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| Wednesday, April 30, 2008
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many times when you cant decideim currently watching this veryvery old drama series. i remember the first time i watched it was during p6! And no, it isnt some sort of a repeat kind of show. Its STILL screening, with the episodes still running. i think its like, 300+ episodes already? Oh by the way, its a hokkien kind of show (: now the teenagers ive seen in p6 are already parents with kids as old as 20+ already lah! o.o yah i shouldnt be really watching drama series right now.. tsk, i feel a bit guilty already. T.T nevermind! i shall cup right after this post. YEAH i totally mean it. *gives a serious look* :D hiphipHOORAH! hiphipHOORAH! yayeeee today marks the end of the last school day before midyears. HOORAH HOORAH! :D today was actually quite nice, just that the hot weather is just unbearable. P.E. was captain's ball! (; LOL i totally embarrassed myself cause me and alfino knocked into each other and alfino being the tall guy, my head hit his jaw and i fell right flat on my butt. He must be very tall, cause surprisingly my head could actually hit his jaw. ARGHHHH. &i kept giving the ball to pris. apologies to my group for being such a total idiot! *GRAHS* Lol. The start of Chinese was dang cute. 'Cause the guys were "NYAH"-ing and then ms tay walked in, hearing them did that. So she told them to sing and huang went "NIPPLENIPPLE~" and all of the other guys went "NYAHHHHHH~~~~" Matthew was the pro-est lah! LOL. Thats '2J chorale' like one of them said hahahaha. Even some of us are learning the pro way of NYAH-ing. LOL! (; Break felt empty lah! No sec4s or any other seniors. Since our break was at the later time slot, the canteen was practically kinda empty. Aww manzxzc. The third floor is very empty also, hahah only got four classes :D whooooooo. COMPUTER lesson was the slackiestttttt. Ah well..real good work of flash is kinda hard to complete.. T.T &then me and felicia burst out laughing after my sentence of the day! "soft&comfortable" (: HEHEHE. Okay, rather lame though. O.o Yoga was next, it seemed rather messy though. But it was kinda crazy and stuffs like that. Could compare the time the HEs and the PSLs were in the dance room to just now, seemed very very different but well, both had their own bits of fun. Heh, & that was when i realised whoo, sec1s are rather yellowwww uh. Right, now it seems like exams dont really matter. NOLAH of course! (: it just gives me a bit of pleasure typing and typing and typing. YAYE i love typing! :D :D :D Although i dont type fast. BOOOOOO. i tried the typing test once, like, how fast you can type in a minute and the results were like pathetic so i didnt bother to say. AND YEAH, i do type rather slowwwww, but well, i still love typing. & i just realise i only use three fingers to type actually... the index finger on my left, and the index AND middle finger on my right! Wheeeeeeeeeee. Those fingers are soon going to develop muscles HAHAHAHA. *grins* AS A CONCLUDING STATEMENT, I LOVE AUTUMN LOADS!  someone fly me to some country with autumn and i wanna jump onto piles of dried leaves all over. (: (lets just pretend that the dirty dust particles and the ants and worms dont exist on the leaves first) Its like, you know, theres a swing, and people pushes you on the swing, then when you reach the highest point you leave your seat and WHEEEEEEEEE~ you go landing on the pile of leaves :D aww manxzc i want AUTUMN! ); its an amazing season yo. ohyeah, 2days to midyears. gotta cup even more already! GOODLUCK PEOPLE AND JIAYOUUUUUUU! :D KIMYEEEEE! nonchalance; Tuesday, April 29, 2008
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having so much to saysitting down and thinking, thoughts streaming in, what hurts the most, is what ive failed & tried to do. what i gotta do to reassure myself that everything will turn out fine. *SCREAMS OUT LOUD* thats probably something i feel like doing now. really. ); im not feeling too good. i feel wornout. come on, buck up & stop thinking so much lah. *sigh* Midyears is in 2days. &tmr thrs yoga. RELEASEEEEEEEE yogists. (; aha. i shall just meditate right now and start cupping now already. yeah, i still do cup. KIMYEEE! thoughts; Monday, April 28, 2008
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me off all these, i just wanna focus. &yet again. /edit i totally envy the sec threes and fours seniors. they have two days off for selfstudy.. although i think going to school is not too bad. ohwell at least thursday is labour day. (: im eating loads of sour plums, stuffing them into my mouth. plus i just burnt my dang tongue. &tmr thrs NSW science. No linkage between the three random stuffs i mentioned but yeah, im feeling sour like the plums. thats why im desperately stuffing them whole lot into my mouth and my face just goes "arrrrgggghhh" i'll squint my eyes and my face goes a bit squashed. i still love sour plums :D &no, im not pregnant. T.T stayed back until like 5pm for geog then hist classes. gotta go for them since midyears are just around the corner. &since i dont have a brain like jimmy neutron. come on, he rocks please although his brain seems too huge for him. i wonder if albert einstein had a brain like his. *envious* i bet my IQ is low like 5m below the sea level T.T took a powernap at 8, for like, 10minutes. woke up feeling even worse. powernap cheats! D: so i kind of like, revised a bit for LA? and history maybe. OKAY maybe they werent really studying. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH shucks i feel useless. >< AND LIKE CRAP WHY AM I POSTING THIS WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING? aha, thats just me, i lost the sudden mood to study. &my tongue hurts. *ouch* i need some ice. *KIMyee(: 9:45pm 28o4o8 Sunday, April 27, 2008
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its like a picture with a broken framelifes been so borayyyyeeee. 'cause its just all lettas and lettas and numbas. and then, librarie and scoooool. but i do have frans. frans who are coool and gets me back into studaye moood. okay whatever, those were just boring terms for boring, letters, numbers, library and school. ohyeah, and friends and study. GRAH *tears of hair* *SCREAMS* why did i just did that T.T im bald enough. *slaps* stop being so hella lame please. Right, im imagining this huge beach in front and i run from one side, and patrick star runs from the other we meet in the middle and he gave me a huge hug. &then he got butt cramp. I didnt attempt to help him massage so i left him alone. WHEEWHOOOWHAAAA. its pure imaginationnnnn :D Okay, ..T.T I just realised light violet is niceeeeee heh heh. PURPLE JUST ROCKS! (; I know ive said that many times already. Hoho, im falling inlove/fell in love with marigold products. (: i only like the soya bean milk NOSUGAHH! from marigold one. I SAY NOOO to other kinds. hahaha. AND MARIGOLD HL MILK ROCK! as well as its YOGHURT DRINKS! ohman next time i go work in marigold already (: i shall be the next marigold manager. :D and change it to marysilver. HAHAHAHA. (: yah, i know im high right now. at least i'd have something to blog about.. -.- HOOOOOOOOOOO. my baby tooth is dropping. ARGH so whenever i bite into some hard stuffs i go ARRRRRRRRRHHH?! *freaks out* i keep using my tongue to push it, hoping it hops out during my sleep someday :D i would never wanna use the DOOR way of taking out my tooth. like, attaching strings at both sides and BAM the door then your tooth flies. WHHHHEEEEE. NAH. no way! so scary uhhhhhhhhh! O.o "KIMYEE is beyond godlike! Somebody kill her!" AHAHAHA alfino just taught me to say this, SOUND SO COOL RIGHT?! its adopted from dota. heh, sound so pro. BUT YEAH LAH, IM NOT PRO. T.T heh :D i just realise people have been calling me kimlee, or kimly? Or probably ghimyee? since its somewhat similiar to my brother's ghim. BUT HEY, my name is KIMYEE. not anything else. KIM, YEEEEEEEEEEE. aha. :D yeeeeeeeeha! i finished with this post. :D BYEBYE! JIAYOU TO ALL FOR MIDYEARS! MUGGG! while i CUP! :D *KIMyee(: 8:30pm 27o4o8 /
what seems to matter, dont anymore.TAG PEOPLE, TAG! My blog is so dead. T.T Ah im bored again. Although i so dont have the mood to post. But i have nothing else to do! Except to study that is.. And thats particularly the case why i came to post, i just cant seem to focus on my work. T.T SHIT LAH. MUST MUG, STUDY, OKAY?! oh anyway, HAPPYBIRTHDAY ALFINO! hahaha i remember the first day of sec1 de alfino and now de alfino! :D YAY you, 14years old already! (: hope you succeed in whatever you do and smile always! :D Okay, i have nothing to post already. T.T OHMAN. GRAHS, i need to concentrate *bury into books* why am i so foolish, so stupid, so obstinate? let me just forget and go to standby. & then concentrate on the studies. i shouldnt wait, its stupid. /edit. HEYHEYHEY i have the mood to post AND study nowwww! HAHAHAH. IM SO RANDOM! cause i just ate PRAWN NOOOOODEL. heh heh. im feeling dang weird, or dang *&T#^T^#T@*#*@) whatever you would call it. ITS A BAD FEELING DANG. but still, must stop feeling like that. its a question ive been asking loads of peepo. & yah, i know myself, i shouldnt think that way lahhhh cause im being so dang bad. okay you probably wont get what im talking about. WHOOOWHEEEYAH. i shall study HISTORY! MATH! CHINESE! today. my grandma is back! :D i love her loads (: noooodell pawns! :D WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAYY. (: but im still waiting..); *KIMyee(: 1o:36am 27o4o8 Saturday, April 26, 2008
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moments to savour.If you'd notice me, if i had been significant, if i could balance up, if i wouldnt worry that much. The "if"s in life, they never end. But what makes one worry or sad would still be these 'if's, because we tend to make mistakes which we regret, & the things we hope for dont go our way. but whats the use of grabbing on to those 'if's, since things done cant be undone, words said cant be unsaid? "You can't be who you are today, without being who you were in the past." Perhaps thats what we gotta learn from life, to keep moving on & take things in stride. But, its just so hard isnt it? & i would say im pretty much useless, i just need to get things right. that caused me to be insignificant, cause im not proving myself to be strong in any way. "things will get better, stay strong, continue to move on" I guess im only praying each day, hoping things do get better, i will stay strong, and i wont be afraid to move on. "Love is to find someone who loves you for everything, and tells you straight in the eye that he/she thinks you are perfect, when everyone in the world tells you you are not." (: give it a best shot, strive for the best, do it to the extent. These 3 phrases are going to be important for me for the next 33days. IF i dont make it, well, i dont know what will happen. HAPPYBIRTHDAY FARAH! you rock big time lahhh! (: thanks for being such a great direct senior. ILOVEYOULOADS! <3 haha. stay happy always and may all your dreams come trueeeee~! :D *KIMyee(: 8:48am 26o4o8 Thursday, April 24, 2008
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run away & dont turn backwont be posting much already, have to mugmugmugmug AND MUG! HAH. T.T yeah, i will be attempting not to post for like, around 2weeks. O.O you might doubt me though...ohwell. this few weeks are just like to balance on a see-saw, whereby you must keep up mentally and physically. There are many things to do, and with so little time you still have to keep and maintain a happy and healthy living. ohmygosh i sound noobish. T.T i just hope everything will go well during this period and after that. stop sucking my soul away; this vacumn cleaner of life. sometimes i just wish i wouldnt worry so much lah, like, its just absorbing & wasting more of my brainjuice. >< So i became blob-bish today! Like, green and blueeeee blobs on my pinafore. Hope i wont get screamed at for being such a clumsy elephant. BATIK PAINTING is nice... and all thanks to felicia for helping me finish it. cause i practically batik painted my pinafore. T.T jiekai and cc one was nice lorh! :D eeeyur, couldnt upload the video felicia took with patrickstar. T.T gahh, but it was funny and cute. HAHAHA. XD -.- and i dont know why my brother is whistling and mumbling to himself... aah thats not the main point, *dont get distracted* Okay, so i gotta mug science again today, get my brainjuices working and *HAIIII YAH!* kills the notes one by one HOHOHO. someday you will realise & understand. only once in a lifetime, no second chance. *KIMyee(: 7:27pm 24o4o8 Wednesday, April 23, 2008
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEIHON!LOL its your birthday, your birthday! haha. sorry that the chocolate aint something much, but hope you liked them! XD Best luck in everything alright! (: Tuesday, April 22, 2008
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strive for the best, useless me.There's like a longlong list of winners today.. Number top 1st prize - My voice totally went kuku today manzxzc. Cause of the flu and cough.. Or rather it became, SEXXAYE! HAHAHA. LOLS no lah, of course not, it sounded more kuku-ish T.T Number top 2nd prize - My instru got confiscated for leaving it unattended. SORRY KLARINUTZ for needing to do punishment with me ! D: And esp for chua & daphine! and sebastian, SORRY! Number top 3rd prize - 37more days only and im still like a piece of shit lah so useless. Although shit is a good fertiliser but im not that kind of shit that is useful to the soils. Number top 4th prize - I MISS GIM&WEEENHWEE&CLAIRE. D: i love gim's hugs, always give me a very comfortable feeling heehee. dont suspect, im not a les O.o And i miss wenhui & claire lah! D: Number top 5th prize - I became the ultimate TFRBP! T.T Okay, this brings about another long story.. but that isnt really the point.. LOLS. Wonder what it stands for? continue guessing LOL. Number top 6th prize - My brain is shrinking without breakfast. ms tay said our brains shrink without breakfast. No wonder whenever i knock my head it feels kinda empty. Number top 7th prize - I dont know how to move on. I dont know whats things are going to turn out to be and how i am going to survive this midyears and the 37days, still counting on until probably i go for some intensive training of one to one..this part's rather complicated so if you'd get what i mean you deserve rounds of applause (: Number top 8th prize - MALAY TESTS own. HAHAHA so today's malay test was practically cool, cause i think the guys made i rather entertaining hoho. And well, test wasnt really a test afterall..HEH. Nah, im not going to name out the top 20prizes. Top 8 is enough to kill the happy viruses jumping about in the air. Congrats winners, some of you did made tankimyee's life more interesting, but some of you, DONT BE TOO HAPPY THAT YOU WON! T.T admit it, im becoming lamer and lamer each day. *KIMyee(: 8:56pm 22o4o8 Saturday, April 19, 2008
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 hopefully it would turn out sweet like the choco fountain. i think chocolate fountains are nice. Especially when you get to dip them into strawberries and MARSHMELLOWS and like, all those wonderful lovely stuffs. YIPPEES! My parents are out, im sick, my brother's is zihigh-ing. Im like a zombie turning on screaming songs and doing homework. GRAH. My parents are off searching and hunting down for houses. o.O Nah, im not moving house. Or maybe i am.. T.T They just have a habit of looking at houses for sale and they would go see it once they have time. Come to think of it, i think ive only followed them once. :O My brother's like, watching teevee and relaxing himself for a while. I can hear the teevee playing cartoon sounds. o.O And im stuck here doing history. Plus, having a terrible time with this blocked nose. GRAH. Im so gonna flood my room with tissues! I cant breathe! *makes choking sounds* -.- block nose go away, come again another day.. I have the urge to buy fastfoods right now~ But my mum warned my brother not to get any fastfood. Sigh. Okay now i suddenly regret wanting to get sick. LOL. Alright nevermind.. I LOVE BIG BIG BIG TEEEEEES! :D ahahaha i have like 4big teeeeees! YAYYYY. big tees are like aweSOME cause you get to sleep so comfortably in them and they are damn cooling. ESP 100% cotton teees. im going kuku over them cause my bro's complaining the weather is hot while im wearing this big tee and i dont feel hot! (or maybe its just an excuse cause my fan is bigger than his) T.T LOL. but i just love bigbigbig teeees :D OHYEAH. I SO DO NOT look forward to june holidays by the way..I rather we have NO holidays and just go to school every day. Hais, its just, NOT holidays yknow. The name given is HOLIDAYS. But the hidden meaning is "you dont go to school to study, but i give you tons of work. and you go back school thrice a week for cca". Whooooooooooo. *takes knife and start stabbing.. my pillow* &so i was typing this until my mood totally flipped over cause of somethings. WHATEVER. i dont feel like caring anymore. ARGH, its just a dinner, A DINNER. ONE DINNER, is it JUST, SO, HARD to be done? im tired of caring, just hoping things will get better, i just need one dinner. just one nice and happy one. it wont take more than an hour right? BUT ITS JUST SO HARD TO BE DONE LAH. 我很想爱他，可是理智在吵架， 说我是一个傻瓜.*KIMyee(: 5:33pm 2oo4o8 /
It hurts so bad not having you here-pick me up.slept at 9pm last night. thought i could have a great sleep, and then bacteria attacked like hell D: my throat plus my nose. whooooooo. T.T great, so i tio all the coughs and flus and blocked nose. aaahh. but it was still a great sleep yo. Woke up at around 8am? 11hours of sleeep! YAY! :D HOHO. Guitar was pathetic. Yeah, really pathetic. Don't wanna talk about it anyway. Bought a tuner and went had to borrow money from my mum for some extra allowance already. Went back home and slacked. Ate lunch with my mum at bpp. WHOOOO hokkien mee rocks my worldddddd! :D heeee, and then had honeydew sago! :D *drools* Okay, foooooood which means eating, is also another pleasure in life heh. And then came home and slept. Like, until 3.. when i woke and started abit on homework. SHUCKS IM BEING SO HELL LAZY KEEP SLEEPING LAH! i must start mugging already! and then went swimming with grace&cherie. &THAT WAS WHEN MY HICCUPS AWFULLY STARTED! I TELL YOU, HICCUPS ARE CONDEMNED BY ME. its like, damn tong4ku3! D: i tried every single thing to cure it.. AND IT COULDNT WORK! I HATE HICCUPS!!!! T.T it got better after like, 15minutes. -.- AND THEN, i came back home and after dinner, IT CAME BACK! WHAT THE BANANA?! GRAHS. but well, it got better after 3minutes or so. if not, i will dedicate this post to hiccups yeah. Im going to find out how hiccups occur manzxzc. ): /edit. this was what i found on hiccups! Hiccups Hiccups, or hiccoughs, are involuntary sounds made by spasms of the diaphragm. The muscular spasm of these muscles sucks air into the lungs, and the quick inhalation makes a structure inside the throat slam shut. This sharp closure of the epiglottis causes the characteristic ‘hic’ sound of hiccups. Generally, hiccups resolve by themselves after a few minutes, but prolonged hiccups that last for days or weeks may be symptomatic of underlying disorders. Triggers of hiccups Some of these triggers include: Eating food too quickly Hot or spicy foods Indigestion Overconsumption of alcohol Fizzy drinks Cigarette smoking Stress Bad odours Pregnancy. Hiccups are harmless and usually resolve by themselves in a few minutes. Some hiccup ‘cures’ include: Hold your breath ( dont work!) Take deep breaths (DONT WORK!) Breathe into a paper bag (should try sometimes..) Eat a bit of fresh ginger (EWWWWWW) Suck on a lemon (LOL no way!) Have a hot water and honey drink (yeah coool) Eat a spoonful of sugar (O.O) Drink a glass of water slowly (hmmmm..) Eat ice (REALLY?! should try) Gargle (LOL not bad..) Sit down and lean forward over your knees (HARH?!) Ask someone to give you a fright. (heh heh) Okay, so enough about hiccups. &YAY i got 'tonight' alr! :D THANKS GRACE! :D Now.. I shall be guai.. & go do some work. O.o while hiccups are invading once again. gosh, PLEASE STOPPPPP!!!!! argh, whats wrong with my body man. GOOOOOOODBYEEEEEEEE. *KIMyee(: 8:3opm 19o4o8 Friday, April 18, 2008
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taking a breath.how i wish i could live like the bushmen, they are so harmonious, and they never experience any stress or complications. Everyday of their lives, are perhaps only filled with fun, laughter peace and joy. Thats right, maybe we should adapt to our environment, instead of adapting it to us. So much complications are caused right now, global warming and suicides where people just kill themselves because they lead such a sickening life. T.T Now you're going to tell me "then why dont you just move to kalahari and live thr?" Hmmhmm. Okay, i got my envy from the show "the gods must be crazy", screened during LA. Gosh, today's session of LA rocks totally, cause we could watch the show lah! :D I think its my best LA lesson this year. LOLS. (: Passed all my 5stations. Noticed the word PASS. LOL, okay lah, not bad for me alr. T.T And then there was CCA. Screaming off my high notes and got disgusted by my tone. TSK. Im going to apologise to my neighbours first before they start hearing chickens getting killed..Hoho. And maybe the next day i would see huge lorries at my void deck waiting to move house for them HAHAHA. Ohwell, today is friday, another week just passed. This week hasnt been much fruitful leh.. D: 'Cause i feel like there are still dozens of stuffs left incompleted. Almost half of the year is gone already, how fast. I may just get used to it next time, and really use up the whole 24hours of a day wisely. Maybe when i grow up to 30, i may even find 8hours of sleep too much cause i have too much going on leh. So saddddd! D; Nah, i dont think that is going to happen, afterall, my hobby is SLEEEEEEEEEEPING. HEH. C'mon, sleeping is like so coooooool. You get everything you want in your dreams, sometimes.. :D I think i need more water, im suffering from dehydration! SCREAM. man, cause its like, my throat is damn dry, even after i drank soya bean milk and soup... GRAHSSSS something is like stuck in my throat lahhhhh D: OHWAIT, i just said i drank soya bean milk didnt i? Ahhhhhh yeah, soya bean milk is actually not bad. LOL. BUTHEN STILL, yoghurt and HL rocks. HAHAHA :D Okay, im boring you guys already. im too lazy to practise guitar. GAHHH. tmr is going to be another boring day man..SIANNNNN. toooooooooooodles~! *KIMyee(: 8:5opm 18o4o8 Thursday, April 17, 2008
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a matter of trust&respect.stuffs happening around lately just started me thinking a lot, esp this morning. wasnt sort of a reflection time, but when i ran with kimdar today, my nerves just triggered and i started thinking about a lot. A lot about band, my studies, friends and you. Nah, i guess it didnt sort of occur to anyone i was thinking. But that isnt the main thing. I'm stuck here, thinking of whats the next thing i should type cause ive just got so much up on my head. Am i supposed to get emo? go about on life again, or get all upset cause of you? Emo because im afraid and unprepared for band, go on all about life and complaining about how im going kuku, and upset because im still waiting like a freaking fool? Its like, something screaming inside just wanting to get out. Ohgosh, nonono, im not having any sort of a nutcase. T.T Guess im going to make a decision, make my own decisions. About everything right now, yes, even you. GAHH?! Im getting confusing right? Okay, i shall stop. EEEEyur. i so dont look forward to everyday now liao larh. -.- like, tmr there's our napfa 5 stations yeah? and a mini chinese comprehension test. hm, then there's this bio mock test next week? & then midyears coming real soon. I bet holidays wouldnt really be holidays anyway.. So, i guess i should spend time more wisely yeah! Hoho, provided i get the motivation to do so.. T.T Or i'll just be off to my own LALA land.. Sighhhhhhhhh. *psycho myself to be more positive* UHMMM....UHMMM... actually i wanted to make a statement that "i may not be posting for a long time due to midyears" And ohwell, i think i wont be able to do it anyway.. LOLS. :D *KIMyee(: 7:32pm 17o4o8 Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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facing the world.me feeling no good, very very no good. Haha, okay im posting again because i'm like, hugging my com. :D 'cause the internet's fixed! :D although i just missed it for like, a day lah. T.T i just realised i treasure my com more than my phone LOL. (: Oh well, Ive ran out of things to say anyway haha. Just the same old stuffs.(: Just hope that ms teo gets her mood back to teaching us. And that i wont fail the maths test going on tmr. Yeah, and hopefully geog remedial goes well.. I guess overall there's no use thinking so much, or trying to run away and avoid, or to get emo over all this. I guess, afterall, its all about facing everything. "Tonight Ive fallen and i cant get up"-tonight, FM static. i love this song. (: Yeah, sort of describes me nowwwww. D: Okay, but i gotta learn to face up to it, not to think so much, and duh, TO CONCENTRATE ON THE MATH TEST! :D I need the old me, the last time of kimyee whom i loved much. the old kimyee who knows what to do. GIVE ME BACK THE OLD KIMYEE! whoever has stolen me. or simply, get a new life, live it, move on. *KIMyee(: 10:oopm 16o4o8 /
afraid to make the wrong decision.HAHAHAHA. HELLLLO PEEPOOO. okay, im like in the com lab in school posting. whoooooo.. cause right, MY INTERNET IS SPOILT! HAH. -.- although it gives me more time to sleep cause i wouldnt have any time to slack or something. T.T hahaha. PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME! HAHAHA i think its interesting. We are like screaming this phrase out. So when you ask "What time is it, kimyee?" I'm going to reply you with, PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME! its koped from a youtube video LOL. okay so lame... LALALALALA. whooooo computer lesson rocks cause can slack with... MY DARLING SUNSET. TSK. LOL. heh heh. XD Oh anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! :D yaye we ate durian cake last night. DURIAN ROCKS! HAHAHA. XD dad, stay young at heart and stay healthy, happy and handsome always! triple H. HOHOHOHO. :D ILOVEYOU DADDDDDDD. you rock~ :D Wheeeee nothing to post about already. BUHBYE! :D *KIMyee(: 12.05pm 16o408 Monday, April 14, 2008
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things come and go-it was never easy to let go.my dad&mom are like listening to this weird old song sang by this weird guy that goes " xie xie ni..". they say that guy's songs are very nice. lol, i certainly doubt so. i wouldnt like a song that goes " xie xie ni...". and no, the next line isnt " bu ke qi..." LOL. T.T i feel a gust of cold wind... Was looking forward to the history remedial..but i guess ms serene teo is still mad bah. She didnt go for it, it was like, cancelled. D; ms serene teo! i want that extra lessons!! we're sorry manzxc. HAHA. & i like grace's senior, yongzhi. LOL hes super hilarious can. He made me laugh like mad during lunch hahaha. Funny guy! :D YOGHURT DRINK IS NICE LAH! so is coffee HAHA. Yay! (: hoho. Stayed back in school to finish up science script. Presenting tmr! AAAHH~ i hope we take enough time. >< After one stop of 963 i realise my EZlink card was still in library! GAH. Sorry shimin grace and cherie.. i had to waste you all de 45cents. T.T And i wasted like, 6ocents. Eeyur. Slacked at bpp for a while before going home. Man, bpp is a FOOD PARADISE HAHAAAAA. XD Came back home and started prac on clar. shucks i still cant do it lah. -.- Sighhhh, and then some final touch-up on the science script. Until like now, where I am apparently slacking. Gosh, im so lazy larh! T.T Okay, i have to start being guai already, 'cause midyear is like, in two/three weeks? *Screams and run in circles* heh okay, i just changed a skin. AGAIN. okay i know, i know. I just cant seem to get a really nice one larh. i think this is nice though. But, i dont think i will change anymore *crosses fingers* Hoho, maybe after exams lerh? :D *KIMyee(: 8:47pm 14o4o8 Sunday, April 13, 2008
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMDAR!its your birthday your birthday your birthday! HAHAHA. shall dedicate this post for youuuuuu. (: thanks for being there always for everything, always willing to hear me out and to share the same thoughts with me haha (: my cca life is made much better because of you larh! :D youve been a great darrrrr <3 heehee. May all your dreams come true and stay happy always okay XD i love you many! (: *KIMyee(: 8:12pm 13o4o8 Saturday, April 12, 2008
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 It's tiring to wait and expecting for another day. Give me more time to decide, whether im making the right decision. Maybe time would be my best assistant, to help me break the distance apart. To pull me further away. So as not to let me think anymore. Day after day as time pass by, you dont turn back anymore. Can someone just tell me what i should really do??? Had the cheering competition today. Hyper MOMO and Super MOMO rock on <3 (: we all enjoyed ourselves. Results aint released yet, but overall i think we did quite well. :D Went to sao3 mu4 with relatives today. Pretty long since ive seen some of them. I wanna go out with weini larh! T.T So many things i wanna tell her haha. Oh well, things do change, not always for the better. Slacking right now, cant find the right thing to do..Feeling a bit weird, i dont know whats that feeling. Feel like just screaming them out. AAAAHHHHH~~~ -.- wheeeeee i love the SUNRISE and SUNSET! Cause its like, SUNRISE is PURPLE LAH! heehee everytime i get to see the purple sky in schoool. :D and then SUNSET is BEAUTIFUL SHADES OF ORANGE LAH! hahaha. saw the best sunset in my life in beijing last year. I WANNA CATCH A REAL SUNRISE AND SUNSET AT THE BEACH FOR ONCE! will be so cool. But i doubt i will have much chance to do that. D: okay, a bit random but reallyyyyyyyy. yaye i love mother nature. LOL. :D Alright, i actually took a break 3 times before i could finish this post. heckkkkkk. im just feeling so funny lah now. isit a good feeling? NAH. its not. -.- BLAHHHHHHHH feeling! okay funny. i told you its a weird feeling! Right, im not going to go about talking about that feeling lol. Hmmhmm. BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEE! *KIMyee(: 6:29pm 12o4o8 Wednesday, April 09, 2008
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im off the track, tied to a destiny where nothing is right.Like what francis said to me "Life is like a rocking chair, it rocks. But sometimes its like a vacuumn cleaner, it sucks." Man its like totally true. I really hope everything in my life goes back to the track. I understand that in the many phases of life, sometimes things would go a bit off track, and its up to the driver in the train to get in back. But, im not ready. Im really not ready. I need a hand to pull me along and guide me through all these. Life. everything. I think im fine now, right condition to post lerh. Ran 2.4 today. Was happy with the results yeah. :D And thanks to the discovery of hsiaotien and shimin, we've got a new thing to eat in the school canteen! HAHAHA. :D damn nice. (: Assembly was cool. This Mr Desmond Koh came to gave us some speech on the balance of sports plus career, wouldnt work for me though. Cause i aint good in sports. -.- But he is cool heh heh. After that we set off to IU day. Dang it, this year's sec1s totally put in loads of efforts one lorh! Hahaha. 1D's FRANCE rockkkkkk yay. :D im so proud of them haha. although they didnt win luh, buthen come on, i think they were th best already kay ! <3 So at 2:3o psls met up and then left with the cheer com people. Had to chiong all props and chereography by today. T.T So lixuan and estee was left to chereograph the dance while the rest of the jnrs with shuyinn did the props. it was a bit :D and D: Tiring but the results were not bad :D At around 5.55 or so we tried out the dance and turned out to be quite well. (: Left school at 6:15, went home with a few seniors plus grace and yilin. I guess thats the only time ive ever stayed back until so late man whooo. And then today during com lab lesson was damn hilarious at this point of time where... WWW.KIMYEE.COM was found! *shucks* see luh, i have to officially publicise my private limited furniture shop. D: dont ask me for discounts hoh heh heh. my furnitures are all made of 100% wood that will attract termites. feel free to browse around. No gurantee included. HAHAHA. :D  HAHAHA. Now you understand why i love alfino's pencil case? HOHO. Although i think its a bit retarded, but thats where its cute! Well, they say its actually a naruto character. o.o anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIHUA! :D yaye you are 15 liao hahah. i love you loads man you're a great senior cause you never pangseh me alone in combines before heehee (: *KIMyee(: 11:12pm(eeyur i missed the 11:11 D:) o9o4o8 /
blame me, its all my fault lah. i suck, great time. okay? you know, just leave me alone. im a bad evil heck care person. yeah, okay? i dont bother to care, yeah? its all my fault okay? everything, im just the cause of it. you claim that you aint blaming me. but i know you are. i dont mean much dont i? i dont, hes everything. i mean, isnt that what you really feel? its all my fault. its just all of my fault. i feel like a jerk, shouldnt exist. im sorry, its all my fault alright. everything is going wrong. utterly wrong. man tankimyee whats wrong with you seriously. my post wasnt supposed to be like that. it wasnt. i dont want it to be. im damn screwed. Sunday, April 06, 2008
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i want time to stay right where we all started out.i don't get what I'm holding on for. "STEAMIN'HOT YO what a weird phrase. o.o HAHAHAHA. im happy cause i just stared at the 11:11 timing for 3o seconds! Heehee, double times my index number. :D Come to think of it, when i was in primary school it was all according to alphabetical order mah, then my index number was always in the 30+ range. And now, i love number 11~ Hohoho." O.O i think im dang weird. This was one of the incompleted drafts i found in the posts area luh. -.- WEIRD RIGHT? *nods head vigorously* YAY im drinking the mixed berries yoghurt marigold drink. ITS NICE LAH! credits to hsiaotien HAHAA. Okay, i sound noobish. BUT ITS UBER NICE PLEASE! :D double thumbs up. I LOVE YOGHURT! and HL MILK! i hate soybean milk! YIKES! Okay im being so hella random. T.T No larh, im not high now. I'm just trying to fix my brain, like seriously. i think my brain's screwed. o.O my heart's screwed. WHEEEE i need some new stainless screws! Right... Ohyeah, today was niceeee for a first day. Ran in the morning with the sec1s plus zoenin and kimdar. then had chinese plus maths, all quite slack. -.- cause all going through stuffs. hmmm. next was P.E. MAN I AM DANG NOOB IN PICK-A-BALL. i think i should just really literally PICK THE BALL MANZXC. T.T LOL. After break was LA! Did some free writing thingy. -.- Then CID! YAYE we made soap. LOLS! not bad, im starting to love science CID heh. Mrs lim didnt come to schoool again, man i miss her science lessons larh! D: this weird teacher came today. slacked throughout. o/o okay i just realised that emoticon looked like ultraman. HOHO. T.T So anyway, settled lunch at macs with grace and cherie. Met back up with felicia for extra history lessons. There was the four of us plus pengfei in that time slot. i think it was really great larh, i dont mind going for another ten lessons. LOL! Ms serene teo rocks heh heh. :D Okay so we sat 963 back. Right, so today was aiyah. One fine weekday.. Tmr's CCA DAY! GRAHHHHHHHH. okay maybe not so bad. :D tankimyee, smile please. *KIMyee(: 9:3opm o7o4o8 Saturday, April 05, 2008
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pain in my head.something is gnawing at the back of my head, and knocking my nerves like shit. i feel damn miserable. gosh, i think its like the worst headache ever. PAIN LARH STOP KNOCKING ALR. its like, im mentally unstable. ohno. am i going to turn retarded? Water's stuck in my ear, cant get them out. Has been stuck for three hours. Big headache. ARGH im going to sleep to end this horrible pain. >< /
nobody makes me feel like this like you do.GRAHS! something, something is wrong with tankimyee again! SHITTTTTTTT. *screams and jump down from .. my bed* T.T im sorta feeling dang crazy yet weird now. whoobawhooba! okay, or maybe its just an excuse to escape from homework. =X No luh i so guai. LOL. -.- Okay, im trying to think of something to post about.. Give me a moment.. *A MOMENT* Great, I'm back! HA! & nah, i havent think of anything thing to crap or to post about. SIANN. i know you feel SIANN too reading this stupid thing. *knocks my head* its just weird how im retyping this whole paragraph after i accidentally deleted it. T.T and whilst listening to an emo love song. dangit. i must continue to crap if not the feeling would die again and most prob i would be sadsad once more! RAH. Come to think of it, why do i even have a blog? hey i just gave myself a hard question to answer! URM. Well. Because. *stops and stares* Alright i choose not to answer my brain is clogged. (:  LIKE COOKIE MONSTER! :D i think i love cookie monster the most in seasame street larh! Hes like, ever so DUHH. HAHAHA. I HATE THE YELLOW BIRD. C'mon, he isnt good in educating numbers or alphabets. He craps a lot with his duck voice and he cant fly! -.-  NAH, hes obviously not this cutie here. He's like much bigger in size and longer beak and a weirder face. T.T yeah, im trying to condemn him. *Points and scold* I think im so noob can! Like, i ate with kimberly at mac once, and she took two straws and finished a heart with it in less than two minutes? Plus, lihui and felicia and i bet loads of people more know how to fold hearts, or like, BASIC stuffs like stars. ORIGAMI! BUTBUTBUT, TANKIMYEE DONT KNOW! T.T ive been trying to learn since the start of my life.. ohwell. i always give up. HEH HEH. Right, laugh at me, go ahead D; LAUGH AT ME LIKE HOW THIS GUY IS! );  Okay, plain crap. this post is so not entertaining. yknow, one of the days when you realise how powerful a smile is, you will know the importance of it. A smile from anyone can bring you much joy and relief in a sense. Some smiles can even bring you a lot, a lot. (: SO SMILE PEOPLE! you never ever know who could ever fall in love with that smile of yours, like how i fell in love with his smile. (:  *KIMyee(: 3:o4pm o5o4o8 /
 mean it when you say love. i wanna know how much i mean to you. BLAH. tommorrow's going to be a better day. *KIMyee(: 9:o5am o5o4o8 Friday, April 04, 2008
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wake me up before all of this ends.Totally cant get into the blogging mood. woooosh, at least theres one thing less to get me distracted. (: Got a new song up here as well. Not a new song, its pretty old by the way. Just happened to chance upon it in the school's canteen in the morning and there you have it, jie3tuo1. Today's date reflect the deadly day of "diedie". Read it in chinese & you get si3si3-o4o4. T.T So anyway, days have been flyinggggg~ Tanjong Katong Band came to perform on wed. Chose our school to perform at as its current principal was our former vice-principal. And they totally rock the house man, the drum major with the maize and the urm, bandsmen with their marching. No wonder they got 5years straight of best band display~ At the same day i went to Gardenia! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i totally love bread please! hahaha. i love anything that is edible! LOL. sound so weird. but anyway, on the bus ride there we were singing "And the wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round, the wheels on the bus go round and round, all day long..." Hahaha. Shimin started it and we all soon got influenced by her. :D In the factory, the fragrance of the bread totally rocked. But just staying inside there for an hour makes me wanna puke already. I wonder how the workers stand 8hours inside. I bet they never wanna eat gardenia bread ever again. tsktsk. Yesterday was pretty much a good day i guess. Had art, was damn interesting. i love my art group! Our podcast own! hahahah okay no luh, buthen i still love it. My dear bimbo, my sexy man, my cutey and the blur king! (: Its hard to get this point. LOLS. Right, hmm yeah. And after school, stayed back with grace, cherie and hsiaotien. We went to the anklepoint(anchorpoint); LOL to eat lunch, KFC! and that was when i found out SHROOMS BURGER AINT AVALIABLE ANYMORE?! *faints* and the KFC there kind of scammed us, so little one. drumsticks so small somemore! -.- hahaha kinda crapped there before going back to school to do work. I can conclude that our school library is the best place to sleep. :D its aircon is like sooooo comfortable hoho. Afterwards, it started raining like shit man! Hah, not like shit, but just VERY HEAVILY. The school and everywhere else kinda got flooded or something. O.O So we all became crazy retards and the next minute we were all drenched like some funny wet people. Met up with felicia, lihui and linda, wet too. HAHAHA. i can say, the feeling's real cool. LOL. (: Today aint pretty much, time seemed to pass by quite fast. Meet the parent session was going on during CCA, mum didnt go anyway. My brother's sick, hope he gets well soon. People around me are having BLAHBLAH! Must get well soon too! :D APRIL's BABIES SO FAR: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBBY! o1o4 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENGFENG! o1o4 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC! o3o4 *ohyeah, i owe lihua $2. I wonder if people can be killed using a fork.. And I am so freakingly tired. T.T Weird emotions i feel, damnit, whats going on again. Perhaps i know why. Gooooooodbye. *KIMyee(: 1o:45pm o4o4o8 Tuesday, April 01, 2008
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It hadnt got much worse until today. Yet it was one of the fun times I will never forget. To be frank, i dont even know what im looking forward to anymore. So today, i think every fun thing started during geog? Well, it was much fun and laughter, because of april's fool! Hahaha. People were just going around saying "Hey you didnt zip your pants" "Hey your shoelace" "Hey you dropped a coin" XD and i didnt know 'highclass' pranks were of that level in other countries. like, wrapping up your car with a cleanwrap from the kitchen or moving your friend's furniture to the corridor. LOLS. Everyone got SIANNED because of malay afterwards, the teacher was just blah. So she therefore got two unwanted foolscape paper and started to target at people to answer her questions. LOLS, and then people started out throwing more and more paper balls once the teacher's back was turned. I was laughing like mad cause the scene was super darn hilarious. Amazingly we didnt get really scolded! (: In the end she had a giantic paper ballyyyyy. Ahahaha i love 2J! :D Grahs, i totally need to find the mood back for studying, especially for LangArts. Im this person who kind of, just pass my compre? And yeah, the test's coming, this week. minggu ini. Im talking malay! Uhhh... After every CCA day I will be just heck tired and so feel like lying down and slacking in front here and continue typing until i feel like stopping or whatever thingy. T.T I do sound a bit emotional nowadays right? Do I? Hmm. Im a total weirdo in some sort of a way i think. GRAHS. I'm not going to go beat the bush and say all about my life again yknow, cause i think its boring! HA, and i should obviously just leave them on my own. Ah well, things are going to get weell. They have to, even if they dont, theres nothing i can do. I shall gather all my emo thoughts and write it in jellybeansilence! HAHAHA. then we shall have a whole collection of emo jellybeans talk. (: JELLYBEANS ROCK ONNNNNNNNN <3 tommorrow's gardenia trip! LOL. poor alfino luh! buthen, alfino, dont worry, having the girls around is fun too. LOLS! :D *KIMyee(: 9.48pm o1o4o8 |