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Thursday, April 17, 2008 / a matter of trust&respect. stuffs happening around lately just started me thinking a lot, esp this morning. wasnt sort of a reflection time, but when i ran with kimdar today, my nerves just triggered and i started thinking about a lot. A lot about band, my studies, friends and you. Nah, i guess it didnt sort of occur to anyone i was thinking. But that isnt the main thing. I'm stuck here, thinking of whats the next thing i should type cause ive just got so much up on my head. Am i supposed to get emo? go about on life again, or get all upset cause of you? Emo because im afraid and unprepared for band, go on all about life and complaining about how im going kuku, and upset because im still waiting like a freaking fool? Its like, something screaming inside just wanting to get out. Ohgosh, nonono, im not having any sort of a nutcase. T.T Guess im going to make a decision, make my own decisions. About everything right now, yes, even you. GAHH?! Im getting confusing right? Okay, i shall stop. EEEEyur. i so dont look forward to everyday now liao larh. -.- like, tmr there's our napfa 5 stations yeah? and a mini chinese comprehension test. hm, then there's this bio mock test next week? & then midyears coming real soon. I bet holidays wouldnt really be holidays anyway.. So, i guess i should spend time more wisely yeah! Hoho, provided i get the motivation to do so.. T.T Or i'll just be off to my own LALA land.. Sighhhhhhhhh. *psycho myself to be more positive* UHMMM....UHMMM... actually i wanted to make a statement that "i may not be posting for a long time due to midyears" And ohwell, i think i wont be able to do it anyway.. LOLS. :D *KIMyee(: 7:32pm 17o4o8 7:13 PM