and found out im falling deeper each time.

its weird. everything seems weird. i find myself asking "am i lost?" and end up with no exact answer. i dont know, but, everything seems to happen one after another somehow i feel it.
its not like its some big thing, maybe just very little trivial stuffs, yet im going all cuckoo over it. how stupid is tht. :(

& i think, i seem really "hate-able" at some point of time. lol. yknow, the times whereby you say something and the next second you feel like slapping yourself for saying that. not like it really does matter to others but somehow you know you simply suck by saying that. its just so weird isnt it?

am i thinking too much? probably so.

no im really not unhappy. serious. the whole chunk thr is just thoughts that i feel like ranting out.