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| Saturday, May 31, 2008
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you're impossible to find,
bring back the happiness before. Friday, May 30, 2008
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losing the grip,TAGREPLIES! i think i suck(?) cause i slept for 3hours straight and wasted half the day just to sleep when im supposed to have so much things to do (like, trying to complete my hmwk if not MY SAKAE DEAL ZOMG O.O) haha. I have to complete the whole set of chinese hmwk and practise my guitar(im getting freaking rusty alr) and clarinet. And yes, tankimyee is still gonna do that! (places a strip of cloth over my head that says "GAMBADE!") its raining right now and i expect to see a rainiebowie later! :D i like rainbows, no matter how worse things can get, rainbows always cheer me on. ohyeah, finally changed a skin! im back to black, or rather grey haha. I liked the previous one, but its sorta cramped up so i suggest this skin! :D &im in love with my tagboard colours :O:O:O but i guess i';; have to reply in posts alr cause the tagboard is too thin ! hahaha. im so looking forward to tommorrow yeah! IM GETTING MY PHONE FIXED OHPLEASE DONT TAKE MORE THAN TWO DAYS IF NOT I'LL JUST START KILLING PEOPLE. i mean it yeah, because people cant contact me and if i go out how am i supposed to be contacted T.T REMEMBER NOT TO CALL OR SMS ME! ***** got saboed by yiming and grace and hsiaotien to do the same quiz! :D hahaha.
****** i wonder why i wonder how i wonder about all the possibilities. am i holding on too tight, and just falling deeper in, because i dont seem to be happy. i am always out of breath lately. its just hard to explain. many things going on with the people around me, like last night what happened. im in the midst of confusion because i dont know what to do, how to help. i keep thinking there's not much time left, but it seems like only i think so. im in need of a hug, a teddy hug, a human hug a real hug a nice hug because it just goes right back to the start, where i have to reassure myself. "everything's gonna be alright" Labels: quiz, reassurance /
stay close & dont ever let go,you never wanna know what happened. alright, maybe you do wanna know what happen. well guess what? what. yesterday was just crazy/flower-eat/suay/ouchie/fun/camwhores/superb. (yeah i could just go on and on describing the day and leaving you here just wanting to click on that 'x' so much.) the day started out with the meeting up, to buying hella loads of chips(omg fats fats fats!) to searching for greentea in giant(i still wanna kick that guy's butt for giving us that 'zzz stupid question' look) to arriving in sentosaaaaa! &thts whr i wanna elaborate moree! X)X)X) found a spot whr we were free from th sun. and i liked the beach at that time cause thr were not much people and the wind was so co-operative please! :D started screaming and splashing and laughing in the sea (and i got hit on one side which i think had shrunk, now its unbalanced zomg). the water is like 80% salt or something manzxc. And then my retarded brain had an idea to go for an adventure, to climb the rocks and camwhore like crazy thr. So we lalala and brought our phones along. When we reached the rocks we got ABIT crazy and started stepping on the rocks when we realise thr were some rocks unseen under the sea and plop plop plop xinyi slipped and fell, same goes for sinzhi(the rock conqueror) and my butt slipped down a rock. :O:O:O YESH, thats when our phones went plop plop like us and the salt seeped in through ALL our phones. Our phones blacked/whited out. T.T except for sinzhi's. so we hecked first and went to clean ourselves upupup. then we saw nicenicenice rainbowwwws! That signifies hope right, so we went to the clean pool by the side, whr there were kids playing and we jumped in as well! X) (Awwww and tht was when we saw the cutest angmoh kid ever. =DDDD) So there, the day continued when we went back to vivo. Tried out our respective phones, and my phone couldnt open cause the battery was crazy. ): Then we had serious camwhores! :D started raining afterwards and we went to orchard to continue our day. So we took a train (my C P TAY! :O) to orchard and had mc cafe thr (the cutie smallie eye korean LOOL) , and we started this serious long girls talk for almost 2and a half hours X) caught up and updated with each other and time to go homeeeeee. talked with xinyi for another 42 minutes cause sinzhi alighted 6minutes later T.T reached home around 9plus. :D:D:D THENTHENTHENTHEN i tried opening my phone with a penknife AND SNIPPPPP the back cover broke into serious TWO. ONE TWO TWO! T.T SO PLEASE, do not, CALL OR SMS MEEEEEE! if you have like, any impt matters, call my house. its.. 6764.... ask me on MSN for it please ): slept at 1am after meddling with two blogskins and screwed them up ZZ ): ***** gonna stay at home, slack, practise, do homework, pack my room. X) today is a homely day! :D whooowheeeewhaaaaa. without my phone i feel sriously empty zomg. ): anyone can hurt someone they love. Thursday, May 29, 2008
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 虽然我愿意 请让我靠近你轻轻对你说 别让我每个夜为你受折磨 是多么不容易才默默放手 为了我就当作这次为了我 别让我因为你被回忆折磨 而空气凝结了我们的脸孔 我别无选择 就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 再让我靠近你轻轻对你说 当我说我要你从此好好过 是真的否则我怎么肯放手 为了我就当作这次为了我 赐给我你现在幸福的笑容 别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔 请你做选择 就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 (心碎人孤寂) (虽然我愿意) 就算我们之间有什么问题 依然想念着你 虽然被放弃 虽然我愿意 就算我们之间有什么难题 黑夜我还想着你 心碎人孤寂 虽然我愿意 心还想着你 ****** EMOTHOUGHTS &so, i doubt you know what im feeling inside. i found out how little i know, & how little you know. how little we know of each other. i really want you to be happy, perhaps its just gonna be easier to let go. 也许有一天，在挤满行人的街头， 你会发现那永远都不能填满的空缺 the song is uber nice, its from the ending song of the 9pm show on channel 8. sounds like a girl somehow, but its actually by a guy. :D left with sihan, jianbao, acelearning plus all the projects. T.T ACELEARNING MAKES ME GRAHHHH>< cause i forgot to bring my txtbook back TSKKKK. PETER PAN MAKES ME GRAHHHHHHH>< too because he made me really disappointed. ): GRAHHHHHHH >< hoho, alright shall end the post here, nothing much to post :O:O im not missing youu. Labels: missing you, wu jia hui /
if things could be that simple,tday's gonna be real fun! :D Gonna be out with sinzhi & xinyi and im expecting loads of hell fun and talking :D man i love them loads loads. Plus yesterday was hella funnnnnnn toooo! YES and i could really concluded how yiming is nice PLUS funny LOOL! (:(:(:(: yknow peterpan, stop showing your attitude or i'll kick you in the face man, srsly. days without you, its hard to breathe. Monday, May 26, 2008
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TAGG REPLIES(yay thanks loads for tagging ahahaha :D) alfino: hurh what i jealous?! you hou lian pi!! admit it okay, i more pro HAHAAH LOOL. /
like finale, finaliiee, finally.FINALE FINALLY! :D FINALE & FINALLY are very nice words. LIKE, finally ive got a brain. and look, its the grand finale! hoho, doesnt it give you a greaattt sense of accomplishment? LOOK, I FINALLY TALKED ABOUT FINALLY. and SEE, FINALLY I LEARNT MY ABCs. now how dang cool is that? *gives a thumbs up* zxczxczxc im back into my crappy kimyeeeeee moodiiieeee, cause i lost my mood to do hmwk ): i was that teenyweenyweenyweenyteeny close to finishing up that chinese shz book as well as the LA ws BUT, i skippidyskippidydoop to my teevee and started swearing at that hideous guy who stabbed roach. (if you had watched the last episode of the channel 8, 9pm show you would know yeah) i have the urge to do hmwk lately. O.O ohyes dont doubt me i dont know why but my head just keeps receiving sublimal messages that goes "homework is nice :D homework is good :D homework is healthy :D homework is strong :D" (plus many more that you wouldnt want me to elaborate) - alfino wants me to put that it is actually because he is very hardworking and nice(which is true.. hes getting more hardworking each day BUT NOT NICE, NOO!) - whr the hell did those messages come from?! i think my brain is on fire, on fire! *runs around naked with only a pathetic towel covering the front* im sorta in love with my blog song yknow, i like the feeling it gives me cause it hypnotises me to be POSITIVE. (+++++) like, how we all hope that forever after is really true. Its from enchanted yknow! and i like the movie cause the plot is nice :D i like this sentence too 'Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe' i remember how i always force peter pan to be my student when i was young so i can be the teacher. then i'll go "lets play the make believe game!" and he will groan and go "can i be the teacher pleaseeee?" &then i will stare at him and he would give up. LOOL. i like those days HAHA. but now, if he asks me to be his teacher i'll run away and go "ohpleasssseeee noooooonooonooo" and give that very exaggerated face X) growing up suckzxcz! gotta admit it or i'll have a gun up your nose. although you get more freedom but your happiness just decreases cause you tend to get hurt more and easily. makes me feel sad and wanna cry. ):):):): sometimes im just really tired and worn out from caring so much, but i dont wanna just leave it alone like this, but what else can i do? i really dont know already. Growing up means caring more, having that mindset that youve got to take the initiative and the responsibility. But when we're young nothing's our business but just to grow up. GUESS WHAT. i just realise i have a goal in life. MY AMBITION ZOMG. that is to, BE A KID. YAYYYYYY. cheeeers! :D:D:D (okay that was plain nonsense and retardedness) perhaps i just wanna stay young in heart and go "there's a kid in me, you, and everybardy! HOHOHO" :D the brand of my guitar tuner is INTELLI. LOL i just find it amusing BECAUSE its half of INTELLIgent. HAHAHA. T.T To think me and hsiaotien was arguing over SENTOSA and SANDTOSA. yknow, the pronounciation. hurh, i bet im still correct. LOOL. that reminds me, (its getting emotional.. but yeah) MS MAR IS LEAVING RV. i almost cried when i heard all that ms mar had said, and when she put her arms around me after i said "i will miss you" cause i really did meant it from the bottom of my heart. nice teachers always leave RV, so someday is RV gonna be filled with only the ___ teachers? I dont know.. Not that RV isnt filled with nice teachers but, those really nice ones always have to leave. I will really miss ms mar, i really thank her for being here with psb always. MS MAR I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR PSB. you're like one of the best ): when nothing shines but just that single star up the sky /
im hoping & praying for a miracle,hopefully all the victims of the earthquake get all the help they need, and hopefully they are able to build their hometown back again, and find their loved ones back in the midst of the destruction the earthquake has caused. very xin tong arh, see those unfortunate kids and people struggling to survive. ): really did let me open my eyes to look around and slap myself, because ive been really fortunate alr, as compared to those who lost their loved ones, or even lost their lives in merely a few minutes of that fateful earthquake ): we still have many tommorrows, but for those victims of the earthquake, their tommorrows have already been destroyed forever. we never learn to treasure until it's gone. why? Labels: earthquake, hopes /
utmost loving,im highly condemning headaches, cause i woke up with a severe one. I dont know whats wrong but some bug just keep banging on the side of my brain, i think my brain is shrinking. Like, what the hell you want from meee..? its just 24+ hours from the start of holidays and i start having headaches like this. woke up early today and the first tv show i saw was, DORAEMON (eeeeyurr) HAHA. i think hsiaotien was watching too LOOL. But spongebob squarepants nicer to watch lorh, got patrick HAHA :D (okay i think shes coming with a chopper) hehe. i wanna watch made of honour and indiana jones!! Esp made of honour, i think its cute :D (shall go kajiao my brother again LOOL.) *inserts a jumpy smiley* Thats what i dislike about blogger. i cant insert smiley faces like msn/xanga ): if not i will be irritating y'all with those guailan faces heh X) i wanna go out go out go out but i dont know whr to goo. im very sad. Cause if not i would have no excuses not to start on my hols hmwk. Started on maths and i gave up at the 6th question (when thrs like, 65 questions to do). Alright, i shall finish it up and finish up geog if i have time. (and probably aim to finish all hmwk by this week :O :O :O ) i wanna have class outing klarinutz outing acting leaders outing psl outing outing with my couzie outing with my baobei frens outing with kimdar IN THIS HOLIDAY. *makes wolf calls* nehhhhhh, i doubt many of them will be able to come true. ): once holidays start the clock starts ticking like some mad dog which refuses to stop chasing you. ): ***** (credited from jiayu's pm) Courage is not about being weak, it is about doing the things you are afraid of. Perhaps we may be scared at times, afraid of whats coming towards us, but with courage, even if you are afraid, you do it. Not that you would have to overcome it, but you just do it. &So, courage helps you not to regret. because you do what you are afraid of, and you wont regret not doing what you should have done. (i just realise, my blog song makes my blog emo ): ) the smiles you had last season. Labels: courage, headache, holidays Saturday, May 24, 2008
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when people change(into freaky monsters),slept until now(6:19) straight after reaching home, and yes, i still feel like sleeping. T.T im exaggerating the tiredness of me but i just feel veryvery tired. (grah i regret ignoring th peter pan when he wanna go buy dinner cause now im starving. >< ) i love all the acting leaders, like seriously. although we made some mistakes tday & everything was quite inorganised but i think all of us had fun, and we'd learn from tday. :D Plus, i found out that yiming is a really nice and REALLY funny guy hoho. :D i guess when you're tired you get more emo cause youve lost all your energy to hype yourself up. And then you lose your crappiness and lameness, and you get strong headaches. *points to myself* tday im gonna sleep like the piggiest pig youve ever seen. btw, let's celebrate my 400th post! (im thinking of some way to celebrate this) Okay, i shall give myself a treat of adding one more hour to my sleep! :D YAYYYY. HAHAHA. Right, that was just pathetic. zomg ive really lost my feel for crap. ARGH. ****** time for emo stuffs cause of YOU & YOU mind you, these two are different persons okay. and im blabbering about them because they made me even more emo ): starting with YOU, you like to so much right? fine, go ahead. cause you only see things on the surface. SURFACE yknow, touch it, feel it, you dont ever THINK about it. (i know i'm very bad, to say like that. but, ARGH i cant stand it) AND THEN YOU. you JUST have to do that. not your fault BUT whyyyyy..? dont feel like caring about it anymore but its just hard not to yknow. ):):):):): im very sad. (ignore the emo stuffs because they are ... just a moment of emoness.) ****** I CANT STAND IT LAH dont know whats wrong with my fingers but whenever i click on anything it doubleclicks and everytime i would close my internet windows two at a time and i feel like chopping off my fingers though i know i wont do that because my fingers are nice but not NOW ): ***** i hate it when i cant be myself with you around. sometimes i just have the urge to run to the other side of the earth, in search of my true self, but its just not possible, because right at this side of the world, i can never be. let your brains, or your heart control? Labels: fingerprob, open house, true self, youyou Friday, May 23, 2008
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thrs so many things going through my mind,omg i love you people because its my very first time that my tagboard has a full page of tags! :D ( i know i sound really noob but thats the sad noob truth of tankimyee okay.) so i shall attempt to reply my tags in this post for th very first time! (look i sound noob again)
****** i need some proper sleep, like seriously. i dont know why the hell im stoning here, but i just feel so zomg tired. >< many things happening lately, and its just lack of time, but so many things to do. &i didnt even realise term 2 just ended T.T i have nothing to say already, im beginning to lose all my interest in blogging. if the day never comes. Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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the perfect equation,cross-country was todaytoday! things that happened :D 1. loads of nice people got prizes, like joanne hahaha. shes proo manzxc! :D And yucheng! yay congrats (: 2. minotaur got the championnnn. (: 3. i became a black and hot tomato. T.T 4. i dont know why our cheer managed to obtain the first? (raises my eyebrow and give the HA,HA look) 5. we missed 4 hundred and seventy six today O.O 6. Felicia and i got deyhydrated today. (pokemon, i choose you LOL) 7. i like eating with my sexy six. (like, when we laugh out loud and people stare at us with the "come on, we are going to send a letter in any minute right now , so stop disturbing my lunch with my darling here" look. :D ) 8. i got abdomen-ed by hsiaotien for at least 20seconds, and i almost died. ): 9. I like story-telling to small little kids. [ like shimin and cherie and hsiaotien, but cherie got drifted by magazines LOL ): ] 10. i cured grace's hiccups with a most brillant idea. 11. i miss lihui hoho. 12. i got crazy and waved at two guys in another bus. :D okay im tired. Goooooodbye. the phases of a tomato (:   the difference between liking and loving. ive just realised what i have to, to wake me up from this whole dream. Labels: to like and to love Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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if there was just a chance to turn back time,im tired, my legs ache like crap ): and im dehydrating. not forgetting theres axe-country tmr. ohgosh. there's just a word to describe today.  can tommorrow be better? D: Plus, i want a proper 2jellybean's gathering! Somehow or rather we must havee it. :D i have nothing better to say, except about this tall guy (taller a bit than mr tan?) and hes like so tall he could just stand and look into the bus's mirror. AND THAT WAS WHAT HE DID. He looked into the mirror (that was supposed to help the bus driver to spot the other cars) and made his hair in front of all the other people. and we were like staring at him and giving him the " hello you think you are tall but so what you are so not good looking " expression. its pretty hilarious when there are uncles and aunties looking at him and giving him the "you should really slap yourself" face. (: this post is a total waste of time. & i just wanna talk about that retarded guy on nine hundred and sixty three or multiples of three. its funny if you get it LOL. :D i miss you terribly. Labels: acting leaders /
so that's what you think,ARGHHHHH im EMO-tional right now. Right at this 8:03pm moment. T.T i feel like giving up so much, cause im tired. giving up all these, everything. you and you. im afraid, call me a coward or anything, but im just afraid. afraid of the worst. setbacks, failures, dreams that dont come true. i have too much on my hands, and at this very moment i really wanna give up i hope im able to survive all these, cause if i dont. i'll just have a major breakdown. ****** check out my  zomg i can assure you these brownies/cakes/chocolate thingies are the best in JB or singapore or whatever! awww its like when you bite into them the chocolate (still liquid) melts in your mouth and its like ZOMG SO NICEE LAHH! THEY MAY LOOK SO LIKE SHIT BUT HELLO, THEY TASTE HEAVENLY. its in vivo, "sweet beard papa" or is it "beard papa sweet" something near to that. MUST TRY OKAY. (i know what you're thinking "tankimyee is such a glutton" but i dont care because im advertising it to you and when you try it i bet you'll be a glutton like me too!) ): no wonder im like a pig now.  this is a random picture of my messy desk yay! it has my band file, papers o.O and more papers. and a overflowing pencil case! :D i love andrew gor! (: guess what, your big name's here! :D let's jiayou together okay! haha thanks so much! you can do it one lah! (:(: i dont know what else i can do. Labels: crap emo tsk /
shining shimmering splendid, cute little paperclips i randomly found on my desk. (: ****** LOL and i see LOADS i mean LOADS of people putting rainbow in front of their display name HAHA. In case you're still wondering why, its actually to help the China earthquake's victims. Cause every rainbow you put donates 20cents to them! :D Ohyea, the sun is for myanmar (: ****** there are just so many things we want and hope for in life, but they just never seem to get close to you. they run away, with a speed you can never catch up. sometimes you can be that close, but they just manage to slip away and escape from you. and then you wonder, maybe its just not mine. because if its yours, it wont be able to escape. but is it true that we gotta hold on tight sometimes because we gotta decide for our own? but what if everything is just not meant to be. it takes a 365 days for another valetine's day, 365 days for the earth to revolve once. but it takes only a day for the moon to rise, a day for the sun to set. only minutes for you to think about someone, minutes to make a person cry. yet, just a few seconds for an ecard to be sent, seconds for a star to fly across the sky. and just merely a second for you to tell the person you love that you do. Fate sets the stage, but its up to us to choose the role we wanna play. there's no need to believe whats lined up for us, but to believe what you can line up for yourself. i'll wait for that "one day" when you will realise, how much you really mean. im gonna be the most silliest fool on earth. Faith& to believe. its what keeps us going. Labels: splendid Sunday, May 18, 2008
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the best hallucinationhad a goood haircut yesterday. got suan-ed by the hairdresser and my mum (they ganged up). im soooo not offended :D cause err cause, im just being sacarstic. but i liked the haircut. i like feeling bald, i like being a nun, i wanna be a nun! (im just kidding, really) but the feeling of little hair is nice, like babies. You'd get to touch their heads like its a ball. (or like a bowling ball - like my head currently). LOL its pretty interesting, like, your head can be a bowling ball cause you can fit your three fingers into the two nostrils, then another one into the mouth HAHAHA. goes haywire. have to do jianbao later on/tommorrow. i hate jianbao! *stabs the newspaper* GRAHS, why do we have to do jianbao?! I dont wanna be a news reporter or news writer or anything mah. I just wanna be a nun. >< just browsed through my archives and read my long ago posts, totally felt -what the hell- . CAUSE I WAS SO TWIT. not to the extend of iie lurbbex euux. BUT, its still ridiculous cause i have broken english! Not that now its like so good but.. let me give one post as an example. "It is Tuesday!!! Did i mention i did really badly for science? Aww...it was bad!!! Really. **sobb sobb**...haiish. Hmms. Was raining REALLY heavily. Den me, jy, sz was kinda lost n borrowed an umbrella frm weilie. thx for dat...den aft dat saw lihui n stan...den we went to e minimart. Saw nickk. then stan went home n e rest of us played soccer. Was kinda fun...well...i guess. My feet were wet wen i arrived home. stinkyy. den bathe...ate dinner. " i used loads of '...' RIGHT?! "Ello people. No tym machine liaos. Lazyy larhhs. Heehee. Lols. Today was kinda nt free...went to watch e movie MONSTER HOUSE. haha. At first was only me, my bro and drew. den duno ware come out came my cousin. haha. she bsyd me. wahahahahaha. I SHOOO EVIL. Lols. sorry. den aft e movie went to arcade playy. playy playy. den we go eat kway chapp...den go bck home...heeeheee. okkayys. mayb say mre tmrw. kayy BYE!!!!" SO WEIRD. larhhs, duno, ware, playy playy, heeeheee, okkayys. LOL. that was like, september last last year? i feel funny LOL. beside and i could use BSYD. omg, im gonna faint. Haha, so you see, i did change a lot yeah, from the okayys larhhs to okay lah. okay, it was only a change of like, 5letters? BUT COME ON, its a huge change for me. (and 'my feet were wet' just sounds so strange.) p.s. i just used the checking of spelling for blogger and my old posts had dangggg loads of red markings. T.T i like imagining stuffs, even if its just hallucinating yourself. because you just live in that particular fantasy for even that few little seconds (: makes you feel duper high cause everything is so perfect. (nah, im not going to start the contradicting nonsense that im just lying to myself and all that sounded stupid) We need some lies to cover the holes in our life sometimes. :D ***** MASS UPLOADING PHOTOS. i miss them like hellzxc. D:  CLAIREEEEEE. (dont want sec4s to leaveeee leh. D: )  the rocking peeeepo. (: ( i wanna go out againnn HAHA (: ) - - - - - SCIENCE CENTRE CIP BRIEFING  we were on teeeveee :D  yaye the two kai xin guooo! :D  my class chairperson! (:  shixin & grace!  heyhoooo look here prettaye!  zomg we gotta thank them like hell for those food. :D  the water crystals are danggg cool.  loooook, so many people! - - - - - MY PETER PAN BRUDDDER :D  we were so bored we took shots inside a furniture shop.  yooooohooo the camera is here leh ): ****** alrighttttt shall end off here. YAY I LOVE VESAK's DAY. this is a long post :D youre the best, no one can ever replace. (: KIMYEEE! Labels: hallucination Saturday, May 17, 2008
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abdomens and green tea,let me have a happy post to cover up the emo ones. :D i no like emo posts. so i gotta make it up to it. see no emo, hear no emo, talk no emo. ( grahs, random, but im typing with one hand and its hard ) let's talk about some erm, sensitive topics, like abdomens? And greentea? Now who thinks abdomen is merely a noun, start breathing. And who thinks green tea actually kills sperms, start blinking. Now i shall start pointing at you and start laughing. LOL no lah haha. Okay, firstly, if you see me saying about abdomens, ITS NOT JUST A NOUN. its a t-e-r-m. (credits to hsiaotien LOL ) ABDOMEN IS A SENSITIVE TERM TO TANKIMYEE ALRIGHTS. ): and i mean very, very sensitive. =/ Alright, enough about that. Now let's go on to green tea. HELLOHELLO who told you green tea kills sperms? (actually i thought that way last time too D: ) Well, now let's prove you wrong! BECAUSE< green tea actually helps to increase fertility? YEAH. start drinking greeeen tea! HAHA. BUT. bad news, PEPSI and COKE kills your sperms. i checked on the internet while fnding out about green tea and saw many people said that. o.O LOOL. i just crapped a pathetic post. aha. wednesday? D: KIMYEEE. /
the evil side of a human heart,At this point of time, i totally feel like shit. Sometimes i really wonder, which hurts the most, is it to say something & wishing i hadnt say it, or saying nothing yet wishing i had say something. Or maybe, its just the most important things that are probably the hardest things to say. I guess, what really matters is our own hearts. They decide, we follow. Like what lihui just told me yesterday, " There's a ruler in all of our hearts. When we measure ourselves, we tend to measure it shorter than how we measure others. Cause when we measure others, it tends to be very long. " That's when we fail to realise whats in front of us, and we take the wrong steps. And then, lies appear. Lies appear in front of us, behind us, above us, beneath us. Lies appear everywhere because suddenly, we dont know what we know, we dont know what people think, we dont know what they know, we dont know the truth, we dont want any trouble. But we dont know, that every time we tell a lie, our fears grow, & the hurt increases. I'm now a person who is looking back, and wondering about the 'if's, wondering about what could have been done. ( And its all too late. ) But thats not right, cause i shouldnt be like that. I saw these in an email.. " What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them? " What would i do by the time it comes? What would you do? Maybe some of them had already happened, well, most i guess. Our hearts, what are they really made of? The angel & the devil. And so its time to decide. And not to regret any more actions. tell me. KIMYEEEE. Labels: the evil heart Friday, May 16, 2008
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deep down in the darkest corners,if i could turn back time, if everything hadnt change, wouldnt it had been much better? But yet, there's nothing much i can do already, isnt it? I dont know why I've always done the wrong things, say the wrong stuffs, just everything. I should have just shut up my big mouth. Really. I know its all of no use since its already like that. & i always JUST have to regret. yknow, the feeling of regret really sucks big time. i hate it. & it just always have to happen like this. if i can, i wanna do everything to change this. But i dont know what's more. things hadnt gone so smoothly recently. probably just a few things really do perk me up. Nothing else i guess. I dont know what else i can do and everything. Why am i feeling this way? things just have to change yeah. & people do change. thts when everything starts to go wrong, and its just so hard to pull it back. tell me please, because i dont wanna regret another time. perhaps its the time to think back everything, 'cause all of us have changed. we cant blame anyone for that. did i just realise that too late? & do things really have to end up this way? What i gotta do to make all this reversible. I can do nothing. I have nothing more to say. unless i can still apologise. understand. KIMYEEE. Labels: darkness Thursday, May 15, 2008
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its hard to find back our old selves.14thMAY. Script 1.1 Script 1.2 ( failed attempt ): ) i tried it with kim super duper funny oh i am felicia by the way shyt. i think we're lame alright alright i know u are SUPER DUPER LAME hey please use your brains can we're walking perfectly fine heh sorrry i know this is soooo ZZZZZZZ i just farted with my mouth now everywhere stinks okay the last three sentences were actually by me, the kim shit. it was just some random thingy then we came up with and started playing along. its hilarious when you read it okahhh. (: ***** LOOL. so yeah, some random baichi stuffs during com lesson. HAHA. lame but cool yeah (: not much happened today. got back papers, screwed batik up again. LOL fer & cher rocked in them please. aft school ate lunch with fer, hui & hsiaotien, then accompanied them to the bus stop cause i had enough time to waste. then waited with grace, cher & kasey for their bus. T.T i had that much time to waste. went back to school and helped kimdar & simin with some stuffs, then chatted with feihon, yien & chengyu about the interview. Went to the tutorial rm 4 for th interview and helped arrange the tables and stuffs. zomg was dang scary >< waited a while with dong ying, another trumpet snr, jillian, rachel, feihon, yien & kimdar till it was my turn. think i screwed up some of the parts. T.T randomed around with kimdar after that. wanted to support the records challenge for the filming but had to go home, sorry siyuan! went home in a rather empty ninehundred & sixty. ***** she's not forgotten, i probably am. & thts when my whole world starts screwing up. KIMYEEEE! Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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let the dice start rolling,Don't know what's wrong with me but i went skin-searching and i got uberly sick of this skin. I get tired of things easily recently. Not only just for blogskins (which is like some shitty small thing). That's not really the point yeah. The thing is i used up 30minutes to try out xanga and i screwed the whole dang account up, big time. The skin went blank and the (wth?) script was running slow or smth and my internet lost its usual self. BUT XANGA'S SMILEYS I LIKE. cause my blogger's giving me freaking problems, like i have to type everything in the html mode, and yes, it has already been like this for the past few months (dont remind me of that D: ) And surprisingly, it only happens when i post on MY BLOG. Blogger just hates me so. =/ Okay i shall go try livejournal perhaps? Or maybe i'll stick to old old blogger ): I'm getting rather sick of listening to songs, like really, zomg how can a person be SICK of listening to songs? I DONT KNOW. I told you i dont know whats wrong with me. Fast songs make me feel so rushed up for time, and slow songs make me emo. IM WEIRD LAH UH ADMIT IT. T.T im slowly going crazy. (look at the crazy thermometer, it indicates 85% crazy) (....) its a broken post. HAHA. Okay im just laming around. Today's malay lesson and Langarts lesson was niceee (: Langarts was crazzzaayyyyee with felicia, shimin & hsiaotien HAHA. & then malay lesson was just plain slacking around and doing nothing. Apparently i slept for the first 30minutes? =/ Then i kept screaming and crying and saying saya sedih to the malay teacher until like, she got so fed up she had to gave me that lollipop. She is nice, but im just being too crazy. T.T Got a new piece for band practice today. Wasnt much but yeah i missed band practices (: Gim came back today! And gave me a spinning hug which made me very dizzy hahaha :D THEN I HAD THIS hardest time trying to get home today because because the stupid nine hundred and sixty-three almost drive me crazy luh canzxc! I hate it during CCA days when you carry enough stuffs thats making your shoulders uneven and the buses during peak hours are crowded enough and people, being such GRAHS just have to squeeze in the buses making life so horrible for me. Do you know squeezing wont help because there's gonna be just mass snatching of oxygen?! AND do you know that the bus actually has 59 seats and only a standing capacity of SIXTY NINE?! AND YOU COME SQUEEZING IN LIKE YOU WANNA BE PACKED AS A SARDINE TO THE NTUC. Hello, hello. I guess i will spend the rest of my life just plain condemning buses like that. shucks. >< tmrs thrs the CIP briefing at science centre, we're getting back two test papers,( i bet we are the only class that hasnt gotten a single paper back yet -.-) im so gonna flunk maths, and then thrs the eat healthy day or smth like that. whooo yeah. So many things gonna happen tmr. BUSSAYE. Okay i just finished my crap. goodbye. i hate the way it is, but thrs just nothing i can do. KIMYEEE! Monday, May 12, 2008
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seeing her was just a reminder of how hard it is to control fate. i never knew how hard it was to face reality. and i realise the best way to face it, was to learn to accept it. because ive accepted the way things have been, for you, and you. taadaa. i feel stupid just writing that again (look over at that upper paragraph) Ohyeah. T.T This week's going to be real busy for me. Okay, maybe not really busy. Uhh, but its just, staying back till late afternoon like 4 plus? That leaves lesser time to slack. ): & then next week is cross country already zomg. O.O Look here, im staring with big big eyes cause nooooo, i dont look forward to that. Oh, that reminds me about the new design or rather, colour & material of the new house tee. What am i supposed to say? -.- (maybe i'll just hope i'd never grown out of my current tee.) Next week we'll have monday(vesak) and wednesday off. its great knowing there's no school 'cause i no like post exam activities. Yeah, ACTIVITIES. More like, studying and more studying? T.T Sigh, days have been even more 'rushy' than during the exams you know. Like, tmr's the last third session of band practice before we go poof into the two weeks break. And then, term 3 arrives. ZOMG TIME PLEASE SLOW DOWN LAH D: Ohyeah did i mention mention?! I WATCHED WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS! its not something to be proud about but its just, i watched this show with my bruddeerr. i mean, its not something surprising but YEAH it is for me because because you dont know this peter pan manzxc. he actually offered to watch what happens in vegas! O.O thr goes these two big rings. yknow, he aint those comedy romance type yeah. But welllll its good cause i wanna watch and he watched with me and we had a great time (snatching popcorn). whoo i love him loads (: Dont feel like sleeping but if i dont maybe tmr i will just doze off in any of the lessons at any point of time ): I am having a serious BLAH feeling right now and it aint good cause i just realised its alr the sixth month. (if you'd get what im saying) AND GRAHS, ohpleaseeeeeeeee. ); Like any blog, lets move on to today! -.- Today's lessons were boring canzxc. I wanna just get back my papers and swallow them down my throat and let the digestive juices digest them. (: Lessons were slack lah, but just a different kind of slack. More of boring kind of slack. I dont know, its just worse. NOOO it doesnt mean i want holidays to come. Or maybe i want... Okay right, but lessons are going to be worse tmr I BET. (cause thrs malay). Hmmhmm. I just dont look forward to anything in may this time. But yknow, what can i do? So yeah must remain positive. THE PLUS SIGN :D ++++++ positive. Okay kimyee's going to hug her beloved bed right now. goodbye. there are things in life we can never ever control. KIMYEEEEE! Saturday, May 10, 2008
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不如坦然地面对它，笑一个 也能为一个人带来快乐。 okay i just got my mood back to post pictures YAY! :D these were taken on 8thMAY! mehhhhh~  hohoho we rock :D  took a picture with francis! :D  this is like wu3 pai3. like, when you push one book down the rest goes down as well. &its lihui's creation! :D LOL its a heart shapeee (:  hahaha this is cherie's idea. coooool yo.  heh i love this girl! (:  muackzxc! <3  yaye i love my sizzy six! :D  (: - - - today was like shopping spree yayyyyy! (didnt buy much so it isnt really a spreee ): ) its been sooo longgg since ive gone shopping. *sniffs* although my shoe tortured my toes like crazy -.- but still it was nice because the 3 generations were present! My grandmother, my mother AND ME! hoho. p.s. tommorrow is MOTHER's DAY! whoohooo (:  Me & my mum in a department store slackingggg. LOL. (:  a closer look. :D - - - - oh yeah i have to watch "what happens in vegas", "speedracer" please! i heard its nice manzxc! Okay i shall go kah1 jiao1 my brother now and force him to go watch with me tmr HAHAHAHA. *grins* i caught this on the bus today. "A walk a day keeps fats away" so not true. i walk every single day and i dont see my fats running away lahhhh! ): &then you have, "An apple a day keeps the doctor away" Who knows if this is also true man! I dont eat apples everyday but doctors also never come to me. PLUS, "A smile a day keeps emoness away" Uhhh, this is true! But not really right, since even if you smile this minute, the next hour you may be just emo-ing like nobody's business. I just contradicted myself like crazy hohoho. Alright i shall go byebye now cause i have to catch a 9pm show on teeeeveeee. :D Love like crazy cause every minute of your life you are falling in love with love. (: KIMYEEEEE! Friday, May 09, 2008
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& it made me think twiceI had a million reasons why i didnt wanna let go. But now, I've got one less. Because you just gave me one more reason why I should. I'll get over this, I know. Sometimes there are just too many things to worry about, and I don't wanna worry anymore this time. About this, that is. Because it doesn't really matter whether I get all kuku about this thing, it won't matter. So why bother? Smile kimyee, smile (:  Yeah, im not emo. I know emo isn't good. And its unhealthy gah! Have to get back to my crappy blog mood. *shifts mood* ... Okay nevermind i cant shift it back. ): ZOMG i must not be emoooooo. argh, not this timee ): Shucks im really a S lahhh. According to the D.I.S.C we learnt during the workshop. i wanna stop thinking so much, stop worrying so much & overcome my fears(of chilli). (: Yeah. Okay aint that convincing but yeahhhhh.  i must be fearless. STRONG & MACHO LIKE PATRICK. be dumb but contented with life. (: lets pray hard i develop muscles like those & be fearless. Fear. KIMYEEEEE! Thursday, May 08, 2008
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vulgarities show strong emotions.halo. welcumz 2 mi blog. i not f3ling so gd tdy bt u noe. i m lyk tryin so hard to sound er. i duno la. bt ya. if i cntinue 2 post lyk dis i wil mayb jus die cuz i cnt rly stand it. bt o well. ppl try twit. i try dis. so cool yo. that was really...weird. hi-llo. i am feeling terrbily @*(&*@(&_@)(#@*! (noticed '(&_@)' looks like a face) and im not liking the feeling. (its like when you add tomato with potatoes with chilli with onions and ginger and cheese - yuck.) yeah, im supposed to feel good! like you would most probably expect me to be singing "i feel good, nanananana!" and "wouldnt it be nice if the world was cadbury". BUT NO. *shakes hand like the slapping machine* NOOOOO. im not going to selfdelude that the world was cadbury or that i feel good nana. (oh anyway type 'silent library' in youtube. its kinda interesting - thats where i got slapping machine, wait.. im digressing) im supposed to vent all my emotions out here. but no, i decided not because im going to spoil everyone's mood BECAUSE MIDYEARS IS OVA. No, midyears is not ova. it is over, yes people. Just one more day though, for the sec3s & 4s and taa-daa they get to slack too. (notice im not prettaye excited LOL) Alright im supposed to scream and hop like kangaroos but notice my stern face. *gives a stern face* IM, NOT, HAPPY. (BOOOOOOOO!!!!! thumbs-down and throws rotten eggs.) HAH. HAHA. okay actually im quite glad. like what grace & hsiaotien & shimin said, you get to watch all the tv you want, you get to be online for as long as you want, you get to rot at home and lastly you can even have the time all you want to count your hair. yes, even your baby hair, if you can see them that is. its a nice feeling to be able to slack once again...sobs and wipe my tears. And you dont need to sai1 information into your brains again (: the more i type the more i feel like venting out everything. GAHH. YES. thats it. the SEVEN.. wait, the FIVE.. no, err the FOUR things that totally mixed my emotions up today. Okay im sorry i just had to vent them out and tell the whole world about it but yeah. I JUST WANT A PLACE TO SAY IT! Or the stones in my heart are just gonna fall on me. But heyyyy, there's happy and nice stuffs tooo okay! 1. I LOVE MY SIX BAOBEIS! ( :D ) Ohyeah, HAPPY FOURTEEN SHIXIN! HAPPY FIFTEEN SHUYINN! yaye the double 's' birthday! :D :D :D Okay lets get back to the topic. Ehhhh i forgot what i wanna say. ): ohyeah the great day i had today! :D Went to JE with the Aha, then we saw EUGENE, CHENGYU(haha his outfit is cute), HUANG, JOSH, BEN(pink), FEIHON, JUSTIN. Yeahhh they were gonna watch IRON MAN plus they took neos too! Haha i believe their skills are not too bad too. :D Then we saw some other jellybeans like shixin, angela, jocelyn they all, yes and many other RVians. Took two rounds of it & went back to LJS for lunch. :D Felicia had to go first so me & grace sent her off. Were talking about the Jap times we had last time. Yeah, those were the 'sweet' times (: it has a double meaning haha. :D So there the rest of us went to JRL to slack yo. We had fun with books. Yeah, great time people. Although there were eyes looking at us and saying we're 'gila'. T.T But hey, its funnnnn. Stacked up books (cherie's idea), lined up books and topple them over in shapes (lihui's idea) was gila lah! But nicee :D LOL. gila - crazyyy. -.- Slacked a bit before going, took 176(hey my block number! (: ) and then went off to bpp where we decided to slack further. Slacked, talked, crapped. :D (saw yilin & lois too!) HAHA we got crazy over 'pepsi coala 123' for a moment. LOL, loads of funnn. Left at 5:15 for home where im slacking here right now. (: Been long since ive posted about a day for so long. YAYE 'im lovin' it.' :D boooooo but im too lazy to upload pics or videos :O one day im just really going to burst out & cry like a baby. KIMYEEEE! Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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 HAHAHA they are like the coolest dudes yo. :D Told you I made dinner plans For you and me and no one else That don't include your crazy friends Well I'm done With awkward situation's empty conversations Oh This is an S.O.S. Don't wanna second guess, This is the bottom line It's true I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two And I can't find the other half It's like I'm walking on broken glass, better believe I bled It's a call I'll never get So this is where the story ends A conversation on IM Well I'm done with texting, Sorry for the miscommunication Oh This is an S.O.S. Don't wanna second guess, This is the bottom line It's true I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two And I can't find the other half It's like I'm walking on broken glass, better believe I bled It's a call I'll never get Next time I see you I'm giving you a high five 'cause hugs are over rated, just FYI Oh This is an S.O.S. Don't wanna second guess, This is the bottom line It's true I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two (yeah) Oh This is an S.O.S. Don't wanna second guess, This is the bottom line It's true I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two And I can't find the other half It's like I'm walking on broken glass, better believe I bled It's a call I'll never get call I'll never get call I'll never get -- HAHAHAHA. I am such a failure, its already near to the exams & many have succeeded on going on hiatus. OHWELL not me :D Okay but nevermind, the thing is, EXAMS ARE NEARLY OVER (hear thousands of applause) AWWWW MAN. (seriously) hahaha im so weird. but yeah.. just take a look at our friday schedule. ITS GRAHS! a word starting with 'b'. Ah its not as if complaining here would change anything though. ); GAHH I cant stand the scratch on my phone already. I've dropped it 12324324343times. >< I must say i really dislike chocolates with nuts in them (yeah, even if its macadamia nuts). CHOCOLATES SHOULD BE JUST PURE CHOCOLATE RIGHT?! if have nuts then when you bite the chocolate bar the nuts get stuck in your teeth and the next moment your focus will be shifted to digging the nuts out of your teeth (yuck i know D:) instead of the taste of the nice chocolate! ): Unless the nuts are prettty small. THATS WHY DONT BUY M&M WITH NUTS. wanna buy M&M, get those that are milk ones. (: (im just being random but its true canzxc!) So this means when you eat nuts, just eat them. (Chocolates spoil the real taste of nuts and nuts spoil the real taste of chocolates so never eat them together!) Thats my concluding sentence (: whooooo I AM A RETARD. tarded. :D psssssssss. i should be doing maths revision 4 right now. i is shall will can be cupping. T.T ♥ if you love someone, say it, cause 爱就要敢敢说! (: KIMYEE! /
&i found out how much i meant,fast post & *poof* im gone. :D yeah had a fast change of skin (: darkdegree is a guy from hwachong AND he plays the clarinet ZOMG. hes like pro in making skinnnns! :D though i know there's somthing wrong with this skin. like, if you do see the blogger bar at the disclaimer. ah well. okay *poooooof* i gotta go now! have to study geog. MANZXC. grah why do i feel so empty when its time for geog?! dangggg it. >< it finally rained just now! wasnt a big rain though but HOORAY! I love the rain hoho. (; rain rain, please come again. /edit. freak, someone just piak me in the face please T.T GRAHS i gave up making notes for geog cause i wasted two pieces of paper writing and then i got no mood and just crushed the paper. Yeah, it ended up in the dustbin in my kitchen. *stares* PIAK ME LAH c'mon tmr is geog, you have to buck up! (cos apparently i suck in geog) okay seriously after this im going to shut my com up (after piak-ing myself that is) and then study geog. yeah, CUP HARD YEAH. (if i still dont get into the mood to study geog im going to make a voodoo doll called kimyee and start pricking uhh.. everywhere. INCLUDING MY BRAIN.) Yeah, i changed my song by the way. :D i love chris brown & jordin sparks duet. (no air) ZOMGGGG its danggg nice wheeeee. okay im crap. this post is crap. byebye crap. Monday, May 05, 2008
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so when you turn this world around,random times you feel weird you start to think whats really worth it in life, &then you question yourself several times about the things you need to hold onto, &the things you have to let go. Perhaps its really true that obstacles in life are tests to determine whether what you are fighting for is really worth it. &to learn to accept things the way they are cause you just dont have an affinity with them, you just gotta let go. even if people dont see you, one day when they turn around, they will. smile each moment you are waiting, cause every second you smile is a second worth it. so when joy fills the balloon you are holding, it leaks out fast and gets smaller each moment. but when its filled with hatred&anger, it holds on there and it just increases in size every time. (: let go of the balloon, let if fly freely. its probably the best thing. And sometimes we just have to constantly remind ourselves to appreciate whats around us. 'Cause every simple pleasure is real happiness. Get a new pair of shades and you get to see the wonderful colours life bring. love it or live it. /edit i just realise all of JONAS BROTHER's songs are niceeeee! I like inseparable & S.O.S by them :D omggggg im falling in love with them hehe. alright im going kuku. like seriously! not because of bio because i like bio. :D nah, not because i like the last topic HAHA. now i'll never forget whats AIDS and HIVS hoho. (i also dont know why.) nowadays the weather is killinggggg my mood to study. dangggg, hey mr sun! whats up with you? why are you getting so hot? GRAH. i was sweating like im raining during history paper. The fan is like miles away from me although i turned all the fans in the class to the highest speed HOHO. i like exam days cause i get to go home early! (i sound so toot) :D hahaha then i can slack and take many many many power naps! although i prefer to slack right now. 3 more days to the end of exams! D: i want more exam days! i mean it, really. *gives a serious look* (except that i dont want the exams to be graded..although they wont be called exams anymore but.. yeah. :D) ohyeah im totally envious of people who has high metabolism rate. that means they get to eat & eat & eat without getting fat! arghhhhhh. >< then they can eat doughnuts cheese kfc macdonalds longjohn sushi err err still got what.. *drools* icecream mcflurry manymany fried old changkee sweet talk.. without any gain of weight ZOMG. *sigh* lahhhh D: alright i shall go sai1 more bio stuff into my teeeeneeeyyyy brain while you guys think this post is so boring! :D well, thats too bad because err, at least you wasted some time reading this dang boring post and you spent some time thinking its boring so at least you worked your brain a little! :D yah im longwinded. Well it doesnt mean you are shortrained. o.O HEH. alright goodbye people solongggggg. GOODLUCK FOR TMR's BIO or CHEM or PHYSICS or.. any exams going on! :D Sunday, May 04, 2008
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as long as you're happy. OIL STRIKE! GAHHHH nowadays rice and oil are running out! We cannot waste anymore oil and rice! If not one day our earth may be just full of riots and demonstrations, wanting rice and oil. so, people! START SAVING OIL&RICE TODAY! :D _ whoooo i love huang's blog songs! All so nice heh. His current one by PAUL TWOHILL - HERE I AM is niceeee :D i havent been really supporting him but i cant deny that his song is really nice manzxc! (; LEONA LEWIS's BETTER IN TIME rocks my socks too! :D it will all get better in time hahaha im stuck at his blog playing that song ova and ova again! OVAAAAA. LOL. T.T dont worry, biology hasnt made me go kuku yet :D HAHA im pretty amused by Alvin's pm once. it was like "its amazing how biology can help people when it actually kills your brain cells." quite true eh? (; _ &yeah, i guess bilibala is correct. "Not everyone can make it big, just know that you've tried your best." (: perhaps its really the best way to put it across. To convince myself "hey you aint that bad". &what hsiaotien said. "dreams are called dreams because they just havent come true. when they do, they are called reality" (: hahah so dreams do come true, just not yet. well thats quite true! Lol. :D sometimes i really wonder, are WE the ones who are changing? Or is it just you? Or maybe, its me who is changing all along. Because things aint coming out right. Its not the olden days anymore, its the year of 2oo8. I figured out, its the world thats changing. _ AHAHAHA im so contradicting manzxc! BUT YEAH, thanks to these two sentences i feel less emo WHOOWHEEEE. :D hehe thankyou hsiaotien & bilibala ( : alright, let the lameness ball start rollllinnnggg. YAYE STRIKE! WHOOOO~~~ :P _ THE LIBRARY! :D one day, there was a little cute sexaye baby by the name of HAHA.  He was so sexaye (due to that strand of cute hair on his bald head) he attracted this little horny doggy by the name of MAD MAN. (don’t ask me why his name is MAD MAN)  So there, he started jio-ing HAHA. (like, whenever he saw HAHA he would go HAHAHAHA and HAHA will be very touched as he felt appreciated.) _ haha had two conditions in order for MAD MAN to win his heart (don’t ask me whether they are gays or smth-im not very sure of their sex as well.) The first condition, was that MAD MAN had to find ways to make HAHA fall in love with his horniness. The second condition, was that MAD MAN had to prove that he was really in love with HAHA and not just his hair. Hmmmm. MAD MAN was in a huge dilemma. (?) He did not know how to meet haha’s conditions. (awww man) _ So he set off to the library first, and went to search for books that were related to “CURING HORNINESS” He found a series of “ME AND MY ___ - little critter’s” books! (YAYE I love reading them when I was young, hi5 cherie & grace! :D )  And so, he began flipping the pages and he got so addicted to them. One of the series was ME AND MY OINKOINK!,  and ME AND MY BAABAA and even,  ME AND MY GRRGRR!  The book described all those great nights little critter spent with OINK, BAA and GRR. AND SO HE REALISE! The best way for HAHA to fall in love with his horniness was to put a horn on his head! (this is so lame and random) _ He decided to start to work on the second condition. He had to prove he not only in love with HAHA’s hair. Off he went, to a shop called “BUT THEN”  The shop was filled with other horny dogs like him!  And everyone of them looked really horny (cause their tongues were sticking out). He went over to one of them and asked “hi, do you know how I can actually prove to my loved one I love him?” The horny dog looked at him and started biting his nose off. HE WENT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. And then he got so angry he went GRRRRRR at the horny dog. The horny dog started doing weird noises like OINKOINKOINK &everyone started aiming at him, doing weird noises, biting him off. He got so frightened and dashed off as quickly as possible, and off he flew up to the moon! _ He found out HAHA was actually chang-e (the beautiful moon princess or whatever you call her) and they gave birth to many other MAD HAHAHS that were actually COWS! That’s why, sometimes you see cows flying over the moooooon.  AND THE COWS GIVE OFF FREE MILK! (except they were fertilised into clear water before landing on earth) :D:D:D:D This story has been randomised, lamised, and awfully retardednised by tankimyee :D _ KIMYEEEEEE! emoness, Labels: oh so lame story Saturday, May 03, 2008
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its never enough, never good enough.heh sorry braadddeerrrr. i couldnt keep my promise to wake up early to go jogging with you AHA. he almost wanted to kick me out of bed =X IT WAS 6AM C'MONNNNN. i wanna sleeeeep (; yah i know you may think we're are crazy people to wake up so early to run. but we are actually healthy people LOL. :D ohyeah, next time you see my brother, call him PETERPAN and he will get so dang pissed off HAHAHAHA! :D whooops. (; okay hes going to strangle me already :S _ wasnt really a good time today, well, so far that is. makes me feel just dang useless and everything once again. im progressing too slowly, &thrs nothing im good in, freakingly good in. just makes me feel like a gundu living aimlessly on the earth, and my aim is just to snatch oxygen from y'all. like, srsly, how useless can i get? im sorry jacob, its been already 2years. - ohyeah. sebby asked me to promote. COME TO THIS YUHUA CONCERT BAND CONCERT ON THE 29TH JUNE AT VICTORIA CONCERT HALL YO. RiverValleyBand is the guest band :D PLEASE COME YO. its $12 per ticket. please do come, i'll give you a big hug if you promise to come (: okay, if you dont want a hug i'll give you a chocolate! :D anyway, please come! D: _ today gotta mug history & science yeah. all stuffs to sai1 into your brain. & ive thought of another lame joke. GET A1 rou4 gu3 cha2 for your EXAMS so you can get A1 for all subjs. :D nah, its not a joke. 'cause apparently im not laughing. my mood aint good & im just trying my best to make this post sound good. dang it. >< dont try to ask me whats wrong cause most probably im just gonna tell you im the one who is wrong in all sense of way. yknow, people just tell you to treasure whatever you have right now, so that you wouldnt regret losing them in future. &i think im really grateful to all whos been thr for me whenever i need them. and yeah, thanks a lot to my dearest ever wonderful sweet six-teens. (: Felicia (my girl) lihui (my dearest hui) grace (emo partner LOL) cherie (great listener) hsiaotien (twinnieee) shimin (my happy one) and some other peeps like kimberly(kimdarrr) & the 2JELLYBEANS(: & perhaps other seniors who have been very nice to me :D i sound like ive just received a prize and saying my speech but no. just have the sudden feeling of thanking all my precious gems, really (: GAH & yeah, if i do have a speech i would never forget to thank my family (; for bearing my attitude for all this while. perhaps one of the things i hadnt regret coming into RV would be meeting each and one of you all out thr. heehee. :D well done kimyee, now goodbye world im jumping off the building. ... HAHA no lah, im not going to commit suicide or anything. yeah i know i sound damn longwinded. GAHH. _ i love people who help you hold the lift so that you wouldnt need to spend more time waiting for the lift (; KIMYEEEEE! noobness Thursday, May 01, 2008
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LOVE IS"not about finding the right and the perfect person, but to accept an imperfect person perfectly as who he/she is." aha. so true yeah. (; im suddenly interested in hats and caps. things that help to cover up your head and hair and blocks them out from the sun. tall hats short caps weird hats(?) pink caps billabong caps straw hats rainbow caps magician's hats rabbit ears hat cool caps prettaye hats tourist's hats grafitti caps hats and caps are just like shoesssss you'd never get tired of them somehow. (: but of course, women dont like hats. T.T they love shoes more. i wonder why yeah. i shall be the first ever person who collects hats! HAHAHA (im just joking). went to genting once and went into the RIPLEY's BELIEVE IT OR NOT! thingy. MANZXC its dang cool cause there's this dont-know-whats-his-name guy who actually collect ties and there was the whole collection there and it filled up like i dont know, probably 10big walls? its uber cool yo. He has like, probably all the ties my dad has and thr is only one tie every kind. D; if not i would not hesitate to steal one for my dad. (; Heh heh, maybe i could have a goal in life. To collect something and be the next famous person AHA. yoohoo yeah i am being random right now. "I'm lovin' it" its kinda a rather good slogan right. 'cause i bet loads of people uses it. KFC one is not bad also lah, "finger lickin' good" but i never ever used it before. its just.. weird to suddenly say. HEY I REALISE KFC CHICKIE IS FINGER, LICKIN GOOD! *uses a professional tone* :D But sometimes you would just use "Im lovin' it" anywhere else. Esp when you get oh so random HAHAHA! :D whooobaba. HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVERYONE ELSE! :D its the FIRST OF MAYYYYYYYY :D KIMYEEEEEE! smilee |