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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 / feeling blue~ dannnngggg tell me why why why why. why i cant stop worrying and praying and hoping that days would get better, that days wont get worse, that everything will turn out right. (& that my mum spare me from that awful VERYbittery chinese medicine) ps. its so bitter i needa drink two big gulps of plain water + a sour plum for every spoonful of medicine i drink ohmygosh. i really hope so. dont want the people around me to be even blue-er than me, or to be disappointed. i dont like comparisons that is, i hate comparing between people, between man, between each and everyone of the homosapiens out there. i hate comparisons and the battles in ourselves. i simply resent it, hate it, dislike it, condemn it. it's unhealthy, just like how emoness is. comparison is good at times. but too much kills. what's so nice and fun and interesting about this thingy? grahgrah rahrah blahblah. comparison create competition creates fights creates unpeace creates jealousy creates bad thinking about everything. cause all you know would be "hey look at that gucci/some thousand plus bag!" "sorry, ive only got this op wallet." uhuh. &then that person goes around killing people with gucci or smth. a bit exaggerating LOL but hey, you never know right. " Only each and one of us can make the best out of ourselves. No one can be better than anyone being themself. " like after 123344556690 days, finally. i bet 99% that you have forgotten all about it LOL. ahwell. T.T finished up the maths brochure tday. another strikeout for homework. :D thats one good thing. :D house's got 3 new furniture loolool. last thing, i miss my phone manzxc. my last chance to get a new one - saturday. goodbye have a nice night. (: i pray and hope, that everything would just get better each day. Labels: bitter medicine, comparison, worry 9:00 PM