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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight,

K Y ♥

i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. "
I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail.
I am lucky to have great people in my life! :)

"things change the way we feel. and things change."

i cant believe you are throwing it away,

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Assumpta Stephania Lihui Xinyi Weihao Chuanrui Evan Xinrui Siangyee Glenda

One-jellybean 07 <3 two-jellybean 08 <3 Hsiaotien Felicia (FTFFC) Junjie Yangshuo Huangching Weijuan Cari Alfino Eugene Xiuhan J&A&S Yuning Cherie Shimin Tzechong

Tseyin Mutang Claire Chingxing Yiting Carissa Xinzhe Amanda

Gladys Kaixin Kheehui Zisiang Clementine Xinni Taylin Eva Joanne Livia Jessica Cheryl Ian Yunyi

Junhao Chenyu Weichen

1D'o8 <3 Jieying Yile Changming Jiaqi Peilynn Weiyang Shiqi Liewjieying Cecilia Nicole JunJie

RVCB <3 KLARINUTZ <3 Paola Zoenin Jennie Zhiyi Hweeling Wenhui Vengyi Claire Sylvia Shimin Huixin Xueqiang Yiming Yewhui Xiaoxi Jiawen Wanyih Sofia Yulu Huipeng Jieren Mungyu Meiling Siwei Yihan Kimberly

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Monday, June 30, 2008

do you believe that tomorrow will get better, or is it just that we have all been lying to ourselves all this while?

there's something about the quality of the image.
*****

i wanna talk soo soo much about the concert but i was so freaking pissed and depressed last night that i didnt. Im sorry mummy, seriously. I think im such a failure manzxc, twice, into the water and my phone went plop. in one freaking month. hello how many more freaking can i use whenever i start to mention about my phone? Its just freaking yknow, not my phone, but the way my mum scolded me. I think im really disappointed. dang it why am i so stupid.

started out yesterday with my dad helping me to tie my tie! :D (turns out he tied the wrong way LOL) and then met up with kimberly to eat breakfast at mac. THE CASHIER GUY CALLED ME AN AUNTIE (@)@$&*(!Y@!#! LOL i was depressed can. And then we went to school and stoned at the bus stop tuning because the school gate wasnt open. T.T TOOK PICTURES BUT I CANT SHOW BECAUSE MY PHONEEEEEEE ):

after that tuned again in school and then we set off to VCH. after that we watched a bit of yuhua's rehearsal and they are the HOOTS YOH. :D our turn to rehearse and it turned out to be not bad (: After one to two more rehearsals plus a fish burger we performed! :D OMG i was damn nervous :O:O:O i squeaked. freakingly, yup. And then after the songs we waited outside for our bus. Meanwhile we saw our jnrs and snrs! They gave us some stuffs and we went off. Took section photos and stuffs and went to eat dinner with vengyi liang zhiyi evan and kimberly.

(p.s. I LOVE MY NEH. LOL :D AS IN NEH LUH NOT NEH. but jennie lost her eye candy haha :D)

most of all,
THANKEWWWW LOADS AND TRIPLE LOADS TO GIM, WENHUI, CHAIYING, XINHUI,(FOR THE PRESENTS) MY MAMA PETERPAN GRANDMA, JUNIORS FOR COMING.

TO MS CHAN FOR BEING A GREAT CONDUCTOR
TO THE WHOLE BAND FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE
AND KLARINUTZ FOR THE WONDERFUL CONCERT

my first ever concert.

*****

You dont mean it when you say it.
And then you hurt me without knowing it.

Next you turned away without noticing.
Because you never know whats wrong.

Sometimes life gets so much onto my nerves i might just start killing all of you out there who makes me feel terrible thankyou very much.

Practising guitar makes me feel sad, how im lagging behind due to the concert. Gotta buck up, throw away homework for a while cause i dont wanna lack behind SHAWN LIM T.T hopefully jacob gives me makeup lessons or byebye $140 for nothing. SERIOUSLY I NEED MORE TIME so things wouldnt clash so much so i can sleep more so i wouldnt spend time typing here trying to wish for more time dang.

Okay goodbye.

Labels: band, concert

6:51 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

IM FREAKING PISSED AT MYSELF, FULLSTOP.
I THINK I SUCK, COMMA
BECAUSE MY HOMEWORK AND MY PHONE JUST WENT ON STRIKE.
MY PHONE DROPPED INTO THE TOILET BOWL, WITH WATER.
NO SHIT NO URINE.
BUT IT DROPPED INTO THE WATER,
ONCE AGAIN.

I FEEL FREAKINGLY SCREWED.
dang it.

10:37 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

if you think its my fault and that i didnt wanna care, i cant do anything.

Dont regret thinking that every moment will repeat itself in future, because it wont.

LOL yesterday there was a monkey flying(actually jumping) around on our level, SUPER SCARY OKAH. but it was amazing yoh :D hahaha. SYF OPENING WAS DANG COOOOOOL. yuhua was like so cool please and zomg bowen secondary and deyi secondary band is like WWOOOWWW. dangdangdang pro please! :D Saw shawn toh, his voice is seriously loooow.

And then i got my platform shoes although it looks like crocodile shoes(YUCK!) but ohwell, better than nothing right.
Some of the ALs and the excos are at jieren's house fixing at the puzzle, wish them luck now :D

Decided to do this quiz. How Lame. But Quizzes are fun at times :D
Ohwell.

Name 10 random facts about your self.

1. I am a girl.
2. I have a brother.
3. I think quizzes like you are boring but i wonder why im doing them.
4. I urinate everyday.
5. I cant burp.
6. I like to sleep.
7. I think I like homework.
8. I stare at poles hoping i have some psychic power to bend them.
9. I love patrick.
10. I think this quiz is getting boring.

5 random facts about any of your best friends.

1. She is a girl.
2. She is my bestfriend.
3. She has small eyes.
4. She laughs in an odd manner :D
5. I think i love her.

3 random facts about the person you like.

1. Why would i wanna tell you who i like(?!)
2. He is a bisexual.
3. I was just kidding.

9 good things in your life.

1. Im in love with a bisexual.
2. People love me.
3. People hate me.
4. I have nice friends and seniors and juniors.
5. I have patrick by my side all the time.
6. I have nice peter pan and nice mama and dada.
7. My life is colourful.
8. I look like a teapot.
9. I have a room of my own.
10. I am a girl.

8 things you wish for.

1. Good Grades (geek face BUT I WANT GOOD GRADES)
2. Good Skills
3. Good days ahead.
4. Everyone around me to be very happy.
5. ********* (shh)
6. A BIGBIG PATRICK
7. Uhm, that i can get a cam of my own.
8. All these to come true.

7 people who makes you smile.

1. MY SIZZY SIX I DONT CARE THATS counted as one :D
2. KIMBERLY
3. YOU AHAHA.
4. BINGXIN (LOL)
5. rachel and sheryl acting cheena! :D
6. YOU.
7. my cousins :D

6 bad things in your life.

1. I AM A GIRL.
2. I lack confidence.
3. I believe in fate too much.
4. Bad skills.
5. I fail to make everyone happy around me.
6. None of the nice dreams come true.

5 lame things you have done.

1. Staring at the pole hoping it would bend.
2. Being retarded in all senses.
3. Telling the mary joke.
4. Counting the number of cars that passed by.
5. Laughing madly at my own joke before completing it. T.T

4 nice numbers.

1. 11
2. 25
3. 67
4. 77

3 cool songs.

1. Shu Dao Wu
2. Fall For You.
3. Ever ever after

2 things you have ever regretted doing.

1. (Falling for you) LOL standard answers but NO. the thing is to give up on somethings i should have never done so
2. Being indecisive, making wrong choices.

1 thing you wanna do right now.

1. To perform well for the concert tmr, and keep up with guitar.

9 people you think you would wanna tag.

1. Felicia
2. Lihui
3. Hsiaotien
4. Grace
5. Cherie
6. Eva
7. Yewhui
8. Yiming
9. Zoenin

State the best thing about 3 and 9.

(Hsiaotien) HAHA SHE IS FUNNY :D
(Zoenin) WE HAVE OUR OWN KISSES :D

The number of branded things 1 own.
(Felicia) You wanna stalk her ah T.T I dont know leh. 3?

Your relationship with 7.
(Yewhui) Fellow AL, the PAIKIA.

How you met 5.
(Cherie) Through Grace or we just started talking heh heh :D

Two reasons why 2 would be enemies with you.
(Lihui) BECAUSE I MISS HER TOO MUCH LIAO. ): and vice versa whoo! :D

1 random fact about 4.
(Grace) MY EMO PARTPARTNER :D

Why 8 makes a good friend.
(Yiming) BECAUSE HE LIKES PURPLE LIKE ME :D

Whether you think you can last in a relationship with 6.
(Eva) LOL MAYBE I COULD?! HAHA :D

Tml's the very big day. The enormously big day. Jiayou RVCBAND & klarinutz :D
we will do our best try our best even if the best tries isnt the best.
that 10 to 15minutes on stage's gonna mean so much. really hope we can do good for it.

psps PETER PAN IS SUPER HAPPY. heh damn sweet omg. :D

Labels: band, BIG DAY, monkey, quiz

7:44 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

you're free to make choices, but whatever your choice is today, its gonna affect your tommorrow.

An attempt to take a professional picture of my darling clarinet. :D
yknow, just ignore the shelves behind, althought they might be a good pair with my clarinet ahaha.

This instrument has accompanied me through this year and finally for the first time ever im going to show people i play this in Victoria Concert Hall, in three days. I dont wanna fail it, or fail myself.

Tmr im going to SYF's opening ceremony, saturday's another practice at yuhua, sunday's the big day man. Sunday, how fast can that be.

Im beginning to realise how deadly PMS can be, or not? I seriously dont know.
Dont know whats wrong with me, is that PMS? Feel like screaming all out.
I REALLY WANNA HELP BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO LUH. (you will never get what im trying to say) sometimes i think i talk too much. its killing me.

Is Fate the control over all the homosapiens, if not, why did this happen, always.
im beginning to feel that everything i do wont make a difference.

Gosh. I SHOULD STOP BEING SO FREAKING EMO.

Reminder : Get my mum's ~~thumbprint~~ signature

Labels: band, fate

7:05 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

HAPPY (ONE DAY EARLY) BIRTHDAY PETER PAN TAN GHIM CHONG.

okay i finally revealed his whole full name. IM TAN KIMYEE BTW dont get so engrossed in his name you forgot mine. :D
anyway, we celebrated his birthday without my dad cause hes still in his shop talking to customers yeah. :D so yup, there you have a few pictures. :D
KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF (esp for the last picture) IF YOU OFFEND ME IN ANYWAY.
you die, a very very very peaceful death. :D
nah im not that saddistic. but yesh.

okay anyway a message dedicated to peter pan tan ghim chong you have a very long name sir. i love you quite a lot although you think you never grow up in neverland. but please you do grow up not only your height but your mind too. please learn never to offend me or ap in front of me if not i will make your neverland never i promise.

hopefully you can get good grades :D and also do me proud in wtv you do. stay happy always as well okay. :D stop growing taller NO IM JUST KIDDING you must win eric gor in your height but not as tall as yiming like 187.5 because i would have to stand very far away from you to talk to you. but its good for guys to be tall.

thats his mousse cake which is so creamy i feel like dying of fats.

peter pan and his mum, which is, also my mum. :D

Mum, grandma and the birthday boy.

AS I SAID, IGNORE THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE ALTHOUGH ITS DAMN HARD NOT TO NOTICE IT. IM WHINING AND SCREAMING BECAUSE THE PETER PAN (SUPPOSEDLY 2YEARS YOUNGER) NOW LOOKS TWO YEARS OLDER. (its VERY demoralising one kay.)

one last thing, youth day celebration rocked the house yoh.
esp the beatbox and hiphop dance part. AYE IM NOT BIASED ONE ITS TRUE RIGHT LEFT RIGHT. yesh hc fh matt tc josh you did a great job and yesh francis you rock yoh (:
im proud to be a part of 2J YAY YAY YAY :D

Labels: happy birthday bro, youth day

8:48 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

geeks at school,

we all seem like geeks that get forced to school to earn money in the future.
(this is by far the pro-est geek picture ever) (:

i can feel my tooth shaking like an earthquake is happening, dang it. tooth fairy?! ): i have one last baby tooth. :D

i deleted the whole 3 paragraphs i spent typing, not because it aint worth it. its just because since you wouldnt even care i wouldnt want everyone to feel like this blog is so contradicting, with a lame layout but dead posts.

Explain to me the deepest emotions within.

so many things i wanna complete and achieve and wait till it really comes.
But none of them are getting me further on with life, i dont know. There's so little time and i aint doing much. My life seems to be wasted. Everything, just plainly isnt great, or even good at the moment.

I wanna seize every moment, but none of the moments make me feel like its gonna be worth seizing. Contradicting you know? I dont even really get what im trying to say. Cant pick out the right words.

I dont understand why. I dont.
I dont understand you, or how your life goes.
I dont understand life, how i can cope with these.
I WANNA GO FOR SOME CLASSES ALRIGHT, to improve my understanding.

Labels: crap emo tsk, school

9:01 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

hurh school, what school?

the title is retarded (as obvious as it is).

school started officially today. LUCKY NO HOMEWORK (adds another jumpy smiley). Ms Tan didnt come, so did Ms Teo. Maths was just going through of papers, Chinese was..slack(?) and music was hiccuping and well.. uh. music. :D

THE MAIN THING TODAY WAS THE NUA THING IN MY HANDS(if you'd spotted it).
ITS A NUANUANUANUA PIGGY THAT GOES SQUASHY SQUISHY SQUASH and its dang cool. thankyou grace :D fer and hsiaotien got a vibrator(?!) HAHA. well, a vibrator meaning smth that vibrates, in this case, the doraemon and keropi. (stop your thoughts from going off track i know what you thinking!!)

And they said PATRICK IS ANGMOH. :D nice one dudes. and i was imagining patrick vibrating his head when you pull that string. HAHAHA. i think its hilarious tsktsk.

had sec2s sectionals today. I srsly love farah loads loads. and jennie and chua and zhiyi and liang cause they were thr to help out (altho i wasnt thr) &i think it was kinda detailed. :D

the concert's in six days i repeat, six days.

anyway i dont look forward to tmr because theres (gives a dead smiley face) CID. can i bold that word and underline and put it to size 1000000 because nono i no like CID please. ):

but i see forward to wednesdayyyyyy because i wanna scream sexyback tgt with the class and see 2j guys rock the house down yoh. i think they are pro. im proud of themmm! (gives a nerd thumbs up)

immmmmaaaaaaa veryyyyyyyy sicccckkkkk offff allll theeesssseeee.
understand what im talking about.
&i'll reward you with a nerdy thumbs up too. :D

catch ya soon.

Labels: nuaness, school

8:26 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

sometimes the hard work you put in wont matter, its the result that people (dang it) always see.

aint that true.

im freaking disturbed by the fact that tmr is school already. &thrs no more p.e. cause we have swimming (but now we have a free period, period.) school means routines. routines mean happy people becoming sad and depressed people. grah i can imagine waking up at 5. going to school, trying to grab a few minutes of sleep on nine hundred and sixty three. trying to slap yourself to concentrate during class. go home do homework. sleep.

and it goes on, and on, and on.
CAN LIFE BE LIKE MORE INTERESTING?! >:

im pissed at myself for having so much to do, but not wanting to. &that im starting to miss some people. ):

going to th doctor to have a look at my lips later on. i cant smile properly i look forced to. my lips are tearing (is that an excuse not to go school?) my mum wants to get me an mc (HAHA right i said that myself).

&reminder : to get cans to drink and burp along.
cause tmr we need tuh bring 3 cans. ima looking forward to whats up on youth day. i want kimberly to be the dj for our level! "big as in big but big as in big not big as in big" :D

i haven done the last history project yet. im hating it. each person has to talk for 5minutes and thats when th whole class starts dozing off cause the whole presentation's gonna last for a zomgzxc-ly 25minutes! i dont know what to say.

mao ze dong, i wanna own you in this project.(forces out a tearing-lip smile) ow-uch.

the concert's in 7days, i cant stress this enough yet.

"i wont hesitate no more." yesh goodbye i wont hesitate to do my homework and stuffs already. less than 24hours to school.

Labels: hard work, school

10:43 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

feel free to escape,

highly recommended alright, listen to it :D

i have many to say, but not here, because i dont know why. it just is. lool i dont know what im talking bout. (or maybe i am)

trying veryveryvery hard to tell myself "holidays is so near" crap! holidays faraway liao luh im pathetic manzxc. TUH CONCERT IS IN FREAKING 8 DAYS OKAH. and school's like the day after tmr (the moovie). im getting goose/chickie/duckbumps like shucks. ><

i wanna blindfold myself and try to cheat my own feelings.

wanna do many stuffs tmr, jiayou kimyee. although i dont know if i can even do half of them. the list goes on, from packing of bag to finishing up history to practising to refreshing my mind of all th hmwk stuffs. school, school, school, totally turned off by this word.

im feeling totally retarded because my lips are dried up like the autumn leaves and its as red as my face, maybe even redder. hurts loads, putting ice to cool them so i wont be able to fry egg on my lips.

*****

to those i love, and those who feels screwed, emo or anything.

if thrs no one to, im here to assure you, everything's gonna be better & rock on, jiayou for those who needs this, because you all can do it :D

You said your time was running out
You're far from where you wanna be
You're hanging in the lost and found
You're losing touch with everything
And when you need someone to lean on
I will be around
When you think its over
I won't let you down
If your luck runs out
And when it feels like life is holding you down
Whenever you need me
I will be around
Don't worry this won't last forever
You'll be alright better late than never
I will be around
When you think its over
I won't let you down
If your luck runs out
I will be around
When you think its over
I won't let you down
If your luck runs out
And when it feels llike life is holding you down
Whenever you need me
Whenever you need me
I will be around

especially for kimdar(the lyrics says it), felicia (jiayou on ur work and course), lihui(jiayou for course), grace(dont emo emo partner), cherie, hsiaotien, shimin.
&everybody else(like you you and you you), life's unfair, but the way we live it can be better than unfair.

vengyi's pm " 神虽然预定命运, 但人可以改变命运 " .

*****
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZECHONG BTW. :D

Labels: band, school, songs

6:20 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

feels like in a mess,

LOOOOL. i can say that for a hundred more times. im tired but this thing perks me upp!! :D
its from zhiyi's post btw. and its super cute. :D i like the tutor cause we get to own the whole canteen with just us eating lunch heh heh.

" Lame sai lorh. The clarinet section has become some 大长今 family.
Veng Yi as 长今 [the innocent one]
Me as 今英 [the very lame one]
Zoenin as the 皇上 [the very sick one]
Sofia as 连生 or 花生 [the very delicious one]
Liangsx as 韩膳宫 [the blur one]
Jiayi as 崔膳宫 [the evil one]
Kimyee as 闵政浩 [the transexual one]
Sebby as 阿烈 [the transexual two]
YiJun as 崔膳宫's brother [the noob one]
Farah as 敏膳宫 [the funny one]
Kimberly as 阿昌 [the violent one]
I think this is about all?
Oh ya, we have decided to re-write the script, such that it is a 359degree change from the original one. 长今 and 今英 are super good friends in our story x] "

LOL I DONT GET WHY IM THE TRANSEXUAL ONE LORH. but its okay, at least im nice, kinda. but i took 皇上's first ever kiss today LOL LOL.

*****

okay ive decided to update after..5minutes of deciding. T-T dotdot. monday was awesomy because AL had a longawaited outing(according to daphine haha). and it was an awesomy bbq because its nice although bbq wasnt th main point. HEH.

DAPHINE HAS CUTE DOGS REALLY. i love toffie lorh dont know why all love gummy one LOOL. and also SUGAR was scary at first but nice afterwards. :D

played cards and all those "loser" "noob" were my names BECAUSE MY REACTION WAS SO SLOW. wlao): keep getting suan-ed. I WILL WIN NEXT TIME(i hope). hahahah.
finally learned bridge and i was being retarded in poker with the excos and daphine and kimberly. T.T

went home with kimberly around 9.30. yay i love ALs :D

*****

tuesday was CCA day, had mr goh again! finally hes back. hes got so many coolie stuff i wanna get man. like the reed trimmer, and what, the cute stand, shaver thingy. AND HES THE PRO MAN zomg cause his tone is LAAAAAAAA~~. hahahah.

wednesday was just doing history with hsiaotien and felicia online. managed to finish the powerpoint, not bad. hsiaotien love nua-ing at my house LOOL. :D

thursday's band again, nothing pretty much i guess.

*****

band again today, had sectionals and wenhui came back with gimmmmmmm :D:D:D
yay love them both. had a mini subsection competition (:
speech day rehearsal today as well. jap graf and march blue sky. :D didnt get to perform though. ALs jiayou.

AND LASTLY, jiayou ALs tmr man, i love you all.

Klarinutz, <3

i think this post is seriously a failure. (somehow)

*****

Cherie: LOOL alright will change. :D wah gl leh your url hahaha.

Felicia: Hahahah thanks man. :D yeah i will smile de. but when somethings are done, they are. so if you know you didnt try your ultimate best, you cant change it back. love you loadds <3

l ihui: but i dont think you all can stand it. so i dont post emo stuff liao. i emo i just shut up. lol. :D But still, thanks loads loads :D

Labels: acting leaders, band, klarinutz

9:42 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

what hurts the most,

sorry for not posting cause i totally lost the mood too. so i shall just reply tags and go sleep. will update with a super long one once i get back the mood :D

TAGREPLIES! ( from th latest )

Cherie: LOOOL yesh my dear my profile picture and my display one ROCKS :D

Felicia: HEH HEH it was meant to be a draft so i accidentally posted it HAHA i agree ... RETARD = felicia. which means.. LOL haha jkjk.

clemm: HELLOHELLOHELLO!!

hsiaotien: ALL COMPLIMENTS EXCEPT MIND LEH! i cry already ):

daphineee(:: HELLO DAPHINE! haha yeah i tried googling it and i found my blog shucks! heh.

l ihui: LOL I LIKE SPAMS OKAHHHH HAHA. :D

JESSICA :D: WLAO!! CANNOT INSULT PATRICK! i idolise him okayyyy! ): LOOOL.

Felicia: LOL you ah, confirm like patrick too much alr right?! so even imagine yourself as him LOOL! :D:D

joshua: LOL somehow revived it hahaha :D

glenda: GLENNNNDDDAAAA NU-ERRR !! guai a not you when your mummy left you? HAHAHA :D

dont feel quite well, cause everything i seem to try to do, try my best to do, just wont work out right. im tired, but i still have to carry on. ultimate survival, im the first fews to be eliminated i guess.

i need a hug to tell me everything is really gonna be okay.
dont know who to really rely on, to cry on, dont know about anything else. being independent is hard.

One reason why i dont wanna post.
unless you want more emo stuffs. =/

Labels: band, reassurance, tagreplies

10:10 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

unwritten yesterdays,

my daddy. hes cute, admit it. :D

my mummy. she loves her head being small. :D

spastic peter pan :D

norh i told you he is spastic. (our 11232148904 attempt at this decent photo)somehow i think i look like a mushroom T.T

we were watching spongebob squarepants. look how cute patrick (always) is.

i conclude, sony erricson's camera is 100 times better than samsung. just look at the first three pictures(SE) and the last two (SAMSUNG). ohgosh. ):

AL's outing is in 3 hours time. hiphoorah! :D hopefully everything turns out right. (: busy weeeeeek ahead, here i come!

p.s. im addicted to the phrase " HANG ON, IM BUENO-ING "

gooodbye. ~ love my profile picture HAH. :P

Labels: acting leaders, pictures, samsung

11:43 AM

Sunday, June 15, 2008

TODAY's FATHER's DAY! :D
I LOVE YOU DADDY! :D

i love the melody part. :D
a huntingdon celebration.

okay im gone goodbye.
i miss you a lot, but so what

Labels: band, father's day

11:18 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Stay Close, Don't Go,
I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to,
Sweep you off of your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted what you do,
But I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.
Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

this song's defintely even better than fall for you. (:

*****

yesterday was fun luh as welfare zomg :D hahaha HUIPENG IS FUNNNYY. LOL and i realise giving out blazers and skirts and pants are dangggg hard plish. so we were like throwing around the blazers then "eh who can wear" then all of them were like so big :O i threw 4 blazers at yewhui but he couldnt FIT into them cause ALL the sleeves were too short! T-T Lost the blazer that fitted me (i dont know why) and i only got th skirt ):

confirmed pieces are grandmarch, huntingdon celebration and quien sera. i wanted springtime loads loads. but i guess we just cant make it ): boo. ahwell, if thats too bad, we shall work harder to make springtime one of the pieces for next time :D

and thrs gonna be like, 4 or 7(?) rehearsals to speech day :O:O:O and its 15 days to the 29th concert. :O:O:O:O seh, who says light travels the fastest lorh. I think its time luh. Gosh. One hour can pass like its 5minutes.

ive slept for 11hours and i still dont feel that its enough!! HOWHOWHOW. plus the tiredness in me just makes me feel so tongku & emooo. Cause i dont even have the energy to smile or laugh like a mad woman on the loose. ):

heh i saw one personal message as "go school sian, bo school sian. go die better." I wanted to go "LOL" and "TRUE LORH". hahaha. got school its so stressed up and stuffs. No school, nothing to do, slack everyday so sian. DO DIE LORH! heh. but of course not mah, cause theres always good and bad for everything de right. :D

imma gettin' a nuuuuuuuuueeeeeeewww phone lata. FINALLY! :D so that i can survive while taking long train/bus rides. IF NOT I WOULD HEAR BLASTING MUSIC EVERYTIME I TAKE THE LRT. cause some (VERY) inconsiderate people would be like, blasting off the music on their earpiece and im FORCED to listen to whatever they are playing T-T

(seriously, i wonder what kind of music they can hear since its like SO LOUDDDD :O thats to me luh uh..CAUSE ITS LIKE, REALLLYY LOUD?!)

my fingers are still experiencing the problem whrby i press too fast( I DONT KNOW WHY.) and so when i want the window to close it closes AND opens again! and when i want the window to open it opens AND closes again! (i know its complicated)
WHAT RETARDED FINGERS I HAVE MANZXC.

i know you want me to stop crapping.
okay i SHALLLLLLLL.
goodbye.
i guess i have nothing more to say. its easier to let go now.

Labels: band, phone, retarded fingers, tired

10:43 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

keep yourself awake,

" 'cause somethings never wait, even if you do wait. "

sometimes we fall back finding no one to hold.
and at times we see the best of the best falling down.
further times we dont seem to come close behind.
or even at times we dont seem to find ourselves in place.
when the stars refuse to shine, or out of the dark it freezes your mind,

follow your heart even if that is the riskiest road to take.

dont know why im saying this anyway. its true, but i doubt i will follow it. i guess the reason is just because the road is too risky that im afraid of everything that comes my way. (oooh what a coward) yea.

band was tiring today, both in the body and the mind. but i still dont like the feeling of being released so early by ms chan. ):
next week's gonna be hectic like siaoo. last week already, gets me back into the busy-study-school-is-here mood.

monday - ALs outing.
tuesday - band.
wednesday - proj maybe?
thursday - band.
friday - band?
saturday - band?
sunday - finish up homework.
monday - dang it school.

trala. holidays are ending like so soon. i'll miss those sleep late wake late days. and the slackiest times ever. ):

on the bright side, its school! classmates, friends, teachers(?)! :D

sigh, things really do NOT get better sometimes.
nvm, i'll still continue to hope for another better day.

tmr's still band. (:<
what a smiley.

just when i thought it was all gonna be happier times.

/edit - 10:03PM

things suck currently. goodbye.

Labels: band, full week, worry

9:27 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

feeling blue~

dannnngggg tell me why why why why.
why i cant stop worrying and praying and hoping that days would get better, that days wont get worse, that everything will turn out right.

(& that my mum spare me from that awful VERYbittery chinese medicine)
ps. its so bitter i needa drink two big gulps of plain water + a sour plum for every spoonful of medicine i drink ohmygosh.

i really hope so.
dont want the people around me to be even blue-er than me, or to be disappointed.

i dont like comparisons that is, i hate comparing between people, between man, between each and everyone of the homosapiens out there. i hate comparisons and the battles in ourselves. i simply resent it, hate it, dislike it, condemn it.

it's unhealthy, just like how emoness is. comparison is good at times.
but too much kills. what's so nice and fun and interesting about this thingy?
grahgrah rahrah blahblah. comparison create competition creates fights creates unpeace creates jealousy creates bad thinking about everything.

cause all you know would be "hey look at that gucci/some thousand plus bag!"
"sorry, ive only got this op wallet."
uhuh. &then that person goes around killing people with gucci or smth.
a bit exaggerating LOL but hey, you never know right.

" Only each and one of us can make the best out of ourselves. No one can be better than anyone being themself. "

like after 123344556690 days, finally.
i bet 99% that you have forgotten all about it LOL. ahwell. T.T

finished up the maths brochure tday. another strikeout for homework. :D
thats one good thing. :D house's got 3 new furniture loolool.
last thing, i miss my phone manzxc. my last chance to get a new one - saturday.

goodbye have a nice night. (:

i pray and hope, that everything would just get better each day.

Labels: bitter medicine, comparison, worry

9:00 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

still feeling so, few more days ( no kidding )

changed into yet another (very retarded) skin. "woah look at the pigs fly" then "WTF?!" heh rather amusing eh. the other skin is nice though but just gives my blog a gloomy and emo feeling, so yeah, say byebye (although its gone).

i like tuh drink red wine with grape juice.
dont look at me like im some sort of freak who drinks wine with juice and your jaw goes dropping cause if you do try mixing them, you'll find eh thats nice. kimyee's right! (or maybe left.)

my face really goes red to the core, i bet i inherited from my mum cause hers is zomg-ly redder than mine alr. And we both cant sleep after drinking wine. that explains the dark rings around my eyes.
Actually i dont really know how to differenciate a person with dark rings and one who doesnt. gotta go explore on that. but shown in photos side by side it is like easy to recognise loo. T-T

anyway maybe i wanna change my skin to this patrick skin for maybe a few days or smth? cause its sho kawaii neh buthen its not that nice. BUT JUST SOLEY FOR PATRICK. heh heh. I dont understand why people prefer spongebob to patrick (but many people do) SINCE PATRICK IS SO MUCH CUTER! and they dont have specicalised patrick items except that keychain i called waii ):

if i can find a soft toy that is patrick(the star) i bet im so gonna love it to tiny bits.

if you think patrick's dumb try watching the episode whereby patrick's parents came to visit. after visiting patrick for a full day these two starfishes realise they actually didnt even own a starfish when patrick's REAL parents came. i wonder if all starfishes in the sea has that brain of theirs.

im being so hella random.

*****

so anyway, a little flashback was that i went to the beautiful sunday concert on sunday. i must say i have rather cute juniors hahah. the concert was good. loved the songs like enchanted and you raise me up. the solos were cool dudes man. :D bought flowers for six people. and i must say, CHAIYING WAS DANNGG CUTE! (:

on monday was extra sectionals, somehow rewarding cause i get to practise for good. if not my brother will come irritating me again and i'll just have to blast my high notes at him. T.T ( its no kidding kid. ) i missed a dang 963 cause the bus driver thought no one wanted to take that bus. how desperate i felt to just rush onto the road and wave like a current.

today's just slacking around and some shopping. not bad, cause i had pizza wheee! :D and i got my bro a mp3 for his birthday uhuh. half price goes to my mummy. so i paid like, 50bucks or so? man im broke. have to buy father's day present and ah hong aunt's present too. my dad wants a 50-inch plasma tv for father's day. T.T long live his dreams.

tmr there will be many stuffs going on in my house yoh. like, project with felicia and hsiaotien, then loads of delivery stuffs coming, and then my dad's fixing furniture. sure hope nothing's gonna go wrong with all those clashing together.

what a long post of crapping. :D
holidays are ending in like 12 days or smth? ohgreat thats fast fast fast zoomzoom.
band is in like a day(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) also fast, or even faster zooomzooomzooom.
grahs, i still feel screwed yknow. everything just somehow or rather bothers me.

ive lost count on how many days. what does it mean?

Labels: bro's day, change skin, crap emo tsk, zoom days

12:18 AM

Sunday, June 08, 2008

screw it screw me screw everything.
disappointed.
history that repeats aint called history.
screw.

continue screwing up with more failures more emoness more sudden events that screw this further.

&so, just a second ago i was telling myself not to give up so easily.
Hell, days just get harder & harder to go through.
Fears, failures to screwing up & unfortunate events to nightmares to screwed up self.

just whats wrong with everything.
or is it just me.

urgh,?

great performance sparkswind. (:

Labels: beautiful sunday, screw

8:14 PM

拿着
一把
雨伞
下雨了

harllllllloooowww(goes into a deep voice)
wont be updating so much already. (HA! i knew you were happy about that!) LOL. have many things on till like, tuesday? And then my busy week continues until Saturday. DANG IT I STILL CANT GET A NEW PHONE ):

The past two days were great, k-ing around, high-ing around, breaking glasses were awesome :D And shopping till our socks tore and our asses dropped. (Nah not really) BUT ITS NICE cause my dad was in a goodie moodie. Watched CJ7 till 1am plus. Not really a nice show BUT CJ7 IS SO CUTEEEE. ahaaha.

Oh yeah i dropped my phone in a bus a day ago. And it was near to 10pm, so i walked over to the bus interchange with peterpan(thanks!) and we retrieved the phone by asking the (VERYVERYVERYNICE)bus driver to open up the door to his bus :D (it dropped in between the seat i was sitting on). Yknow, i dont think i would be so lucky anymore man. :/ Dropped my wallect twice on tht same day without realising i dropped it. SHUCKZXC IM BECOMING OLD AND SOTONG-ISH. T.T

TODAY IS A BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY, beautiful indeed. gotta go watch the concert at esplanade wheeheee. :D Wenhui, gim, sebastian, shixian, chaiying all performing. :D

BUZZZZZZZZ.

*****

should i give up on it? i dont think i'll be able to make it through.sorry, i know i sucked anyway. maybe it just isnt my forte? ...what else can i say.

its one of those times my mood just *ding* and changes, and my perspective of things *dong* and changes as well. But im happy today :D (i guess)

its funny how things can change so fast in such a short time.

*****

im thinking how great it would be to start collecting numbers on this nokia phone and after i get my new one i have to spend hours putting in back numbers. i lost so many numbers i wanna cry alr. ): I wished it had just dropped into my toilet bowl(without shit or urine). Uh well, whats done is done, i cant press the 'undo' and taadaa im back to my se phone. I miss you. ):

will be missing the monday 6L gathering, miss them loads yoh. GRAHS.
& peter pan's gonna be away for two days.

*****

i think my profile should be like
" i am a retard, so what do you expect? i love retards and gays like patrick(the star) and purple, and i love myself, since im a retard.

i love to retard around and retard all of you all tallies out thr cause this retard aint tall. hopefully i'll find a retarded gay who is so into retardedness like i am, and is short as well if not i will be condemned for life."

-.-"
i just recalled this guy at giant saying peter pan is like at o'lvl WHAT THE HELL. I KNOW HES TALLER BUT DONT MEAN HES SO TALL AND LOOKS SO MATURED THAT I LOOK LIKE A PRIMARY SCHOOL STUDENT TO HIM? hello, hes my LITTLE brother. LITTLE! urgh. T.T

*ding dong*
byebye.

listen, to the island voices.

Labels: 6L gathering, beautiful sunday, change, phone

9:29 AM

Thursday, June 05, 2008

原来,
幸福
那么
容易 .

okay, okay. now stop looking at me and say "see, you update again."
YESH IM UPDATING AGAIN! and its only like less than 24 hours after my last post. uh..? So what you gonna do? (okay im having a bit of an illusion that everyone hates my blog cause i update too much uh..)

Today was nice and warm. As in, staying at home is nice and warm, yknow, nice and warm-ly feeling. Uhuh, i started out gluing my eyes on the screen to ICARLY! and monopoly with peter pan, to the UIC song. UIC OH UIC~ ahahaaha irritating yeah.
OHYESH, not forgetting i packed my room.

I like the feeling of flipping through the old letters, cards, books, diaries and seeing how things have changed(like my handwriting, yuck. puke.) I laughed and smiled to myself(dont worry im fine) after reading those naive diaries. I can really go "Sian i dont want to friend her liao cause she promised me and she didnt do it"
T_T aha. primary school, old days (feel like im hundred or smth)

*Jumps for peace*(i meant, joy.) Going out tmr with cousins and peter pan for kbox! (meaning = screaming off the box in my throat and breaking more glasses, how un-environment friendly..thats for me though) But i like i like cause my cousins sing weell. :D

Feels good completing chinese homework man really, its like, time passes a litttttlllee slower and your brain doesnt get so shrinked up(and you worry every second whether the next you are gonna be dumb)

Friday ; Cousins! BOOOOKED.
Saturday ; HOPEFULLY(Prays hard) a new phonee?
Sunday ; Yesh its so beautiful. BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY!
Monday ; M'sia
Tuesday ; Home :D
Wednesday ; PROJECTTTT.
Thurs ; BANDDDD fullday.
Fri ; BANDDDD full day.

My whole week is goneeeeee! And i sincerely hope to get all projects done soon plus acelearning O.O

*I wish i was gone for now*
Goodbye.

The sweet lullaby keeps playing in my head.

Labels: full week, kbox, old days, UIC, update(again)

11:30 PM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

phases no one will find,

gonna update again! (yesh the boring me.)
hey i cant help but update cause im still stuck at sihan yknow! *start giving excuses* ARGH GRAH ROAR RAWR? FREAK.
i really dont know what else to write yoh.
(fine fine i'll try not to update cause i know you feel so irritated reading this aha! T.T)

anyway i like nat ho. :D
although he sings like english and he talks like english but he looks like chinese!(well at least)&he's got a cute dimple! uh.. go check him out yeah hes nice. (:

i need more days to cope myself at home and sit on the chair until it burns.
so i get to finish up homework for good and pack my room (which i wanna do for ages)and solve this puzzle which i like i like(nah ah i bet i wont be able to finish).

thrs like so many things i wanna do but nothing just gets me going and the daily routines just go over and over again and *ding* yo its already at night, time for bedtime stories.

have been watching tv like mad, which i dont usually do.. uh. im addicted to icarly on nickledeon. (dont start it-pointing those pinkies at me and laughing your ass off because im so childish) icarly is nice show yoh. seriously. i can even memorise the schedule of its showtimes each week(uh-oh geek alert(?))

enough of me, im gone :D

all the feelings deep inside.

Labels: chinese homework, icarly, update(again)

10:33 PM

i'll always remember,

grah tell me how pathetic i am doing this chinese homework (hello ive been stuck thr for at least 4days i mean it >: ) i ended up counting how many squares i need to fill in and typing them down, using the word count every one paragraph until it reaches 874 squares, perfect two pages. (which reminds me about those full stops and commas that take up A FULL SQUARE! >:)

aha c'mon, win me in that patheticness zomg ):

okah i told myself this shall be the last day im staring at the screen full of chinese words (if not i shall slap myself to death). yesh i shall keep that(i hope).

i think i cant make it for th 6L gathering if mum's bringing me to m'sia. ):

okah jiayou tankimyee in your homework.

bye peeps.

The End, cause theres No DAYS left.

Labels: 6L gathering, chinese homework

3:11 PM

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

kiddos wild, crazy & funtastic,

T.T my blog looks, really updated although it aint really updated. Its weird but it just is. Cause read my posts and you will realise it aint really updating it, just you know, crapping up some stuffs like tagreplies. Uhuh.

Soooooo went out with Peter Pan today! Alright gotta admit it was quite fun :D Planned to watch Prince Caspian(Lesbian) for the 2.50pm slot and the dannng 187 took a whole 20minutes to come, so we were like scolding the bus driver. And Peter Pan almost asked "Oie why so long" Lol. Four 190 came and not even a 187 was seen yknow! Totally sort of pissed me off ><

So we missed the 2.5opm slot ): And had to buy tickets for the next one, which was 4.10pm. Decided some place to slack around and went to the gelare or some sort to eat icecreammmmm. (: Afterwards we slacked and walked and talked, and we went to popular. o.O It got so boring that we started laming and played this "spot the difference!" book. AHAHAHA. It was real dumb luh T.T But i just thought i might buy it heh. :D

Went for the movie without popcorn and coke cause we thought they would sell popcorn right outside the theatre rooms but yeah, it was closed. So Peter Pan showed some attitude and complained T.T Which pissed me off.
The movie was good! Yup, i think it was totally worth it. Much better than the first one :D

Peter Pan showed real good attitude just now. Feel like kicking him in his face. T.T

*****

i think this blogskin is nice
>> http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=194080&action=Preview

i like the layout & everything but didnt choose it cause im afraid i'll get sick of it real soon ): ohwell. :D

I feel like slamming and kicking and breaking the phone into two(or perhaps three, four I DONT KNOW) because IT DOES NOT HAVE NETWORK CONNECTION at times(that can really piss me off like hell)

):):):):):):):):):
in case you wanna check it out, ITS THE (~~nooby~~)NOKIA 6101. T.T

(actually its quite nice cause its flip phone but i just cant stand it, why it doesnt have network connections when i need it the most. T.T and so i would go around the house searching for connections (?!) )

*****

*****

Even the best falls down at times.

Labels: 2J, peterpan, prince lesbian

8:30 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE CHOU! :D

Cherie Chou is one of my SEXAYE SIX and she is defintely SEXAYE :D
hahaha i love you loads man cherie! <3 We've been friends for one and a half years already yeah? That could be rather long, but short too. It also marks the start of another 6months to 2009, which is when we split. Whatever it is, DONT YOU DARE FORGET ME! hahaha :D

I really need to thank you for being such a great friend that has been really worth me to treasure. (: Thank you for being so tolerant all the time, and being cool and positive always, you're great! :D *puts up hundred thumbs up*, hah.

Now you are officially fourteen! :D Haha, hope that you have a nice birthday and may you have many many more nice birthdays ahead of you! Remember to smile always, be happy always and stay pretty yeah! Love you loads girl! :D

******

TAG REPLIES.
xinrui: Haha yupp, received your message alr! (:

Xinyi: Haha okay, no problem! :D

eva! :D: Haha why sorry leh? Its okay man! :D

``jiaqi*.: Ahahaha sorry cant do it lerh ive done it already! ):

******

ive played all my toys, but im still not satisfied.
Because whatever i do, i just cant help but think of you.

失去了右手，失去了他. (hahahaha lihui LOL)

Labels: cherie, missing you

4:39 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

there's a limit to everything,

YESH PEOPLE FEEL FREE TO SMS OR CALL ALREADY! :D
but theres a LARGE (places arms wide apart) POSSIBILITY I'll forget your number so i hereby apologise if i really did that or smth ):

Cause apparently only my sim card is working and im using this old phone that doesnt even has any bluetooth(yesh that means im never gonna listen to any songs ever again since i dont even have a mp3 and now my phone aint working.).
The sony girl said that it wasnt worth fixing my phone cause its well.. spoilt to an extent whereby.. AW PLEASE DONT REMIND ME OF THAT LAH. ):

And my mum refuses to get me a new phone unless anyone from my family's contract is ending, which is in the 0.000000000032243242300001% that their contract would end in june. ): GRAHS MEANING I HAVE TO SURVIVE WITH THIS PHONE FOR SIZ WHOLE PATHETIC ZOMG MONTHS. T.T yeah i know i spent 3 whole paragraphs just trying to tell you how zibei i am trying to accept this phone.

But looking on the bright side, HEY I HAVE A PHONE AND IM STILL SMS-ING AND CALLING!
So yeah, tankimyee, BRIGHT SIDE. see the light? Follow it, its bright! :D

*****

And im still stuck at my SIHAN plus JIANBAO. T.T i just cant start writing although my drafts and like, everything is ready T.T. Although i did edit information for the project and stuffs. BUT HELLO I DONT FIND IT SATISFYING cause im wasting time away like how i waste time to shit. Alright thats random. But shitting is satisfying LOOL. Okay i know that was gross. ):

LALA. And today i already spent my time watching teevee and AVP2(i prefer AVP1) and emo-ing cause of my phone ): Plus tmr theres a few stuffs going on and i dont know where else im gonna find more time to do hmwk. So I need to pia already. Yesh.

*****

Got tagged by nicenice JIAQI for the quiz that Grace and Yiming tagged me so im sorry jiaqi im not able to do it for the second time! =X
As for eva's one ive got it completed! :D

[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend: SIYUN & NAZIRAH! ahahaha :D
First Screen Name: zomg how do you expect me to rmb that?! LOL.
First Pet: a luohan fish :D
First Piercing: never had one. LOL.
First Crush: Steven i think. Or was his name kelvin LOL O.O
First CD : TELETUBIES? LOL.
First Car: Err. Err maybe when i get my first one i'll tell you yeah (:
First Stuffed Animal: O.O how would i rmb man?! ):
First Love: I dont think i have any yet. :D
First Place Called Home: LOL like, when i was primary 1 or smth? T.T

[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage: Ice Lemon Tea from MAC! :D:D
Car Ride: Zomg i totally forgot O.O
Last Movie Seen: MADE OF HONOUR!
Last Phone Call: To starhub to ask for my PUK code LOL.
Last Song You Listened To: S.O.S BY JONAS BROTHERS! :D
Last Bubble Bath: LOL. primary 2 ): i miss those days ..
Last Time You Cried : I forgot.. not long ago though.
Last Thing You Ate: Honeydew!
Last Bad Thing You Did: Scolded a vulgarity while watching AVP LOL.

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: nope.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: T.T Nope.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Nope?!
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: I WANTTT!!! but nope..
Have You Ever Cheated: Err dont think so LOL.
Have You Ever Been In Love: Maybe? Ahaha.
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: Nope. Dont hope so ):
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: Nope.

[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.

1. Spectacles!
2. Underwear(?!)
3. A rubber band?
4. A white shirt.
5. A pair of black shorts?
6. Uh-oh. a few thousands strands of hair?
7. Great i give up ):

[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.

1. Eat.
2. Bathe.
3. Sleep.
4. Shopped.
5. Talked.
6. Breathe.

[ 5 ] Favourite Things.

1. Family.
2. Friends.
3. Smiles&Laughter.
4. Happiness.
5. Peace.

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.

1. My mother.
2. Felicia.
3. Lihui.
4. Kimberly.

[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: White! :D
2. Hot Or Cold: Hot when i wanna tan, cold when im hot LOL.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: VANILLA! :D:D:D but chocolate as chocolate! :D

[ 2 ] You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Go and visit some place whr theres autumn.
2. Spend very fun days with all the people around me :D & tell them how much i love them.

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
1. i regret making the wrong steps when i know the outcome.

*****

LALALA. i got all the pictures already! hahahaha :D
YAY okay im gonna make it up with a long post cause im not gonna post for the next.. erm. 2days perhaps? Yeah. (: Have to chiong everything up already yeah! :D