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i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change." |
i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Friday, January 30, 2009
it's like a cycle that repeats. /
its back to -continuation of cny-, homework, visiting, homework, visiting, homework, homework, project, and then, tons of homework.busy weekend ahead zoomzoomzzzzz. i have a lot of things to do i dont know whr to start from shitzxc im dead. have to stop procrastinating and get down to workkkkkk. somemore so many tests next week like phy test like geog test (FULLY GRADED ZOMG CAN DIE) like idk still got what test. i have no life. whr is felicia lihui hsiaotien cherie shimin, i need life i need life i need life nehhh~ wesley says "still need to go for AMC?! i cant even solve the co-ordinates of Q!" (inside joke lah okay.. i think it is funny -__- HAHAHA.) then during p.e.. Kimyee says " what house you from? " Tseyin says " Unicorn. " -turns to yuyan- Kimyee says "you?" Yuyan says "unicorn" Kimyee says "NO WONDER!!" Yuyan says "You?" Kimyee says "meeee?? YOUUUU from YOUUnicorn. you guess you guess... MEEEE from what house?!" "MINOTAUR LAH!" - gives a dudiao face but starts laughing HAHAHA - oh. playing scissors paper stone is actually very dangerous. consists of high level of violence. played with yiting today. she wins she gets to screw me up (heh heh), i win i get to poke her until i shuang (I KNOW DAMN CHILDISH LAH). then in the end i poked her and my milo toppled down and bam, i lost my milo for the day LOL. okay typing these stuffs make me find myself back. (in case you dont know that is the real me too bad i am mojojojo hahahaha -__-) i am happy i am happy i have crappy friends and enjoyable breaks. okay maybe having sleepy lessons is a very sad thing but yea. :) i sincerely hope it wont be just 4 people running for the sake of 19 anym. Syf is in, less than. 2 mths. Thursday, January 29, 2009
searching aimlessly for an answer. /
*GASP FOR AIR DESPERATELY*must, treasure today like shitzxc and not waste any single moment i have. BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE TODAY NO HOMEWORK! omg seriously, its been days X days since this has happened to me! its something for me to rejoice about lah okay since uh, its been such a long time since ive ever felt so free.. but tired. -_- today math test was great! i only managed to finish one question. UHHHH? &i hope mr seetoh will mark our artwork cause its wayyyyyyy due. nvm ive got yiting tseyin claire with me -___- see ai dee pwnzxc. :) anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WESLEY! :D thanks a lot for helping me to pick up my stuffs whenever i drop it in class LOL! :D Wednesday, January 28, 2009
unfair shit. /
Shall do with a super tiny thin tagboard and no counter (abundant anyway) and a super rush change of skin before i zoomzzzz off revising for physics test which will most likely be the cause of my death tmr.highlights of the day : i nearly lost my handphone and ezlink. my wallet got stolen after p.e. my legs are huo tui(s). pdp is fun when you get to sit in a circle. i got back my wallet during break. (LOL) okay whatever i am being nonsensical here. feeling a bit shitty now because . i know i shldnt feel like tht but well i guess thts life uh. like a vacuum cleaner it really does sucks a lot sometimes. Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Tommorrow is, S.C.H.O.O.L (!!!!!) /
Chinese new year wasnt really that .. great, afterall.  初一 (!)Okay a few more pictures i managed to kope or found out that it has been rotting in my phone.  when we went to get ht's present. behold, us! the black gang! Sarah! Farah! Jennie! :D :D :D Another picture of me and kimdar during Sparkswind concert with uh.. our wedding flowers ahahaha. -___- Sunday, January 25, 2009
beautiful. /
lazaye to do hmwk so i shall post pictures take days/weeks/just yesterday :) HELLO RYHAN RUI AN YOU ARE SO CUTE YKNOW! Another picture i took during reunion dinner yst!wlao genevieve deleted all the pictures i took with her liao :( i became a tomato yst once again because i drank nicenice red wine. AND ZOMG ERIC GOR IS FRIGGING PRO AT CARD TRICKS ME AND WEINI TOTALLY "OMG" LIKE DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES. there was this trick, he told us to concentrate on his hands and he did his trick. WE WERE 100% focusing on his hand yknow!!!! Then -___- the card we chose landed up in between his lips like zomg i srsly was veryveryvery stunned.  With my dearest sofiaaaa~ i took a picture of them taking a picture. KIMDAR YOU ROCKZXC I LOVE YOU MANY. kim^2.  YITING! :D Jiawen, Chaiying, Weeenhweee, Kimberly, Gim !(during sparkzxcwind!)   overcrowding situation ~ whoooooo~  With 2Jellybean o8 on CARI and CC's BDAY! :D With my sexayes but cher isnt here :(FTFFC FTW! :D Saturday, January 24, 2009
chinese NIU year!. /
I think i screwed this skin up idk why.Whatever it is, HAPPY CNY TO EVERYBARDY! hope you all have fun gambling oops did i just say that and yes practically stoning or doing whatever you all are doing. Off to aunt's house :) Wednesday, January 21, 2009
SCREAM SCHOOL. /
Everytime i sit through the lessons, my eyes never fail to send signals to my brain "CLOSE ME CLOSE ME CLOSE ME"Physics was really bad enough, but now its even worse. T__T but im lucky i have my crazy tablemate and my heart-to-heart-talk friend and my two 'laogong' and the two-who-sit-behind-me and likes to suan me friends, two lame funny dudes in front of me. :) Although thr is something we all would like to change. on my current list of the "most wanted"s. Luckily thrs only one among all the others. School's getting more and more mundane each day, but its only the THIRD FRIGGING WEEK OF THE YEAR! now is that a good thing or a very good thing. I'm seriously deprived of sleep and brainjuice. I wonder what I am doing right now when i have two assignments due on friday, LA journal due tmr, LA ws due tmr and art due on friday. And you know. the assignments are enough to kill. Tuesday, January 20, 2009
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Am here to say two things.SPARKSWIND ROCKS CORE. and. HOMEWORK IS SHIT. Saturday, January 17, 2009
dont care what they say. /
note to self - bring x'mas present for weini on sat (frigging overdueeeeee!~) i think last friday was worth talking about cause p.e. was cool. Played frisbee with yiting and tseyin o_o call us the professionals luh (according to how mr keith described it as) LOL. and also cause we spammed jokes during recess. Was with yiting, meiling, paola, carissa and tseyin. Then we spammed lame and cold jokes. Daniel actually understood my joke and called me the POWERFUL GIRL AHAH. And jacky understood my joke within uh, one and a half line -_- and zomg we finally finished the marching video for syf am very very happy about it, finally got over it luh! :D its like, we took a lot of times today before everyone got it right, but now its doneeeeeeee, i thought we would actually take until like, late afternoon actually =/ yesyesyes im so looking forward to saturday im finally meeting all my cousins and relatives and everyone whom i hadnt seen for a long time and thrs black pepper crab and yummy food and long funny talks and updates on our lives! so i hope next week passes faster cmon cmon cmon! tmr's another busy day. heading to yiting's house to do art proj and some random impromptu stuffs we plan to do heh heh. but i hope thrs enough time to finish em all :D afterwards going to sparkswind concert which will be a blast cause people will be shouting encore encore thr and dinner with my fellow nutzzzzzzzz. ALL THE BEST SPARKWINDZXS! :D (!) esp wenhui gim chaiying xinhui huiru yiming sebby cynthia :) okay this weekend is at least going to be better than i thought, no more couch potato although im chionging hmwk tday yay yay! overture no. 2 is nice, and i think we improved for epicus, cmon klarinutz we can do it i love you all bery muchie :) urghzxc still cant really get used to the "im a sec3 life" yet so i guess when im stable with these amounts of horrendous hmwk its time to spend quality time with my family :) instead of staring at my mother baking some weird kuehs at home -_- omg i have to attend some CIP shit with yewhui and veron on 7 feb. T____T i wanna go for cca instead of.. that. so.. in-te-res-ting. am off to do (i-hate) homework. it's about the way you choose to perceive things that makes you change your mind, and turn hatred into love. Thursday, January 15, 2009
whats wrong with you?! /
Upset, pissed, or simply just tired?Ohgosh i feel like punching... uh. my pillow? or squidward's face YES YOU YOU YOU! UHUH. I feel like ranting but i know no one likes to read rants so yeah i shall keep my mouth shut be nice and do homework. hello people dont ask me why i put makeup liao luhhhhhhhhhhh ):cause i really dont and my lips are burning due to the weather? IDK. just burning and very (x1000) dry. I FEEL LIKE SOAKING THEM INTO WATER FOR TEN HOURS. everyone's commenting on the windy weather (okay maybe not everyone). yes very windy now but i like i like. although its cold but at least its bery much better than scorching sun or smth. oh and 14th jan a popular date whereby many babies pop out of their mummy's belly :D So HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARI, CHENGYU, YIHAN (!!) tmr is my wondiful school's bday- = missing lessons = NOT GOOD = more make up lessons and practicals -________________________________________________- Monday, January 12, 2009
Life is inbetween hell and heaven. /
I think one day i will dunk your head into the toilet bowl and attempt to flush it down the pipes and whoosh you go out to the sea and join spongebob squarepants.-___________- nah i dont hate you nor do i dislike you. I just think you should be less than squirdward. Maybe more like spongebob or patrick, then i'll consider dunking your head. Nah just kidding. :) Life's pretty miserable because we have teachers who apparently uh, makes a confused kid even more confused, using complicated ways to teach a simple thing. And life's miserable because there's maths whereby you learn about shapes and lines without knowing why geniuses like to make things complicated and so difficult for 10plus year old kiddos. Life's miserable, yet again because of people like squirdward who is nice in nature and are great awesome people but somehow .. idk what happened either. But i wish i could have a way. Life's miserable because you need two hands to clap but you simply cant find enough hands to applause together as a crowd - you're alone, in short. eMoRhxX wOrhHs. i have no idea what im saying or typing. Nonsense maybe. Life's pretty the same old "what's the next lesson uh". Yet again, life's pretty happy when you find people whom you are starting to know better and trust more. Perhaps also some fellow patricks and spongebob, or maybe sally the friendly squirrel! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Gosh, what an analogy. I just hope people can open up more. Afterall, we are all in the same boat going through the same thing. And you never know, that there are people ever ready to be willing to talk and share. I think I have lost a part of me somewhere. Sunday, January 11, 2009
co-ordinate geometry. /
I know maths hate me.i hate you too maths. screw maths (idc if it's a part of our everyday life.) ! what right do you have to screw the brains of a 14 year old kid?! >:( Friday, January 09, 2009
we'll write a song that turns down the lies. /
am i supposed to laugh or cry at th fact that waii is stained with red (blood) stains?! okay ignore the blood, cause its my red marker that leaked ink and caused waii to be stained zomg!! ): i am frigging sad! me and meiling (my beloved table partner) were desperately trying to clean the red ink off but in the end we made it worse (sort of)! GRAHHHHH. poor waii ): BUT. ive washed it with bleach (oops). and yes it is NOT white but pink like it has always been yay him! :D (actually hes monosexual after a series of debate with meiling wesley shaun tc -_-) bear with me for the rest of the post, or you can choose to ignore it cause its frigging whiny and probably doesnt really make any sense -_- i think humans cant really be called humans, or maybe, we are humans because we are uh, one of a kind, defintely. we are actually monsters, emotionally. you know? like, we can be little kids wearing white, smiling at everybody who walks by every minute. and then all of a sudden we change into the red guy with little red horns poking out, and a fork beside you. its scary and terrible at the same time right. and everything just happens to be a part of this vicious cycle whereby everyone is influenced by someone or something one way or another. and many times we know whats right or wrong but somehow people just end up the wrong way. life is always about giving and taking. you give some and life takes back some. life gives you some and takes back some. it goes on and on and on until you lie in your coffin, braindead, but still images of the give and takes in life flashes through your mind. Ironic isnt it. but yet, the best thing about life is, as many new faces walk in and out of your door, you'll always have people who will never leave the doors of your heart, because they will always leave a mark deep down inside. no friends stick forever, but the best friends do live in your heart for as long as possible. omg why am i talking in such a manner as if im trying to wake someone up? O___O on a heavier note, we all have our own standards and expectations to meet, so that we dont disappoint anyone, and ourselves. no matter how much anyone can say, its you who makes the decision, because you live with the consequences. who doesnt want to be the best? dont say we are lousy, because we are not up to standard. theres no use feeling lousy right now yes kimyee.  i told you its a whiny post. :) time to slap myself awake for real. Wednesday, January 07, 2009
arrival of a secret visitor, /
im amused and very entertained by this blog. makes me think about well, generally evrythng about life. this is just the start of 2009, nothing is ever too late to change, to realise.gah random sentence anyway. hm lemme see what i can update on. oh i know exactly what. today i dropped a coin into my cup of milo(yes i know how super stupid tht is -___-) and then patrick made friends with bob dog's brother (inside joke) and i took height and weight. O___O okay not bad, although i shrunk but whatever maybe its just because of my hair or something (k i shall stop giving excuses). and if these posts are boring enough i will help y'all close them down and stop updating AHAHAHA. retarded. watched house bunny, its funny and well yeah dramatic but its good, thats what i think at least. "my heart is pounding like a nail" LOL. we do live in an everchanging world. and i applaud tremendously for the prc's standard of chinese, honestly k. Tuesday, January 06, 2009
just when you thought everything was going to be alright, /
cause you thought everybody would be on your side.School just started officially for a short period of two days and im kinda tired or maybe, sick of it. -_- the only "new" lesson on my timetable today was .. geog? And yeah, it was a pleasant surprise - almost. I like ms serene tan, she's a really cool teacher, and full-stop. the end of my story. you wouldnt wanna hear more (srsly). someone wrote ponyo's lyrics on the whiteboard in the bandroon. it was replaying in my head for quite some time hoho. You know, one good thing ive noticed is that 3E is getting noiser each day, and yes that is a very good sign.. i totally dont have the mindsent that i am sec3. O___O ohgosh. anw i shall not attempt to post long posts anymore, it makes my brain tired. ): okay actually maybe not. i enjoy the feeling of typing non-stop and ranting on whatever you wanna rant on. yay :) i wish i could have 2jellybean back. Monday, January 05, 2009
Random thoughts. /
I like polishing my instrument, though sometimes I'm seriously lazy to do that. :)Today I feel a bit random so I shall be random. Oh, yiting is A PATRICK LOVER LIKE ME ME ME. HAHAHAHA. seeeee, patrick aint that bad afterall right. I have nice teachers this year *thumbs up!* Me like me like. :D Like ms cindy ong, ms amelia lee, mr ng chee koon, mr liu yj hoho. I hope I wont fall asleep in class anymore manzxc. We got cheated a few times to buy science books we dont use or dont really need, tyvm school, good job, good job! i love my school the best yknow, the very best laaaah. This marks the end of my very short and random post, goooodbye! :) Sunday, January 04, 2009
Commonwealth Essay. /
I NEED INSPIRATION >:(come to me come to me inspirationnnnnn, you know i love you very much yes no?! This is so very depressing I type a few hundred words and get stuck and i retype and i get stuck again what is wrong zomg. inspiration, whr are youuuuuu? Saturday, January 03, 2009
The last time you bade goodbye. /
Firstly,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TWINNIE TANHSIAOTIEN :) loves you bery muchie. hope you had a bery wonderful birthday okay! you've been a wonderful twin plus neighbour for the past 2 years man, ownage. Not in the same class anymore (dang), but well, I know we will still be the best of the best twins hor! Hahah, must meet up again to do all tose impromptu retarded stuffs together alright. :D Loves you many. The best start of a brand new year.The first day of 2009 totally gave a great start to my year. Spent it with my sexayes - nothing could be better than that. :) Celebrated Hsiaotien's birthday along with a pinic at botanics.  drying the wet mat. I have evil friends who use sticks to poke the web LOL.    the HORRIBLE Flavours of the jellybeans =/                         School Started, stepped into 3E after playing majulah singapura and sea cloud slow slow with the other bandsmen, meiling, paola and peiling. Was greeted with many new faces and our form teacher Mrs Ling.. I remember I once irritated her because i asked too much questions. T_TSeniors say "front classes are all quite boring one." " Will get better once you know each other better " " People will get high naturally at the end of the year " " Its natural to miss your sec 2 class " " It wont be as good as your sec2 class " I wouldnt say 3E rocks, or that 3E sucks. Not the time right enough to judge. I guess, everyone does need more time to get used to all the new faces around. Hopefully the other jellybeans and my sexayes are enjoying their class yeah :) Right now my schedule hasnt packed up yet, but I figure that it would soon. Saturday's morning to early afternoon's already band, and that isnt too bad, at least there's fixed and an allocated time slot for us to practise. Great, I have to start on the word number 301 for the commonwealth essay like, now.. PONYO ON THE CLIFF SO CUTE! But I still cant really figure how it actually got the box office in japan zomg. O__O BUT LOL, check out the youtube MV for the song, its super cute. Im in love with the song. HOHO. PONYOPONYOPONYO SAKANA NO KO~ It's kinda depressing yet fortunate for me that Xiao Niang Re's last episode is on Monday. DEPRESSING because its ending so soon and the ending isnt a really ten thumbs up one. FORTUNATE because school's starting and that gives me more time to get off the tv and do smore constructive stuffs (NOT HOUSEWORK). Im not a princess or what but now my mother wants me to iron every one of my school uniform and p.e. and clothes on my own = crumpled clothings = sent to principal's office (im srsly exaggerating lah k) I have to learn to be more independent anyway. Call me suay or very suay but the morning runs for clarinets depressingly fell on wednesdays and fridays = both of my p.e. days. Me going to run 12 rounds in a day call me pro or very pro tyvm. But its okay because its good for napfa training. I WANT TO RUN AS IF IM FLYING (no im really kidding) Even if Life repeats in the same circle and ends up the same way, It has to go on anyway. Ftffc, i miss you :( |
