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Saturday, May 17, 2008 / the evil side of a human heart, At this point of time, i totally feel like shit. Sometimes i really wonder, which hurts the most, is it to say something & wishing i hadnt say it, or saying nothing yet wishing i had say something. Or maybe, its just the most important things that are probably the hardest things to say. I guess, what really matters is our own hearts. They decide, we follow. Like what lihui just told me yesterday, " There's a ruler in all of our hearts. When we measure ourselves, we tend to measure it shorter than how we measure others. Cause when we measure others, it tends to be very long. " That's when we fail to realise whats in front of us, and we take the wrong steps. And then, lies appear. Lies appear in front of us, behind us, above us, beneath us. Lies appear everywhere because suddenly, we dont know what we know, we dont know what people think, we dont know what they know, we dont know the truth, we dont want any trouble. But we dont know, that every time we tell a lie, our fears grow, & the hurt increases. I'm now a person who is looking back, and wondering about the 'if's, wondering about what could have been done. ( And its all too late. ) But thats not right, cause i shouldnt be like that. I saw these in an email.. " What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them? " What would i do by the time it comes? What would you do? Maybe some of them had already happened, well, most i guess. Our hearts, what are they really made of? The angel & the devil. And so its time to decide. And not to regret any more actions. tell me. KIMYEEEE. Labels: the evil heart 8:39 AM