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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Friday, May 16, 2008 / deep down in the darkest corners, if i could turn back time, if everything hadnt change, wouldnt it had been much better? But yet, there's nothing much i can do already, isnt it? I dont know why I've always done the wrong things, say the wrong stuffs, just everything. I should have just shut up my big mouth. Really. I know its all of no use since its already like that. & i always JUST have to regret. yknow, the feeling of regret really sucks big time. i hate it. & it just always have to happen like this. if i can, i wanna do everything to change this. But i dont know what's more. things hadnt gone so smoothly recently. probably just a few things really do perk me up. Nothing else i guess. I dont know what else i can do and everything. Why am i feeling this way? things just have to change yeah. & people do change. thts when everything starts to go wrong, and its just so hard to pull it back. tell me please, because i dont wanna regret another time. perhaps its the time to think back everything, 'cause all of us have changed. we cant blame anyone for that. did i just realise that too late? & do things really have to end up this way? What i gotta do to make all this reversible. I can do nothing. I have nothing more to say. unless i can still apologise. understand. KIMYEEE. Labels: darkness 9:43 PM