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Saturday, February 21, 2009 彼此之间的陌生。 / 突然之间，我们仿佛不再认识对方。 I dont really know why I chose to edit this post for like, 3 times! But anyway IM BACK from hiatus or mia or whatever sort of thing you choose to call it :D Not tht im getting enough sleep or life is improving, but because.. Many things have been going on around lately, so I have just decided to like, update ? o___o From plenty of emoness to plenty of heartbleeds and then to the -decided to stay strong afterall (if not what can i do)- kind of mood.. Ohyes, before i cont, HAPPY BELATED YEWHUI! (my welfare partner) pleaseplease cheer up, stop being so emo and stressed and stay happy okay! must take care of your own welfare also :D Okay, back to my post over here. SHIFTS YOUR EYES HEREEEEE. (okay im being lame)Yknow, I wouldnt actually say that uh, LIFE IS BORING because it defintely is NOT boring, really. It is just plain mundane, but nah im not going to complain and say how MUNDANE it is because obviously school is about being, MUNDANE! -.- And then, all of a sudden I dread life! I kept thinking, why didnt I cherish it enough last year, why oh why the sky so high?! Life was so carefree, happy-go-lucky, and people around me were generally, happy. but then again, what exactly is enough? There is well, no way to measure how much you can cherish life so that it can be enough. And now that everything keeps changing, things are different in all sorts of way. The thing which remains, is yourself, and the memories of the fun times we had before. That's why we keep comparing. Nevertheless, Life is still, afterall, life. Hsiaotien told me tht " Life sucks to those who thinks it sucks. " I honestly hope everything in life will just you know, be easily solved like 1+1.. Hahaha. Well... Life has to go on, everything has to change and blahhhhhh. So even if i were to dread life, there's practically nothing much I can do, except to stay happy and be strong and yes, CARRY ON~! I just know, im not the only one who is under this sort of pressure. Sec3 life may suck, but all we can do is to endure through this. Every night tells a different story. And i no longer know what i aim for, what I want. Is it to follow your heart, or to go with whatever that your brain or rather, logic tells you to. It is as if, you can reach it. But you dont want to. Many reasons stopping you. Unsure, uncertainty holding you back. kimberlypeh you still owe my vday dateeeeeeeeeeee horrrrrr. you runaway you die already MUAHAHAHAHAH! :D there are times when you are plain childish but you get the best memories flowing back. :) 8days to sound check. Rvcb, we can. 5:56 PM