; Intimidated by the fear of being average, we often forget that only being ourselves will we be the best, the most perfect.

midyears is in less than a week, 5 days to be exact.

5days? you could plan for a camp - the games the logistics the bad weather plans. You could go for a trip somewhere you could relax your mind and be spiritually free from all your stressful thoughts and the busy roads in Singapore. You could finish a series of manga, stayed up for a few movie marathons, go for two chalets, write a song, or you could prepare for your midyear exams, one day for one or two subjects, and by the first day of your midyear you would have finished studying everything.

But for the first of the 5 days, Ive only arranged my files, done some math, played on my clarinet and practically wasted the rest of my time doing really nothing. Out of my to-do list, (if i actually have one), i probably would have only marked out one thing.

i spoilt my delete button. o_____o

I just heard a song w akon and pan wei bo both singing. it sounds actually really okay. raps are such cool things. they come with a small little melody and you gotta speak fast, but at the same time you gotta be clear and not monotonous.

sometimes i think 15 is a really confusing age. At the age of 15, you are nearly matured, just, not there yet. almost there, reaching soon. you gotta cross a bridge that has broken planks in between each step you take and sometimes you feel as if you're just hanging on there by a thread.

once you get to the other side, another bridge awaits you.
sometimes you see a rainbow, sometimes you dont. sometimes a yellow bird sings for you in the early morning, sometimes an eagle steals your bread away. You take millions of pictures with your latest cam, but so what, really?
You can always remember those moments, keep them vivid in your mind. You could take billions of pictures, perfect shots.

But you can never recapture them.

At that precise moment, that precise second, snap.
&its gone, forever.
A good thing it stays in your mind. you can never get back how you felt at tht moment.

I dont really know if i will continue to waste the rest of my day, even though im going to say "after posting im going to do more math" but so what if you are doing math but 50% of your brain is sucking on lollipops with chocolate and vanilla flavour?

that was random, but suddenly i have a craving for this flavour of lollipops. the reason - yiting found one on her table the other day.

havent found any smiley face in the post yet? here goes :)

anyway, to brighten/cheer you people up if studies are really being a bore for you, go for this website! its under my "favourites" - very entertaining to me.
http://www.fmylife.com/

something like, this :
" Today, my mother sent a letter to my best friend trying to comfort her over the death of her mother. She signed the letter "LOL, Jen" thinking LOL stood for "lots of love." "

jiayou for midyears everybardy :)
i shall pray for rain so th weather doesnt get too hot LOL.

LOL, (lots of love)
kimyee.