 17 Again, Plaza Sing, Far East (!) EOMYE.   So yeah tht was ages ao alrdddyyyyy! T-T 'cause now they call this the "post-midyears period". Sometimes you lose some but you gain some. I wanna re-live all the moments I've lost. I'm worried. Please please please dont let anything happen to you guys. Will reply tags againnnn. |
