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i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change." |
i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Wednesday, August 13, 2008
light up the city lights, its getting dark /
my mind is very confused right now, very.thinking about stuffs to type brings me back to the day before, main band. its a totally different feeling, compared to the first time i was a sec1. coaching sec1s are good, give us a sense of "senior" like feeling and motivates us to play better in some sense. Wanyih got into bass clarinet, but all th sec1s, im sure, and us too, still love her as much w daphine as well :D. klarinutz is still one big family (: plus, sebby changed all our instrus to black cases, gosh. havent tried them yet, but i guess its going to be good. places more pressure on us, and next year's another crucial year, another fast year going ahead. guess im quitting guitar soon. have to let go and sacrifice some stuffs i cant hold onto anym. even if i do have tht passion for. I hadnt said that, let alone mentioning that word "quitting" for veh long, cause i promised myself once i wasnt going to go for that word once ive started playing the guitar. but theres no more avaliable time slots, and saturdays going to be so filled with so many things and my mum's cash is just going down the drain with my absence every saturday, i guess im letting go. but its not decided yet. come on man, bring it all up, fight fight fight! grah. common tests are coming right up tmr, and its lang arts, which i feel so unprepared for. Even if you say theres nothing much to study for langarts, i still feel vehvehveh unprepared, especially with the grades i get for the past few compres, almost a 49%. my mind's horribly screwed, the matters of heart. tsk, today's assembly topic was cute, but yeah its not related to what im saying anyway. im confused, i dont know what to do and how i should even think. I dont want to. But im afraid I will. Cause the impossible's gonna happen and yet the impossible ive been waiting all along hadnt happen. Confusing? Thats how it is. Th last few months with th jellybeans now, brings me back a lot. Some of us have changed, and the distance between each and all of us has changed too. I didnt know what to type at first, and yet now ive found many stuffs to talk about. I hope things get better between me and her and her and him and him. Hopefully things wont get any worse than I can ever expect. p.s. WHATS YOUR DEFINITION OF HOT? sun lah. T.T Change is constant, remember? |