On a lighter note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIHUAAAA :D love you many many many many :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSAAAAA :D stay happy forever and jiayou for your syf :)

and in case i miss it tmr,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILI :D you know smth, im super duper proud of you and i mean it from th bottom of my heart :)

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Yeah so. I'm okay people, really. Maybe besides the fact tht I slept through lessons tday and broke two things during chem prac, everything's just fine. Hahah.

just wanna tell you guys how great each and everyone of you are, and i am so proud to be part of this band, to be part of this section.

Extreme feelings, really. After tht went out with lihua kaizhen kimberly yihan jieying. Made me feel so, so much better. :) And yeah, all tht wenhui and gim have said. My tears werent because of what we got, but because deep in my heart I cant help but say "im sorry, ms chan. im sorry, rvcb. im sorry to all th seniors".

Yeah i know how much it hurts inside when people ask, what have you gotten. I wouldnt say all these dont matter anymore. I wouldnt say "lets not cry anymore" or "theres no use crying now" because all th tears we have shed, i know, they are for a purpose and they all mean a thing. they are tears to remind us what we have been through. what others might say doesnt really matter, im srsly honest with that now. Because we always have th other bandsmen around for us alright. :)

Guess what, it wouldnt probably matter what we actually got anymore, cause i know ive spent this 300plus hours with people whom have worked very hard, whom i enjoy being with - fun seniors, great bandsmen, best conductor, cute juniors.

I can totally cry while typing this, not because I'm sad, but because I feel xin tong. I feel damn heartpain when i saw my batch de bandsmen cry. Esp yili hweeling paola meiling - i tell you all i think we were great really really really. syf isnt everything so we'll just work harder okay! i love you guys :)

It might not be our best, but for a time like that, on the stage and all tht, I think we did well already. But of course, thts not all, we still have a long way to go.

To all my beloved klarinutz, year 4 batch - lihua kaizhen sebastian jiayi daphine to the year 3 batch kimberly zoenin sofia yijun evan to the year 2 batch jieying jiawen yihan ngyong (w nicole and junjie and wanyih) -

i cant tell you how much i love you guys and how proud i am. but to mention everyone's names, it tells how everyone of us have played a part in this, and will forever play a part cause we are one big family - klarinutz for life.

I read other's blogs and yeah I feel like screaming all my thoughts out as well. yeah, I really thank every single one of you who cared and smsed me, gave me a hug, a smile, anything and everything. Thank you all so, so, so much.

Rvcb continues to move on. :)
Let this wound slowly close, let it slowly go away. we still continue to stay strong and work harder than ever :) And yknow what, in my heart we'll always be A BAND WITH HONOUR.

Faith, Fun, Fighton, Focus, Feel. RVBAND's 5F :)

i love my batch of clarinets to th ultimate maxxxxxxx. :)
you guys rock. gogogo!

Kimberly with her mini (x1oooo) flute LOL.