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Tuesday, August 05, 2008 / No more tears please. today's like a veryveryvery sad day, perhaps? My heart feels heavy, very, very heavy. i cried a lot, a lot. My eyes feel the heat and my heart feels the ache and my nose is blocked. Well, not that im a crybaby or any sort of like that T.T just that, i guess. i will miss all the sec4s like siao. Maybe typing and re-reading this post will make me cry too. (GRAH i know i cry very easily okay) It isnt something we can avoid, I know. Let me rant, for this final time. And i guess. There's my chance, 2 to 3 years down this road im taking. Everything's happening so fast, in a flash. My dearest Farah. Ohmygosh i seriously love her a lot, a lot, a lot. She's not just any senior, not just. Cause she's my dearest farah, i will miss her like siao once shes not in main band alr luh! The cute and smiley senior who is forever and ever by my side, always thr for me, and i can trust. FARAH I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU TONS AND TONS AND TONS. But this will, happen someday, sometime right? And we got to face it, accept it. And to chua, jennie - great people, great SLs. (: You two are wonderful, very wonderful. Always trying your best to improve the section, thank you, so, so much. To zhiyi, vengyi, liang - you have been great, great at making this section a lively and great learning section to be. thanks so much for everything, really. It's all a time to learn to be strong, a time to learn to be independent, a time to know you have to face this, cause every good thing comes to an end, and they might just have a good start again. No matter what, no matter how, you all will be the greatest of all seniors ever. <3 But im still afraid. Of what. Of everything. And of course, to ALL excos ( xueqiang, sylvia, cheryl, jieren, rachael, huipeng) - omg i dont know what else to say already, but, you all are a batch of really great leaders, thanks so much for your guidance throughout this whole period, thanks a lot. I guess you might be bored reading this, or maybe you just cant be bothered because this seems so trival since seniors leave every year. But to me, its a big thing. The only thing i can do now. Is to stop the tears. Get on with it. No regrets. Do the Better. I'm sorry. I didnt want this to happen. I'm sorry, i hadnt been a good friend, i dont know what else i can do. 9:09 PM