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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008 / the first line of that song, i realise. "Being a leader is to know the way, walks the way and shows the way" It aint just all about telling people the way. You gotta walk it to lead them, to make sure the track you are walking on is the right way. But sometimes when you are leading, you get lost in front, and the rest at the back starts losing their direction, then, what do you have to do to help them and yourself get back on the track? **** Missed the second interview with feihon cause had CIP at East Coast Beach. (wonder if its gonna be alright for everything? chance?) Grouped with fer, hsiaotien, huang & josh. LOL simply hilarious. We are going to break the record for picking the most cigrattes. (huang, being the recorder not so easy okay! :D) CAN YOU PEOPLE JUST STOP SMOKING?! it aint doing you good and i dont get why its just so nice when you are going to get yellow teeth and fingernails. T.T i wonder when i will stop going bonkers over the smoking issue. I dont wanna do LA compre luh srsly. SRSLY. I cant understand a single word they are saying and to attempt all the questions is like absolutely draining me out when I ALREADY CANT GET ENOUGH SLEEP EVERYDAY. I dont know why. I just feel drained out by everything, esp when this week is so filled up except maybe tmr? RV LIFE YOU CALL IT? **** When things have to be done, I'll make sure it is, with all the best and everything i can, i hope. I dont wanna lose my way again. Its so easy to feel unhappy, i realise for me. And its just hard to keep myself feeling light and happy. Everything seems so heavy. Its hard to set my priorities. Sacrifices and everything, like a stone in my heart. Still i have to remain calm. I just wanna treasure the remaining times i have left. No i am not dying. I am just slowly waiting for all that ive been looking forward to to come, and realise I hadnt make the best out of it. No i wont. I will make the best out of everything, whenever possible. Damn the regrets. So do i mean anything at all? But whats the point anymore i feel sick. I wanna get sufficient sleep. Stop worrying stop thinking, just sleep. (: Labels: cip, crap emo tsk, leaders 7:54 PM