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| Sunday, August 31, 2008
lost in the way. /
i doubt anyone cares if i'd updated or not, right!(left) okay. getting back to the days i didnt update, i shall now! (: UPDATES! 1. BOM CHI BOM BOM OH BOM CHI BOM BOM AH RVCB WE'RE THE BEST! the run wasnt fantastic, but fun-tastic and dead tiring manzxc. thanks for people who cheered me on, and i conclude kathleen is a good cheerleader LOL! the girls ran 31 rounds, i know its much lesser than tt girls and ncc girls and dance girls and netball girls and badminton girls(and the list goes on), but we all tried our best! so yeah. the guys are gooood! sec1s like yongsheng and reon totally rule. haha :D not sure how many rounds they ran though. the tags are so rusty the rust went onto my p.e. tee can T.T 2. TEACHER'S DAY! celebrations, class party, games. class party owned with chips and wacko. celebrations owned with francis, timothy and fangyuan, dance and the singing (esp chenxi, mr ng and another teacher). watched alfino and grace play, then a bit of ht, but missed huang's one! ): they won though (: had presents for mr loke, mrs ong, mr bryan tan, mrs lim, ms teo, mr ng and ms tay. :D then went back to wv! YAY YAY YAY! this year owned cause like, around 20 of us went back! celebrated with mrs chan her 36th birthday :D yaye she rocks a lot hahaha. and then yc thought she was like, 38 already o.o LOL. and then wesley and stanley were like crapping around making us laugh. random fact - POLA SNACK AND THE WANGWANG is the same price in pri school! okay. then at 2.30 we went for alumni. had free foooood and got our membership. :D afterwards went home with glenda first. chatted with her (: glenda nu-errrrrrr <3> 3. the end went to end my lesson. feels dramatic writing tht letter, but i guess. i might just regret. or maybe not. i dont know. 4. MONEY NOT ENOUGH LAH. yesh indeed. my mum and me went to watch at the cineleisure(: saw ximin(daphine's friend) on my way there! in th cinema i was chao paiseh cause i kept going to the wrong seats and stepping on people's feet. -.- i hope they dont remember me o.o anyway the show was worth the money cause it was dead long. and touching.. i hope i dont ever treat my parents EVER like tht, seriously. 5. SECRET MEETING (success!) 10/18 but finished all in about 4 hours. :D i have wonderful juniors eh? (: AND JUNJIE IS MORE QUIET THAN NGYONG. yesh, defintely. heehee. UPDATED COMPLETE. eh wait, not complete without pictures leh! *credits to cari for photo! still waiting for mc to send me th other pictures. *credits to sinzhi for photo ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() /editeditedit
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
i love my friends. /
TWO REASONS WHY I DONT HATE GOING TO SCHOOL.*winkswinks* LOL. I LIKE ZHIYANG'S PM ONCE. "what illness do you have?" "hippodeofihsadjkncafphobia" "what is it that you are scared of?" "long words" IRONIC JOKE. i like i like :D ohanyway. i have a few reasons to post today. (: heh. imagine this guy is called roger. and he is using a walkie talkie. "who is this, roger" "roger, roger" "i mean, WHO IS THIS, roger" "ROGER, roger!" "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?" "I AM ROGER COMMA, ROGER!" O.O but i laughed freaking hard at this. "uncle, is your name ringo?" "uncle ringo! BINGO!" okay this was hilarious if you know what we are referring to. & one of the reasons is my wonderful friends (: heehee :D random fact : the pipes in RV are painted red and blue, the RV colour T.T my internet is working really perfectly gooood today. (: YAY! maybe its because CT is officially over? ahwell.. speaking of CTs, i guess this time round i really have nothing to say about the CTs. T-T i have no motivation no mood, just nothing to make me feel like studying at all. tsktsk. very bad. aint very excited or looking forward to this teacher's day for some reason i also dont know. -.- eeeyur no mood one lorh this year. although the whole celebratio thingy seems more fun (: buthen still.. esp tmr lah. SABO-ING IS A TRULY BAD HOBBY/ACTION/WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT. imagine running non-stop for an hour. hiphip, die already! hiphip, hoorah! okay nvm i have whined and shouted and screamed and complained enough. SHALL FACE IT AND TRY MY best... shall bring a mask so i dont embarrass myself. im truly very happy we've got many interesting scores to play now. esp piccolo march and enchanted. (although there are freaking scary solos!) i hearts my section, we shall be together as one :D exemplary conduct. ** sigh. what it was all used to be. at times, you have to make sacrifices because no one else would, and you have to set your priorities. but the most cliche sentence, "no one ever understands" do you understand? im like a lousy actor on stage getting throwed at with stones & rotten eggs. Monday, August 25, 2008
just when i thought everything was fixed. /
hey there.many things have been happening lately, and happening so fast. there's so much to do, but i dont know why i would rather type some meaningless stuff here than to do what i have to do. seems like some things are just not the same. ebuddy keeps hanging on me dang it! my internet keeps lagging and theres nothing much i can do.. irritating! cant seem to find the problem with this whole computer. =/ so im truly sorry if i didnt see your message or didnt reply. ): ooooh. my phone's back to me at last! that one which dropped into that toilet bowl, remember? ahahaha the samsung finally fixed it after like.. 3 months? dang their efficiency. ): life cant be more screwed than this. wonder hows the whole week gonna be like since it hadnt started that nicely. grahgrah. although this week's the last week to sept hols, i aint looking forward to any, single, thing. okay maybe teacher's day. maybe section tee. maybe maybe maybe. but not the holidays. not even school days. ah im contradicting. crap. i dont even know what i want. this post is getting so pathetic. anyway i like chatting with distracted(aka huixin) hahahahah :D. yay no wonder you're my distracted! (: Sunday, August 24, 2008
i need more luck than a little bit /
my best ever godbrother in my life. (: went to eat out at JE some chinese restaurant. i love dim sum! :D plus, all of us are getting so old liao lah! next time we eat out will be like, one of us getting engaged or something already?! ): gosh time flies like spiderman. oh wait, spiderman cant fly lah. T-T caught up with my dearest cousin! :D we need to go out someday during the hols! :D i bet you will see this! :D:D:D i think my guitar teacher's mad at me for skipping so many lessons and not paying the fees just yet. argh. &i detest acelearning! i rather stay back for extra lessons(really!) shall stop blabbering now. dont look forward to tmr at any tiny bits at all. dang it. ): i like i like this weekend, has been busy yet nice and fruitful. :D their family photo! :D andrew gor and my dearest aunt (: peterpan looks so small -.- :D the four guys. (: ohyeahhhhh. last night's CLDDS performance was great! the props and all, totally awesome! although i still think that last year's was better but this year's was still gooood! :D *whistlewhistle* YES I MUST REMEMBER TO POST ISTANA PICTURES ALSO. :D GOODBYE! Saturday, August 23, 2008
at the crossroads once again /
grosssss bugs found on expired packets of rice. they are still moving and alive kicking. ARGH. my chicky meal (: Friday, August 22, 2008
you won in this battle i never wanted to fight. /
:O i shall summarise my post ... you know, those kind of feeling you get when you screwed up something again, just really feels very bad at times. because for that particular moment, when you are alone, you just need a hug but there's no one. and at that sudden thought of the world just crashing upon you. but you get so afraid because you dont know whos going to be there, to hold the sky up with you. thats why "No man is an island" but now i feel even worse than that. its just everything.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
i tried to get all these by /
THURSDAY THURSDAY THURSDAY! so, monday should be RANDOM DAY. omg so COOOOOL. (okay maybe not) IN YOUR DREAMMMMS. see, dreams are the bestest things ever. like fairytales, tales that wont ever happen. (: plus, its time i update my links and organise them, grah! >< shall do it right now. and start to do chem assignment and deardear guitahhhhhh :D BECAUSE I AM DUMB. no, seriously, BECAUSE IM DUMB! GREEN APPLE MILK TEA OWNS. anyway, listen to FABER DRIVE. im really trying not to think about it, or let alone mentioning about it anymore. &i shall not. Wednesday, August 20, 2008
thats how fast time runs. /
people say love is stupid, but we don’t love with our brains, do we? imma falling in love with icons (: like blanko-ing( ? ) winning rhythms, updating the clarinets book plus the chem assignment. =/ Last few months already, and i dont feel any better, or maybe, just worse. gosh why is that happening?! #(@*@)#*@!#%@ im seriously trying not to think and care and get emo too much, its really unhealthy. makes you think of the word SUICIDE. blahblah. by the way, my msn hasnt patched up with me yet, im too lazy to communicate. Imma loving ebuddy more and more! Bullshiiiiiiit! ebuddy's a mere subsitute, cause i always lose connection with it alright (like now -.-) funny, but im looking forward to the band cip on saturday, going to whampoa(?) weird community club eh, and not a lot of people are going, but im looking forward to it somehow. Going to miss another guitar lesson, crap. my dad's crazaye over olympics, hes watching judo now. just yesterday he bet with my brother on the women's 4oom run and he won the bet. 1819, go buy 4D i screamed at him hoho. :D olympics bond families together. (: heehee, be brightened up by my purple blogskin and purplish .. feel of my blog nowwwww. you have no choice but to look at the purple colours. i love this yoh. :D OHYESYESYES! there was this GUAILAN unknown uncle today who came to me and started asking me (when i was buying food) "EH, NICE TO EAT HOH? NICE RIGHT NICE RIGHT?" I dao-ed him. And he continued. "NICE RIGHT XIAO MEI? HAO3 CHI1 DUI4 MA1?" I nodded my head like siao to him and he finally walked off, smiling like an idiot. FREAKY SCARY LAH! ): no one was there to save me. Even those two guys in front was just staring at him and me. ohmygosh. Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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=/ i think i am a bad senior, sorry jieying. ):it always happen and im so tired of all these. I AM CRAZY OVER DAPHINE DAPHINE DAPHINE! heehee :D okay thats all, goodbye. Monday, August 18, 2008
instead of holding you im holding onto nothing else /
i cant believe im like, 20 posts to 500th post, gah. i post too much! =/today was history paper, and the dang last question of SEQ was done before lah! wrote on gandhi and i wished i had just 15minutes more to finish everything i could really write. i hearts gandhi more than mao. abandon him liao. tsktsk, shall say byebye to him ONCE AND FOR ALL once our presentation on friday ends. *smirks* tommorrow is physics whoooooo. i cant believe how complicated mirrors actually are. tsk, but after tmr it will be more slack already! (: heehee. although im still stuck at th maths assignment T-T i think i need tuition ): sometimes i seriously hope i am the younger sibling. although i get dao-ed sometimes and i can get scolded for no reason, but at least i can ask someone for weird math and physics question right. =/ (at least thats what i do to my brother) i think i am mean. (maybe average). i like i like i like huang's blog song! SECOND CHANCE. Ohmygosh very nice! :D anyway, go his blog www.smexyfuzi0n.blogspot.com pl0x. he needs money desperately. MY TALLIE BROTHER LOL. (eh you should be proud to have me as ur shortie sister alr can :D) had serious emo talk with fer whole of recess today. and mass convo-ed with the others in the canteen regarding subj combi. goodbye, 2J. thats the only thing i can think of saying. sian lah, what do you want from someone who doesnt even know where shes heading to? gah, so confusing. WHAT? I LIKE CHENGYU AS OUR CC (CLASS CHAIR) HOW. hes suitable for those onion rings alright. (: deserves it like no one else already i seriously think. no one's perfect right. being retarded in all sorts of way - regardless in your laughter, actions, expressions, lameness IS THE "IN" THING NOW OKAH. :D wahlao, cherie and grace always cheat me and fer in putting white words. ): LOL. Sunday, August 17, 2008
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ohyes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA TAY (:singapore lost! but nevermind, a silver is pretty good enough. :D but phelps got his 8 gold medals, im so proud of him! :D olympics only last for 17 days ): 4 years, and only that 17 days. pretty sad, but yaye! first time im so excited for olympic. :D heehee. xinrui, cheer up! although its all over, but i guess it had been worthwhile because you all did a marvellous job (: you double clicked and started typing. /
went to HCI last night, was not bad i guess :D cr and yc scared me and lihui like hell because in th night time HCI seemed terribly ulu. LOL. anyway i think they put up a great performance, and since the best is put to the last, we only got to see xinrui at th last part.AND THERES THIS VEHVEHVEH CUTE GUY (mh) teehee! xiuhan was suan-ing me and lihui over him tsktsk :D gave xinrui his roses and took his mum's car back home. yay i like i like (: everyone's still sleeping on this sunday morning and im awake doing nothing but typing this meaningless post. Just purely I HAD TO WAKE UP because.. uhm. because.. i choose not to say because its rather too embarrassing. no, seriously, its really very embarrassing. NO I SO DID NOT PEE ON MY BED BTW.. i dont have anything to say currently. NO WAIT, I HAVE! i shall blog about olympics, starting with... MICHAEL PHELPS! ![]() ![]() i know everybardy is crazaye over him right now. its phelps phelps phelps omgzxc! :D heehee. He's freaking close to that 8 gold medals manzxczxc! (:(:(:(: he's a strong cool young dude yoh. GO MICHAEL PHELPS! GOGOGOGO. and of course GO TEAM SINGAPORE for the finals for table tennis today. :D we going to ownnn. alright, now really, i dont have anymore things to say. so, goodbye chopchop toodles. i just wanna sleep and pretend nothing has happened at all, Saturday, August 16, 2008
take the wheel, drive me down the highway. /
my mum's seriously pissed with me. (because i dropped my phone in front of her)my favouritest pencil case and waii suffer from spots all over. (because of blue spray paint) i didnt pass love story. (because i practised the wrong way) my old phone's back. (because my mum confiscated the new one) i quarrelled with my mum. (because all ive said are excuses) life with _ & _ aint improving, but in fact, getting much worse. (because im a failure) i bet there's more to come. i simply rock your ass off, dont i? common tests are still on, and everyday i get a new surprise(?) if you would wanna call that one. i guess life's been pretty much screwed if you ask me. but to remain positive is just so hard sometimes. but i do have to thank those who have been around me these days, esp shifu and fer. i could do with many many chocolates right now. sigh. changed a new skin, dont really like it cause everything seems to be clumped all together. T-T but just gonna survive with it since th other one is freaking screwed on FF although i like it loads. later going to HCI to support xinrui (: jiayoujiayou! Thursday, August 14, 2008
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I AM FEELING FREAKINGLY BAD,as in not good, as in not okay, as in veryvery confused still, as in common tests, as in still sick, as in no appetitite, as in bad. i dont know how to describe. everything mixed together, like chicken stew. sometimes i feel as if im just not worth it. goodluck for the paper/s tmr, jiayou to all (: Wednesday, August 13, 2008
light up the city lights, its getting dark /
my mind is very confused right now, very.thinking about stuffs to type brings me back to the day before, main band. its a totally different feeling, compared to the first time i was a sec1. coaching sec1s are good, give us a sense of "senior" like feeling and motivates us to play better in some sense. Wanyih got into bass clarinet, but all th sec1s, im sure, and us too, still love her as much w daphine as well :D. klarinutz is still one big family (: plus, sebby changed all our instrus to black cases, gosh. havent tried them yet, but i guess its going to be good. places more pressure on us, and next year's another crucial year, another fast year going ahead. guess im quitting guitar soon. have to let go and sacrifice some stuffs i cant hold onto anym. even if i do have tht passion for. I hadnt said that, let alone mentioning that word "quitting" for veh long, cause i promised myself once i wasnt going to go for that word once ive started playing the guitar. but theres no more avaliable time slots, and saturdays going to be so filled with so many things and my mum's cash is just going down the drain with my absence every saturday, i guess im letting go. but its not decided yet. come on man, bring it all up, fight fight fight! grah. common tests are coming right up tmr, and its lang arts, which i feel so unprepared for. Even if you say theres nothing much to study for langarts, i still feel vehvehveh unprepared, especially with the grades i get for the past few compres, almost a 49%. my mind's horribly screwed, the matters of heart. tsk, today's assembly topic was cute, but yeah its not related to what im saying anyway. im confused, i dont know what to do and how i should even think. I dont want to. But im afraid I will. Cause the impossible's gonna happen and yet the impossible ive been waiting all along hadnt happen. Confusing? Thats how it is. Th last few months with th jellybeans now, brings me back a lot. Some of us have changed, and the distance between each and all of us has changed too. I didnt know what to type at first, and yet now ive found many stuffs to talk about. I hope things get better between me and her and her and him and him. Hopefully things wont get any worse than I can ever expect. p.s. WHATS YOUR DEFINITION OF HOT? sun lah. T.T Change is constant, remember? Monday, August 11, 2008
PEEEEEK-TURES! :D /
warning - MASS KOPING AHEAD.heehee, thanks loads to huipeng, yulu and yiming for these pictures ley! (: today - veron and cari! after & before playing. (didnt had chance to take with grace though) left - right : xueqiang w th flower sebby and daphine gave and me! xueqiang loves kimberly! (: fierce fierce (like real! heehee) jieren and me. left - right : my super welfare senior <3 huipeng and kimberly and me! (i look toot-ish T-T) one of welfare's best family protrait! yaye<3 left - right : yewhui! :D welfare cardboard :D ![]() left - right : hello yulu and red face T-T LOL. hahaha rachael & sheryl looks uber cute here! the GREAT lamp post and trees ): left - right : sheryl, rachael, huipeng, yulu and xueqiang! :D in the mrt, but daniel's blocked! hahaha they look cute here! but sheryl looks condemned! left - right : pretty fireworks! :D reflections (: going to meet the rest at cityhall. all looks pai except for yiming LOL. :D LOL i srsly didnt notice sheryl was there until i saw the picture ahaha :D |