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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Wednesday, March 05, 2008 / i so thought we were in this together, and yet i was always disappointed. the weather is still chilling and yeah, i still survived o.O 963 has always been this cold for the past few days, im freezing already. rainy season, ah, great, no 2.4km? it starts raining at the wrong time though. blinky's lessons make me sleep through 2ominutes of it. term assesment's going to be tested on R&J and im sleeping through her lessons. gah, im tired, i want my sleep. >< but still, i have to control my eyes from closing and dreaming in my own world. Mhols going to be a total torture, with days all taken up by various stuffs, even lame projects like art. holidays aint even holidays anymore, so why not NOT have any holidays? it seem like totally the same to me as any ordinary school day yeah. i will probably not be in the need of any haircut cause i will be tearing my hair off every now and then. so when im bald i shall be the next replica of TGC. gahh, speaking of him, reminds me of a punching bag.. there i go again.. i changed a new lead for my pencil and i havent even used it once, ive already dropped it like, 5times and the lead is gone. >< stupiddddddd. things have been happening, somethings are repeating like regular cycles. time passes like some running water and everything is going away. im stoning right here stoning, and thinking when he will ever notice me. my brain is telling me to think of something else and i think of how our friendships are going to be like. waii is scolding me and asking me to change a topic and i think of the clarinet test tmr. everything is out of control, im feeling fan3 again. im telling myself to GET A LIFE manzxz. the question keeps repeating inside. im not emoing. im not emoing, im not emoing, im not worrying, im not worrying. im not worrying and not emoing. >< perhaps right at this time, only those who really understands me are going it through with me, its not the time when everything comes crashing down, its the time when nothing seems to be in order. theres no peace, only chaos. yet when peace is brought back, the people with you through the chaos are going to change once again. it will happen, i dont want it to. but fate, its a great power that no one can resist, changes are always constant, we just have to get used to it. kimyee's puny prain aint that big to fill up everything yknow! puny prainprain. must be in a standby mode, ready to on, ready to off. im like in the midst of a war, a lost soldier trying to find his way to escape from the destruction of peace and all. surviving in these bits and pieces of the world, trying to forget everything, even you. PUNYPUNYPRAINPRAIN, punypuny prain. puny prainprain which always gets a strain. inside this puny prain is a stupidstupid brain. o6o3o8 5.19pm *KIMyee(: 7:57 PM