; Intimidated by the fear of being average, we often forget that only being ourselves will we be the best, the most perfect.

midyears is in less than a week, 5 days to be exact.

5days? you could plan for a camp - the games the logistics the bad weather plans. You could go for a trip somewhere you could relax your mind and be spiritually free from all your stressful thoughts and the busy roads in Singapore. You could finish a series of manga, stayed up for a few movie marathons, go for two chalets, write a song, or you could prepare for your midyear exams, one day for one or two subjects, and by the first day of your midyear you would have finished studying everything.

But for the first of the 5 days, Ive only arranged my files, done some math, played on my clarinet and practically wasted the rest of my time doing really nothing. Out of my to-do list, (if i actually have one), i probably would have only marked out one thing.

i spoilt my delete button. o_____o

I just heard a song w akon and pan wei bo both singing. it sounds actually really okay. raps are such cool things. they come with a small little melody and you gotta speak fast, but at the same time you gotta be clear and not monotonous.

sometimes i think 15 is a really confusing age. At the age of 15, you are nearly matured, just, not there yet. almost there, reaching soon. you gotta cross a bridge that has broken planks in between each step you take and sometimes you feel as if you're just hanging on there by a thread.

once you get to the other side, another bridge awaits you.
sometimes you see a rainbow, sometimes you dont. sometimes a yellow bird sings for you in the early morning, sometimes an eagle steals your bread away. You take millions of pictures with your latest cam, but so what, really?
You can always remember those moments, keep them vivid in your mind. You could take billions of pictures, perfect shots.

But you can never recapture them.

At that precise moment, that precise second, snap.
&its gone, forever.
A good thing it stays in your mind. you can never get back how you felt at tht moment.

I dont really know if i will continue to waste the rest of my day, even though im going to say "after posting im going to do more math" but so what if you are doing math but 50% of your brain is sucking on lollipops with chocolate and vanilla flavour?

that was random, but suddenly i have a craving for this flavour of lollipops. the reason - yiting found one on her table the other day.

havent found any smiley face in the post yet? here goes :)

anyway, to brighten/cheer you people up if studies are really being a bore for you, go for this website! its under my "favourites" - very entertaining to me.
http://www.fmylife.com/

something like, this :
" Today, my mother sent a letter to my best friend trying to comfort her over the death of her mother. She signed the letter "LOL, Jen" thinking LOL stood for "lots of love." "

jiayou for midyears everybardy :)
i shall pray for rain so th weather doesnt get too hot LOL.

LOL, (lots of love)
kimyee.

WHY WHY WHY.
WHY PEOPLE MUST SQUEEZE YOU LIKE YOURE SOME KINDA PANCAKE!!!

oh tht reminds me pancake man is yiting's hubby i dont care!! teeheehee. LOL i like doing art, quite fun actually muahahahaah.

okay anyway although i am one of those people who squeezes in trains and buses i still do wait for th next train or bus if it is really packed ): unless im in a hurry but heyyyy wait a few minutes can save yourself more oxygen for tht few little minutes right say yes i demand you to!!

and then they squeeze and squeeze and squeeze. people outside the bus scold the bus driver people inside the bus scold the bus driver also. people inside scold the people outside "CANT YOU JUST WAIT FOR TH NEXT BUS" and people scold the people inside "HELLO I NOT SO FAT CAN LET ME SQUEEZE"

irritating hor. hor hor hor. ok lah im kinda like th typical singaporean also butttthennnn. yknow.. bad bus/train experiences luh -__-

i dont exactly know what this rant is for anyway T.T eee i hate doing revision papers ok maybe tht is why. T.T i left so much incompleted plzzzz. ): ok i shld really transform myself into a mugger right now this instance.

*TRANSFORMERS, ROBOTS IN DISGUISE*

hello people. this is the new kimyee and she is going to do her revision papers right now.

OKAY BUHBYE.

CID, free cone day, gl presents. :)

I came to school just to sleep in the canteen until everyone started coming down for th assembly. Everything seemed like they are in the wrong place. Sometimes they seem too clear, sometimes the images seem to play a fool in my head, turning and twisting. And then i went for lessons but my soul was in lala dreamland. And then when I finally managed to pick myself up it was near th end of school. The wonders of cough syrup and flu medicine, wth.

Didnt talk a lot tday and probably a few days ago, kept sleeping in lessons - I'm sorry yiting, I think I suck as a deskmate/tablepartner. ):

went kimdar's house to study after tht, managed half of bio assignment and some maths. i still owe you money! Okay self-reminder. :D AND your mum rocks LOL :)

Oh yeah! Thank you carissa for that luo han guo drink thank you so so much! :)

C'mon just await some retarded posts they are coming back soon I HOPE. ): if not i think i'll meet emo rockers who are recruiting new members. -__-
GRAH NOW EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GO IN TH WRONG WAY. right left left right up down down up lala tinky winky tipsy poh poh poh eee-ya-ee-ya-oh mac donalds had a farm samurai-ee-yai-ee-yai.

points a thumbsdown to the failed attempt to make this blog livelier.
and kimyee starts tearing the furniture apart with her strong teeth.

- you can choose to skip this part but i know you wont MUAHAHAHA, trust me. stop giving me the "WAHLAO I PURPOSELY DONT READ" look cause i know you will TEEHEE!! -

*to find out how kimyee got her strong teeth, try using dynamite! it gives you a cool and refreshing taste of mint after brushing your teeth! now try ripping off the metal pole off some random thingy and amazingly, you can simply do tht w only your teeth! easily available at all kimyee markets, each sold separately.*

okay back to my post. I HATE TO SAY THIS BUT....
i should stop listening to jay chou's old songs they make me sad!

okay tht was a puny little bit random.

i'm like an incomplete puzzle with that missing piece lost in the middle of nowhere.

It's a time like this whereby you found out that people whom you once never knew are actually, really like this.

:)

i feel like im losing myself every single second, somebody please grab me back before i lose it all. I dont know why I'm even saying this. What is wrong?

This year - everything isnt easy, and its hard to grab hold onto those things you dont wanna regret not holding on tighter. Yet somehow you feel as if everything is slipping away. They dont just stay there anymore.

Am going to see the doctor later (waste of time ):< ) and im kinda feeling better alrdy. thanks for the concern everybardy me smooches y'all LOL. :D

IT REALLY IS TIME TO GET STARTED WITH THE THOUGHT OF

" MYE IS COMING " in your brains. screw it in c'mon c'mon.

I just want some sleep, some real good sleep.

im feeling really horrible right now.. on and off fever, and then super duper blocked nose plus a terrible cough!! i lost my taste like again -__- kinda feel like im going to fall any minute. o.o

c'mon panadol flu max i believeeee in euuuuu~

went home w ftffc tday ohmygosh its like so rare ahaha! :D although we stoned at some point of time but yeah hahaha :D thn went to library to study. eh not bad first time i do so much of the physics examples teehee! :D

had a really bad nightmare last night, it sounds stupid but weell it is a nightmare so of course its somehow just really scary.
but, thanks for everything, from th bottom of my heart. :)

& yeah i do have great friends so i know y'all are th bestest of th bestest beings. hohoho. :)

oh anw congrats to all th perf. arts group who have had their syf :D

im sick, down w a little fever and flu and cough. tsk irritating leh!!! >__<>

Labels: band, rojak, sick

7:35 PM

quite a success huh? LOL.

4:37 PM

Labels: lost?, random rants

10:40 PM

Labels: moodswings, random

8:08 PM
& all youre left with is the remains of the past.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
you aint the best daddy in the whole world, but definitely the best daddy in my heart :) stay healthy always alright i love you tons :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYAN!
hahahaha stay happy always and jiayou in netball and you gotta stop growing tall! if not i how, always get looked down by you LOL teehee. hope you enjoyed your day yea :)

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I honestly mean it - sometimes i feel so shibai. A loser maybe - really.
Tell me I should change slap me and wake me up, I know that. But somehow this thing in me just stops me from doing whatever i wanna do whatever i wanna change. What is wrong I dont know.

im telling myself to do it, telling myself to stay happy.
but sometimes no matter how many times you tell yourself tht you know you aint going to believe in that.
confidence? or is it just something else.
7:58 PM

tday is your special day my dear! :D yay i love you many! best friends for like 3 years alrdy! hope th number keeps increasing :) you've been really just simply so awesome! crazy days and band days spent with you have been really one of the best days in my life! hope you liked th presents and stuffs. Stay happy forever okkkkkkk loves you bery much. :D

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Had my first kinder joy tday after weeks of hearing people go crazy over it. Hahah I wouldnt say its amazingly nice, but yeah it wasnt bad. I gotta admit those two chocolates in thr, despite its appearance being really random it was yummy! Hurhur. Thanks loads to hsiaotien :)

Heard that the chem makeup test is gonna be much harder thn the rest, am not surprised, but still I think I would suck in it, honest. -__- plus this horrible mood i have right now, i totally dont feel like studying >_<>Band - one of th best things that has ever happened to me :)
its like a major part of my life now and forever - its like, you meet wonderful people and you enjoy wonderful music, living your life to the fullest each moment you play in the band.

Labels: band, birthday, kinderjoy

5:48 PM
It was, but not anymore.

Sometimes I cant help but think of the what ifs tht well, might actually just come true somehow.
You never really know right?

Then someone slaps kimyee awake.

I stepped inside this world called reality. Accept it, there's no turning back.

There is like a mixture of feelings inside my mind right now. Good, bad and then good, bad.
>:( Idk why exactly!

Labels: rojak again

6:21 PM

LOL K LURRBBESS K! :D

9:21 PM

7:57 PM

Enjoy each and every minute, tht's what counts.

Labels: syf

9:59 PM