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i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change." |
i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Can feel it building up inside. /
hee i love you people for keeping my blog alive~ *wipes tears away*heh, but i srsly dont know whr to start replying you all so yeah lorrrrr, bear with me LOL :D ANYWAY i know lah yihan, its you not yijun who tagged me ): I CRY ALRD LAH LOL. Okay anw thrs a lot going on these few days, so *poof* i will be gone for quite a while i guess! LOL okay lah lihui and ftffc! Shall not let you both get jealous over my blog colour LMAO! :D I sent out my best wishes ytd and today to my beloveds :) :) makes me haaaappy hurhur! :D I said I am going to happy means I would. JIAYOU RVCB. Sunday, March 29, 2009
steady. /
all of a sudden i have this thought.im going to be happy, like really really happy with my life. im going to take out all of the negative thoughts and emotions, sounds as if like im being injected with some kinda "i-am-going-to-be-happy-" kind of thingy but no, seriously. I gotta be contented I gotta be happy. spread the love the happiness the smile! (LOL) its good to have this thought like all of a sudden when im doing chinese compo and hadnt started studying fot tests yet o_O but well who cares LOL. im going to be a happy happy person! NOT EVEN PMS or uh, HOMEWORK, or uh MEAN PEOPLE LOL can stop me! Of course its hard to stay happy all the time, thrs so much going on that sometimes I dont really know whr im heading to and stuffs like tht. But the mist will clear and rainbows appear yknow~ Thrs always a sign to guide your way - at least thts what i believe in now. Life cant be just OBSTACLES OBSTACLES PROBLEMS TROUBLES all th way, we gotta enjoy life! (okay lets go drink beer and try out bunjee jumping JUST KIDDING) yeah you get it. :) -inserts a tremendous BIG SMILE- :) there you go! to anyone who is not in a good mood today, or something wrong went wrong - im talking abt you you you yes yes you!!!!! tmr will be a better day :) Labels: happy Changed a skin (again) but i like this one. /
 "There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad. But, once in a while, people push onto something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. And, it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist; somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And, beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead." - One Tree Hill "Believing in yourself is when you walk the stairs without knowing whr it really ends." if we could have a little effort from everybody, it makes more than a hundred percent. 10days! :D Labels: quotes Saturday, March 28, 2009
thanks, you really made my day. /
KIMYEE IS HAPPY NOW LOL. 'cozzzz she knows you still love her very muchhhhh and i do toooo :) i love you peter pannnnnzxc LOL. i think this is super ironic.Any oh how, tday isnt really a bad day afterall, it did started out badly though -.-, but the start doesnt really determines the ending right?! hm. sometimes it does but who cares yipeeeeee. Happy earth day everybardy. Hope you all have been really nice environmental peeps who offed your lights because i dddeeeeed! :) ending off with a.. TEEHEE. /edit Now you know why? I don't get why I should even waste my time and effort to try to be nice when you clearly dont give a shit. Then what's the point? Sometimes I really dont wanna care anymore. On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANWEN! :) teehee you're one veh funny and cute senior :D hope you enjoyed your birthday very muchhhh :D Thursday, March 26, 2009
Say th words you are supposed to say. /
this skin i screwed i think. but i gotta study for tests now.goodbyebyebye. i think i screwed up physics r&w lol >__<. we're getting i/c. :) okay tmr there's like 3 tests. nah, none of th tests was actually really pushed back. thrs time like this whereby you feel really hopeless and useless. you know what to do, but somehow you just dont have enough courage, and something, just something is holding you back thr, and you dont exactly know what. dang, someone just. idk. scold me, slap me awake, do something. like, scream at me. "BLARDY. KIMYEE IS SO WEAK" or something along tht line yes no?????! not chicken essence mum, not that. that was what my mum attempted to give me to boost my memory power or sth, but -.- i dont believe those will really work. if it does everybardy buy it alrd. jiayouuu, i think many people are hving loads of tests lately, syf period/ comp period for everybardy. Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Took your words for real. /
Happy birthday Evan! :)waaaaah from primary school friends to section mates! hahah hope you had a wonderful birthday! :D --- Kimyee is tired, feeling weak and what not. BOOOOOOOO >:( this is not veli good. Labels: birthday Monday, March 23, 2009
count your blessings. /
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING! :)i award you with the most retarded tablemate on earth! KEKEKE. heehee, thanks for being such a nice and wonderful cheerful friend + bandsmate + extablemate! hope you had the best birthday with mr happy and ms sunshine :) --- mini concert wasnt all too bad, ive got plenty of squeakssssssss darmn it >:( 'coz i was too nervous laaaaaah so yes point to me because the squeaks came from within hereeeeeee. >:( nehmind, syf will be much better much better or maybe this thurs. okay fine both will be much betterrrrrrrrr gogogo. i kinda miss band right now i know its weird but blahblah i miss my crazy sectionnnn (LOL) :D heeheexczxc. 'cause you're a winner to me no matter what! Labels: birthday Sunday, March 22, 2009
This is so stoooooopidddddddddddd. /
This, is a way of telling you guys how I have been with my homework.Homework : heh heh heh hello tan kim yee today is your doom day!!! MUAHAHAHA. Kyee : Like duh isnt everyday my doomsday. Homework : of coz it is, but today is different because... Kyee : C'mon, surprise me. Homework : YOU STILL HAVE SO MUCH HMWK TO DO and you havent finish it all yet... proves how unproductive and dumbdumb you are! Kyee : So your point is? Homework : PREPARE TO DIE TMR IN SCHOOOL!!!! MUAHAHAHA. either you sleep during class and get scolded by tchers or you shall be scolded for not doing your work properly! Kyee : you think i scared? (trying to act cool) Homework : Whatever. It's not as if you can win me or anything, homework always always win!! Kyee : Did you ever realise in your name there's a hidden name? (trying to leave the topic and be random) Homework : HUH? im too unique isnt it! Kyee : Homework. Romeo. TEEHEE. Homework : -.- did i drive you nutz? Kyee : No you drive mercedes TEEHEE. Homework : YOU ARE CRAZY! Kyee : NANNYNANNYPOOPOO. I like NANNNYNANNYPOOPOO, it sounds erm, superior. JUST NANNY NANNY POO POO somebardy and tht person wouldnt know how to react. Saturday, March 21, 2009
‘Coz the best things in life can never be captured with a camera. /
  "I think I'll be a clown when I get grown," said Dill. "Yes, sir, a clown.... There ain't one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I'm gonna join the circus and laugh my head off." "You got it backwards, Dill," said Jem. "Clowns are sad, it's folks that laugh at them." "Well, I'm gonna be a new kind of clown. I'm gonna stand in the middle of the ring and laugh at the folks." ~Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird, Chapter 22 " At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1." - One Tree Hill i cant say it hurts. its not the morally right thing to do. lol. Labels: interesting quotes Friday, March 20, 2009
Think- /
life is like a box of chocolates - you never know what you'll get until you reach the middle. how true. Blurred Vision. /
Sigh.What a bad way to start a post. I have a lot to say actually, but then again I have nothing to say. It's really ironic and contradicting at the same time. I always feel tired, and well I dont exactly know why. 'Coz I know even if I were to sleep for like, probably 24hours full I wouldn't think its enough still. Perhaps it's the thoughts which keep draining my energy idk. Still left with Chem r&w, maths, LA, geog. Darm maths is hard. Even the "MUST KNOW HOW TO DO" section is hard. Screw test papers. Nevertheless there's section lunch coming up later = retarded self entertainment :) A bit no link to what I have said juz now but who cares thrs section lunch later! I'm confused, I'm lost, I don't know where to go, neither do I know where I will be heading to. At times like this I really miss my sexayes and Andrew gor. And So, What is next? nobody knows. Read this somewhr in a blog. A student asks a teacher, "What is love?" The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field, go through first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders ... may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one ... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, " ... this is love ... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person ..." "What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn ... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get ... this is marriage." Labels: meaningful stories Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Picture-Perfectttt. /
I looked through peeektures in my phone and realised i hadnt been updating the interesting bits of muh life, okay maybe not tht interesting but yeah it was worth the time to uh, take a picture of it! :)helping kimberly to move house was the ultimateeeeeee. we sat on lorries and shouted at random stuffs, leaving our hair to fly in the night whooooosh zzzzomg i think ive lost some weight too yaye! MUAHAHAHA!!  Kimberly! Our hair was messy to the max LOL.  The lorry!  Kimberly's mum! :D  Passed by a band shop!  CRYSTAL CHICKEN LITTLE!  a very (ugly) SPONGEBOB CRYTSALL  Kimberly spotted an awesome crab!!!!!! It's wayyyy cooler thn you think it is lorrrr. HEH.  While waiting for Hsiaotien to change LOL. SPAMMMMMMMZXC.   YAY RVCBRVCB! manymany loveeeezzzz.  Thts me and kimberly's! HOHO.  This is what I call, the dinosaur age, LONG NECKS HAHA! Huang here. AND LOL LOOK AT THT AUNTIE'S FACE LAH HAHAHHAHA.  Yayzzzzzz so pretty yes!  On the way home one fine day. Me and twinnie! :D  Out to buy Ftffc's prezzie.  Admit we are GL friends plzzzzz. WE ARE THE ULTIMATE CUTE FRIENDS OF FTFFC KEKEKE.   oh tht reminds me. Ytd kimberly held onto a stack of maths papers " eh eh eh anyone got stapler???" Evan : "yeah i have" Kimberly : " yay! can lend can lend?" Evan : "Orh." *stretches his hand into his pocket and takes out a stapler* everybody : LOL?! YOU HAVE A STAPLER IN UR POCKET? Lihua : " LOL LIKE DORAEMON LIKE THAT! " HAHAHAHHAHA it is duper funnaye if you are right there looking at the whole situation happen LOL. &thn during combines we all got sorta a littttttle crazaye. And formed a mushroom sorta family. IM CAO GU and i dont know exactly why. LOL. mo gu, gu gu, xiang gu and yihan's very happy little NIGU (nun). I know I will have my section with me no matter what the results of syf will be! LOVELOVELOVELOVE KLARINUTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ :) Monday, March 16, 2009
Funny Conversation /
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ .says: HAHAHAHA. if you get it then you might thnk im stupid HAHAHA. YES MY DEAREST EX TABLE MATE WE SHALL ADD OIL TGT :D Sunday, March 15, 2009
Ownage. /
I love competition reeeeed they make clarinets sound better = happy clarinetists!and yessss WE ARE (wah)SEH MAN. gives that *i am not trying to fake as if im good so you better think im good cause i am really good* face :O thanks wenhui and gim. I'm proud to have wondiful seniorzxc. ♥ RVCLARINETS GOGOGO. And from this moment I'm going to be different, in a good way yes. perhaps so. Dreams come with a reason. Saturday, March 14, 2009
Still, moving on. /
Wow.In the morning, I wake up and feel like shit. I get better in the afternoon, and once the sun sets everything comes back and i feel like shit, just a lot worse. Dont know whats happening. I dont know/recognise the taste of anything anymore, perhaps just strong mint. I cant taste anything, so maybe if I ate shit I wouldnt know its shit anyway. >:( it is really tht bad. Life is like a neverending race, you just run, and run and continue running, but you never know when it's going to end. Probably the next min you'll end up with a leg cramp, probably the next thing you know you are already in the hopsital or something idk. After syf, it isnt just the end. But well, syf is still one big major thing. Is the process really what matters, or the results? Be realistic, or optimistic? Seeing so many seniors come back tday and some well, usual yet different stuffs happening tday I dont know what to say/think/do anymore. I feel the pressure coming back. Hm, but then again (on the brighter side, pressure is needed to push us forward yesyesyesno?) LOL but, i certainly got amused by yihan's blog. " SYF, 来吧！ 你简直就是屁！" LOLOLOLOLOL! cute juniors i have man! And seniors, cause according to what they were doing in the band room today i think, our section is like... the most self-entertaining one LOL :D playing heart attack and blahblahblah. so for a few seconds i became Kaizhen's fortune teller LMAO! But well, going out with my family (the first ever time for term 1 zomg i cant believe it) is a heartwarming feeling! :) Doing weird stuffs like taking out moles (LOL??) and looking at my dad going for foot massage (-___-) and going fortune telling HAHAHA and well, searching for yummy restaurants (AS IN RESTAURANTS WITH YUMMY FOOD - duh i think im retarded) bring back wondiful memories. UG people jiayou (although they wouldnt really see this -__-)! I cant believe, march holidays have started already. i have sooooo much to do and yes i forgot to do two stuffs i needa do. DANG IT DANG IT DANG IT. -___- i think im getting older each day. THE CURIOUS CASE OF TAN KIM YEE PERHAPS?! Whats rvholidays without tons of homework? WELL, (idontknow actually) My brain is too filled up without junk stuffs like (i want a crystal patrick - WHY IS THR CRYSTAL SPONGEBOB BUT NOT PATRICK ONE) to think of a lame answer. I feel so mixed up, like rojak. Just that, rojak tastes nicer.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Miserably; screw Physics ASK. /
 And so I was wrong, 'cause i thought nothing would go wrong. I dont know what is the best decision to make. All of a sudden, everyth seems so screwed? I really, really hope. Am very sick, feel like dying each second. Those eyes staring at me when i cough in a super packed LRT please at least pity me. -__- Damn ittttt. And I just have to fall sick when holidays start. Wait, isnt much of a holiday anyway. T_T Grah. I gotta start looking more on the bright side. Thursday, March 12, 2009
I know y'all will survive this storm, /
  
--- on a heavier note, I'm suffering from a terrible sore throat, probably the worst one so far. Feeling so frigging cold and idk why. Dang it. I wonder how I'm going to play tmr during cca, I tried playing springtime and I could feel my throat burning. Sheeeeet. >:( Monday, March 09, 2009
Take a breather. /
愛人的那一個，往往在不完美中給完美；被愛的那一個，卻總是在完美中找不完美。 (: crazy times! ♥                        nevertheless i know 2009 will also be a great year. Will be on hiatus until.. I'm free from hmwk and band. 29days. Sunday, March 08, 2009
'cause i know i'll never be alone. /
It's a whole chunk of words which probably wouldnt really make any sense.Who are we supposed to blame for the mistakes we have made, for what we have became, for all that we have changed? We cant blame destiny nor fate, because all the roads which we have gone through came from the choices we have made. When the signs on our roads start to fade away, we wander off and get lost somehow. But no one is alone, because right at this particular moment, someone is crying for help just like you are, in search of a light which will guide you along, in search of a net which will catch you if you fall, in search of someone to hold on if you collapse. When the world turns black and white, you find colours to paint them in. When the world turns you upside down, you find another way to look at things. When the world crashes upon you, you find someone else to carry it with you. When the world messes us up, we know the next day it might be better, it just has to. Nothing lasts forever, be it good or bad. No one is a burden to anyone and everyone is similiar in one way or another, 'cause we head the same direction, just with different roads, we are born and then we live and then we die. As we take away our differences, we realise we are all the same. We are given each a lifetime. In this lifetime, many things can happen, there are people you meet, people you walk past without knowing who they are, people who are close to you but leave soon after, people who are merely acquaintance, people who will never leave you, people who loves you and people who hates you to the core. You meet obstacles and some fail whereas others succeed. Some work hard but get nothing and some got what they deserve. Some are satisfied some feel that they are still imperfect. Some choose to cry each day some choose to laugh it off. Since there's only one lifetime, and once a second is gone it is gone for life, no matter how hard you try to turn back you cant. Live life as it is, make no regrets, be happy about it. Be glad be contented with what you have.. Life changes as you walk along. Memories remain. Tears dry up, rainbows appear. to everyone, be it syf, trainings, competitions, studies and what not. jiayou, jiayou, jiayou :) ----- kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! : we can do it!!! Kimyee/♥: YES WE CAN :D kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says: haha yepp! kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says: because we're a team of approx. 100 ppl kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says: we have each other to go on tgt Kimyee/♥: we can make it through because we are river valley concert band Kimyee/♥: (: kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says: haha of cox kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says: we're one :D Kimyee/♥: :D:D whatever happens, I'm still glad im in this band. ♥ Saturday, March 07, 2009
oh prettaye sunshine. /
Had band ytd, was supposed to be in the school hall but somehow we ended up in the canteen. I thought it was pretty cool actually, to play in the canteen so it wasnt tht bad. Non-stop playing! :D And then I watched benjamin button ytd, when i could actually be doing LA journal or something tht can save me from sleeping late but yea, i'd rather save some brain cells from dying. teeheeehee :) It's a good show -thumbs up-" sometimes you gotta lose somebody to know how much they actually mean to you. " " you can be as mad as a mad dog at how things when, swear and curse fates, but when everything is going to end, you still gotta let it go. " & sometimes priorities pull us away from what we were used to be, from what we could have been. This post iz so lack of contentz. AND I HAVENT WATCHED ANY CARTOON. perhaps thts why i am still feeling thizzzzz way. >:( DAAANNNGGGGG. So now its killing brain cell time!!! >:( 31days to go. Friday, March 06, 2009
you're my mvp. /
Thank you, a lot, a lot.I must. not. collapse. I cannot. be. weak. And tht's all i need to keep me going. People come and people go. Shitzzzz suddenly I think, I will miss the sec4 batch of bandsmen, a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot. From klarinutz seniors to excos to all and all of the other seniors. And come to think of it, it's really coming soon. listening to jaychou's old songs make me think a lot (IDKWHY!!) okay or maybe I am already thinking too much. SEE LA SYF NOT EVEN OVER I THINK OF SENIORS LEAVING WHAT IZ WRONG WITH ME?! Summary of school - Results pretty much sucked. ( I USED THE S WORD - cannot meh ) What else can i conclude about the mundanity of school anyway huh huh huh HUUUUUUUUHH... Ok i know. I need. to watch cartoon to cheer me up. YAYZ. (zzzzomg pathetic.) random fact : i didnt know thr could be 2 friday the 13th in a year :O Thursday, March 05, 2009
expect the unexpected. /
Home alone again. shitzzzzz i wanna kill the bozz who wants my mum to work OT. -_- its like we live under the same roof but we see each other for less than an hour each week (excluding weekends) if you think im exaggerating try living my life! grahs *takes out a .......napkin...* Claire: "yeah luh sick bay is like damn sian one. its like a prison cell!" Kimyee: "really uh! then do they have a nucleus?" my dear laogong plzzzzzz take care! :) we're only 33 days away. i dont care if you call me a no-lifer. I want these remaining days to be worth it, and just chiong with whatever i have got. No regrets. ive actually got more to post. but. idk. -_- Sunday, March 01, 2009
Genes, JEANS. /
guess whr i got all my genes from?-mum runs into daughter's room- "eh ah girl ah, come here. i saw some stuffs on the blogshop, damn nice one. very ex also, wanna ask you which one you wanna buy leh, got four different designs" "huh what thing? ex then dont buy!" "no as in, very nice mah. quick quick come see!" "okok relax lah!" -steps into mum's room- "HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA" -.- she hang four sets of rv uniform on the wardrobe. "EH GIRL AH, SO WHICH ONE YOU WANT AH! HAHAHA" zzzzzomg. Now you know why huh.. Hm. Shall talk about soundcheck and reply tags tmr. Gooooodbye. :) First of March. (i hope its a good month ahead) First Day Of March. /
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON WEINI!yay my beloved cousin of all! :D hahah you are the queeen of march teehee. hope you aint tht stressed out 'cause of olevels, JIAYOU! You can do it! :D rock onzxczxc. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMYUCHENG! you made ytd night very cakey, tyvm. LOL. Due to the fact that my brain is only the size of a pea, I have yet completed my homework. Am leaving home at 9:30 = 1h to do homework. :O Ytd night was quite fun ahahah. But rather torturous as well... UH. Smashing of cake UH. eating cake with chilli UH. suan-ing people like crazy LOL. challenging jokes LOL. OK. Off to homework! I LOVE HOMEWORK AH.. 4hours to Soundcheck zzzzzomg. Sometimes I wished February could be a longer month.. |