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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Sunday, March 09, 2008 / EMO isnt really a good word to start off with. kimyee has been rather emo, and pissing you guys off cause shes just thinking too much and annoying you with her worrying. dont worry, this aint going to be an emo post. its just an original post you get to see on any other happy blogs :D yesterday was a total hyped-up day. (: i told jacob i wasnt going for monday's enrichment already. sean is great at anaglise. i was actually the fifth one to perform, but yeah, im not up to it, im not ready. (: oh well, glenda jiayou! haha. and then i stoned at home, read the science article. took a 963 to school to meet up for the cheering comp. :D everything turned out okay. next was dinner at vivo! hahah i have nice and cute seniors out there. :D right, so we crapped around at burger king and went to toys 'r us and crapped there as well (: chionged back for UG campfire. met up with hsiaotien there too. wheeee i was pretty zihigh. their UG items were pretty great, loved all the songs. hmm, SCs and PSLs item was helllla high and crappish. hyped everyone up (: then all of us got high and started jumping around. hahaha. the sky, the clouds, the stars. great night sky today. looked up and could see a number of interesting things happening. :D went home with grace and hsiaotien in grace dad's car. thankyou uncle! :D hahaha, he is niceeeeee (: so after i heard the SPSLs' homework and everything, i started to start thinking all over again and thought that maybe my situation wasnt that bad. afterall, in RV, you really do have to get used to all these crap nonsense. RV, thats the school famous for its holidays. BAND, its pure pressure weighing down on me. i have to survive, even if kimberly aint going to be here. D: but anyway, tuesday is a full day band practice. i have to go right, and thursday, friday, saturday.. im afraid of PT, for some sort of reason. but just like gravity, something's just forcing me to get over it, and i have to, right? and YOU, everything about YOU. i have to let go too. everything is too much already, everytime. i dont wish to hold on anymore, because i can see no ending in this, nothing. just a plain white sheet of thingy in front of me. im slowly accepting things for the way they are. give me some time, i will let go for the things i have to, and keep hanging on for those i have to. even if i dont want to, even if i cant. slowly letting goo. thats the way life is, isnt it? :D o9o3o8 5.44pm *KIMyee(: 5:44 PM