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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Friday, March 20, 2009 Blurred Vision. / Sigh. What a bad way to start a post. I have a lot to say actually, but then again I have nothing to say. It's really ironic and contradicting at the same time. I always feel tired, and well I dont exactly know why. 'Coz I know even if I were to sleep for like, probably 24hours full I wouldn't think its enough still. Perhaps it's the thoughts which keep draining my energy idk. Still left with Chem r&w, maths, LA, geog. Darm maths is hard. Even the "MUST KNOW HOW TO DO" section is hard. Screw test papers. Nevertheless there's section lunch coming up later = retarded self entertainment :) A bit no link to what I have said juz now but who cares thrs section lunch later! I'm confused, I'm lost, I don't know where to go, neither do I know where I will be heading to. At times like this I really miss my sexayes and Andrew gor. And So, What is next? nobody knows. Read this somewhr in a blog. A student asks a teacher, "What is love?" The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field, go through first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders ... may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one ... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, " ... this is love ... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person ..." "What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn ... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get ... this is marriage." Labels: meaningful stories 9:20 AM