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i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Monday, March 31, 2008
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REFLECTION.i will NOT. think so much. talk so much. feel so much. be too much of a pain. be too much of a bore. be too much of an evil asshole. sorry to all who i had really offended in any way. GRAHS, nah, im not being emo or being over-sensitive. cause im just reflecting on myself. i need forgiveness. *KIMyee(: 6:54pm 3oo3o8 Sunday, March 30, 2008
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i wonder if ive been that annoying. Sorry if ive bothered you too much.Wondering how life has been treating me. Lifeless is the word to say about my life. And pathetic is a word to describe it. Seems like everything's just revolving around school stuffs. Everything is just cause of school work, school stuff. its getting much tiring and boring. Waking up to find yourself overslept the time you had wake up to take a bus and to find yourself waking up on the wrong side of your bed. Going bonkers because homework isnt done at such a late time, going bald cause CCA aint going well. Feeding me with homework and everything else, not afraid i might just choke. Yknow, people just seem to do well, yet tankimyee just seem to be complaining here. What's all these crap about uh?U HHHHH. i dont know. Jiayou, stay strong, those words seem to be thrown away, farfar away on some unknown land im never going to get back. Ohgreatttttt. >< GRAHS i need to watch some cartoon to hype me up. Like perhaps spongebob or some other weird show. Ohyeah, i watched kungfu dunk yst! Like, finally. T.T Well, its a rather coool show. Jaychou looks super cute XD Even my brother agrees. Ahahaha. Went out with KimDAR to get some presents. Our pockets got a big hole now. RAHS. Although we both thought that the present was absolutely adorable. Hohos. :D Got tired and went home straight after ice creammmm. YIPPPPEEEEE i love icecream. :D Uhuh, so thats about it, homework's trying to pull me away already. Happy-homeworking. T.T *KIMyee(: 6:13pm 3oo3o8 /
/history ws/geog wb /LA compre(left with reader's response) /sci prac bk (half done) /maths assignment (half done) /sci assignment(half done) I've got less than 10hours to complete everything. Yeah, good luck tankimyee. *KIMyee(: 11.37am 3oo3o8 Saturday, March 29, 2008
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CLICK FOR A BETTER VIEW :D &, go to www.wishes-never-come-true.blogspot.com for CHERIE CHOU AND TANKIMYEE'S WEDDING PROCESS! (:(:(:                       :) not forgetting my dearest huii, hsiaotien and shimin! <3 *KIMyee(: 1o:54pm 29o3o8 /
BOO YA! im feeling hyped up today cause i had a great sleeep!HAHAHA! I had like, 10hours of sleep and now im so awake and happy! YAYE! (: although someone said that happy makes you fat?! HAHAHA! I'm already fat. Later going to SAM again to take more pictures with Felicia, Grace, Cherie and Alfino. whooowheeewhoowhee. hurh hurh, then we get to see THAT sculpture again! HA! That funny doggy guy with a big BANANANANANANANA. =X HOHOHO. *KIMyee(: 9.31am 29o3o8 Friday, March 28, 2008
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in the first place, we werent even meant to be im falling in love with alfino's pencil case/pouch that is in the shape of a frog or some weird animal! YAYE! muahahaha. i think its damn cute please. although it attempted to eat WAII up =X couldnt take picture larh! D: i was playing with it in the morning and i finally realised how i was fascinated by it... im freakingly tired, literally. both ways tired, everywhere tired. every inch of my body feels like crashing down. looking at my soft bed makes me go "MAN LET ME HUG YOU" ahahaha. okay, that sounded stupid. o.O My heart and brain feels tired too, like, just close down and sleep for a long,long,long time. yknow, perhaps we gotta take things slowly and absorb slowly, cause too much just might explode yourself. Plus, dont set expections too high, dont expect too much from anyone. You never know how much time you needa wait. Hmm yeah. Freakingly tired, but so many things to do. GRAHS. thats when the world just seem to hate you luh right, giving you so little time and so many stuffs. X.X GRAHHHHHHS IM DAMN TIRED LUH I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEP. *KIMyee(: 9:3opm 28o3o8 Wednesday, March 26, 2008
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if its yours, its yours,but if it isnt, theres nothing you can do about it. so let it be, let it go. live life, theres probably no tommorrow. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, stop me from feeling this frigging way. /
From whats left of me. Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org i bloody hell dropped tears for this video. Call me pathetic or a crybaby. Watch it and you'll understand i guess. Its like, really such a poor thing of how the animals are like, skinned alive. Gosh, its just really horrible..  "Some people see things that were and ask why they were, Whereas some people dream about things that never were and ask why not." Hang onto your dreams, never ever let go. 'Cause you never know when they will come true. "It's what you believe that makes you exist, not what you are that makes you cease to exist." TanKimYee is SLOW. - Suggest a pun(double meaning) in this sentence. T.T I guess 2J people would understand this. And thats my conclusion of today. YIPEE! -.- PLUS, i had two bowls of cream of mushroom soup today. HOORAH! It's been two weeks since I've ever tasted it. But I tasted it today! Muahahaha :D NAPFA coming soon, my first obstacle I hope I can break through. Yeah, NAPFA may seem easy to some people out there, but neh, it isn't easy for TANKIMYEE over here. *points desperately* Yeah I know, she's pathetic. PATHETIC! hey, who says she's going to have more faith in herself? I DID! But please, who says she will make it even if she believes in herself? Dang I'm contradicting..Well, I guess only some people may get what I'm saying. T.T Shall go for a BOTOX! AHAHHAHAA. Then no one would ever see whether you are actually smiling or crying. -.- NO LAH of course I wont go for a botox, im scared of... INJECTIONS. *shivers* I look at that word I wanna freak out already. D; im a coward! T.T Okay I shall stop laming here. BUHBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. *KIMyee(: 5:17pm 26o3o8 Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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Whatever, probably it wont even matter. "The top 5 ways to act blur" on 963 today totally hyped me up. HAHAHA. :D I must treasure each time we get to go home together like this. (: Have so much to do, just feel like sleeping though. T.T Sleeping rocks my arse. :D I MISS SIR LUHS! Dang it. >< My puny brain just cant take in whatever blinky says. ARGH. And no, I'm not going to sleep another time in her lesson. I hope... 今天，明天，都不会有差别。 When life starts to get more and more unfair to people around you and yourself, you start to think of the littlest things to make you feel pissed. You start to think whats the purpose of life. And you realise, life is made up of horrible cycles that continues and continues and never ends. Thats when you feel like you need a hug! T.T And when you slowly discover that there are some people you never seem to realise around you who actually really do care, but you never seem to be bothered about them. You never thought that you actually think that they were nothing, that they didnt exist, that they were just normal beings, that they were irritating and meant nthing to you. Yet now, they are slipping away, because they are just too tired. They have always been there, but you never seem to ever notice. So, one day you turn and look around you, and those people are gone... Somehow I just really think the above paragraph means so much to me. >< I'm tired, I need some sleep. -.- *KIMyee(: 8:40pm 25o3o8 Monday, March 24, 2008
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Thats the difference. Yeah, as you can obviously spot the difference, I've changed my skin again! *HEEHWAS* I doubt anyone would wanna read liao luh. Buthen i still heed Cherie's advice on a white background instead hahahs.T.T hopefully I'll just stick to this one eh? :D I've been crapping alot lately. Like, weird weird stuffs. O.O LOLS. Like, stupid lame jokes, like what alfino calls the LJ. And XXXX stories from little innocent childhood stories. Your mind can easily get polluted and change your whole impression of Bananas in Pyjamas or Tweety Bird and Sylvester after hearing how they educate kids in a special way. All thanks to my cousins. *Applauses* There's always more to these kind of shows. Like, the harmless teletubies or the cute retarded Spongebob. And that was where I saw HER! MUAHAHAHA. Pretence is such a nice word. Just pretend you knew nothing and nothing apparently happened. Seeing her was like WOW. You know, I mean, everything just flew out of my mind. What's is she going to say, ask or do? Doesnt really concern me though. Just makes me think like a cuckoo bird once again. Ah well, I still have to get used to it and come on, LIVE it. Been long since I've seen her, and i thought i never would see her for another longer period of time. Didnt expect it to plan it out for me so nicely. Oh man. T.T I started my week with a TOOT fringe! And everyone comes saying 'hello' to me with the hands shaping like a scissors and I go 'yeah, my toot fringe'. MANZXZC. Tootytoot. I've been quite self-concious because of it. >< P.E. was GREAT. Like, G,r,e,a,t. GREAT! CAUSE I LOVE MS CHEN! MUAHAHAHA. No larh, its because she let us freeeeee of fitness today. So we had matches. The first team was NOWAY! Whoooooooooo. Chengyu was giving out the prizes. LOLS. Was cute luh, seeing how they receive the prizes. O.o I'm weird, I know.. Lessons were fun, boring, interesting, lamesai, whatever you wanna call it. Well, some were just like, normal lessons. Nothing pretty much really happened though. APRIL is coming though! MANY BABIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS T.T There goes, HEY! KIMYEE YOU DROPPED YOUR MONEY! Do you like, have a hole in your pocket? Yeah, Sooooooooon D: Haha, But anyway i like buying presents and giving them! Feels like the good old Santa. (: APRIL BABIES, HERE YOU GO! Gosh, i feel the lameness arising. I'm trying to pace up with time, but its running too fast liao. COME BACK AND SLOW DOWN! >< GRAHS. It just wont listen, it never will. So rebellious right?! I think so too, ah well, I have to sprint and catch up with it no matter what! LA compre test starts next weeeeek! Damn fast, I need to CATCH UP real sooon! JIAYOU! T.T Wondering how i managed to crap so long.. -.- My blogging mood is back! WHOOOOOOOOO. Alright, enough of all these. Hoho, GOODBYES! (: *KIMyee(: 7:47pm 24o3o8 Sunday, March 23, 2008
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But it doesnt seem to matter to you Oh great, great, great. I'm sick of this blogskin once again. GRAHS. Make me dont have any mood to blog leh. >< But might as well, just let this blog die. Its useless anyway T.T I woke up at 11:11am today! Such a nice time right :D *BAM* and two of my toes got injured today! Whooooo. One of them lost its whole nail. Yeah, it hurts. The other's skin peeled and bled a bit. That hurts more. T.T HmmHmm, have lots of homework left to chiong. 1. JIANBAO. 2. LA COMPRE. 3. LA WS. (Half complete) 4. GEOG ASSIGNMENT. (Left with one unknown question T.T) 5. SCI ASSIGNMENT. (Half done) My priorities? Assignments! -.- I'm so diao-ed today I dont know why. I dont seem to look forward to any day right now. Especially to next week, somehow. First day's P.E! Fitness somemore! GRAH. First reason why I aint looking forward to school. TSK. And i certainly have no idea how I'm going to do the LA comprehension. Its like, UHH. And WAII needs a bath already! He's getting dirty liao. >< I'm just going to soak him in water. He wont drown right, hes a starfish remember? LOLS. :D Okay fine I'm really just laming here manzxzc. Alright, off to do homework T.T *KIMyee(: 12.54pm 23o3o8 Friday, March 21, 2008
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The only thing i can do is to ask people to cheerup. I'm sorry I cant help. makes me feel really useless. /edit. My mum's like, damn pissed with me cause i broke a glass of newly bought sauce. Dang, I wasn't concentrating on what I was doing at all. A penny for my thoughts? Can't seem to just sit still and start on my homework or anything else. I'm wasting precious time away. Imagine, now I'm in school having lessons. Maybe that's more worth my time, then to sit here and just stare at this screen with my fingers moving across the keys. Whats wrong. And I'm like, pissed with my Oh btw, yesterday's Science lesson was cool. We found out another way of commiting suicide. To eat poisoned food and lao4 sai4 for the whole day until you get so dehydrated you may die off. So, yeah. whoooooo~ I'm such a saddist. >< Nah, I'm just kidding. Don't go try it, its kind of the worst way of commiting suicide ever. Just that you would be able to lose some fats before dying. Hmm. This post is so stupid and boring and a waste of time. TSK. -.- *KIMyee(: 12:24pm 21o3o8 Thursday, March 20, 2008
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even if the world was to fall upon you, I'll be here to carry it with you My computer’s currently lagging like mad! GRAHS. I don’t know why. I’ve been refreshing the page for the past half hour and I’m feeling so GRAH about it. I’m just, just too SIAN already luh. Really, like, SIAN-NING to death, although I have quite a number of other things to do. But I’m feeling DANG lazy. =X These days have been rather like a roller coaster ride. Yeah, literally. Hoho. I guess its just the way it has been. Everything comes and goes all of a sudden, leaving me dumbfounded. Now i dont even know what to post to kill my boredom and not to bore you all out. >< Hmm,...shall talk about the past few days then T.T Went to SAM(Singapore Art Museum) with Grace&Cherie yesterday. First time I've actually entered a Singapore Museum and i can say its sooooo dang quiet! AND remote. people who work thr feel like robots. ESP security guards. O.O some artpieces are complicated and SCARY. But some are really dang cool heh :D Overall it was not bad eh. And then today was practically Languages during the first two periods, and then Maths&Science at the next two, after Art. YAYE art! hahaha, im contradicting. To think my previous post was still scolding ART. heehee, at least we passed! :D And we got to learn photoshop these few lessons. Not bad not bad. :D After school was HUNGRY and COLD. feel so kelian right. LOL. 2pm was history movie screening, which didnt take really long. At like, 2.45 we had to leave for geog lecture until around 4.20. So most of us were freezing in the LT. Slacked in the canteen until around 4.50 before going home. Shall entertain you all with this picture!  hehs, i think its pretty interesting. wheeeeeeee~ Tmr is good friday already, no school whooooo! Okay I'm done posting, goodbyebyebye. :D just want you to know, if you really know me, things wouldnt have been like this. *KIMyee(: 7:2opm 2oo3o8 Tuesday, March 18, 2008
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what the *(#&^$Q$#*&$ IM SRSLY ABANDONING ART LIKE HECKKKKKK ARHS! MOUNTING BOARD AND STUPID COLOUR PAPERS AND STYROFOAM! WASTING RESOURCES LUH! I CANT BELIEVE I SPENT ONE HOUR TRYING TO COMPLETE ONE PIECE OF 6CM BY 6CM AND I HAVEN EVEN COMPLETE LIKE HALF OF IT. &*#$^#t&$@#*@#*!!!!!! HURH. DAMNNNNN ART. GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHS >< *HIGHLY CONDEMNING* okay this is just a rant on art due to overstressness of tankimyee while doing her art homework. pathetic her. T.T /
its time to wake up TKY! :D time to wake up from your beautiful fantasy, from your dream. well, it isnt a bad thing. sooner or later i still have to accept it, that somethings jsut arent meant to be, like me, and you! haha. i guess i need more time, but i will get over it. its all over. but im happy enough, because i felt some happiness before, some undescribable feeling that you have given me. maybe you dont even know, but who cares? hahah. at least, it all did happen before. once the reason for everything, but everything's coming to an end. its time to move on, get on with life. it had all been a beautiful dream. that wont ever come true. yeah, but its okay, im still hanging on. (: everything's been changing ever since secondary school started. I'm drifting away from reality, I'm beginning to treat RV like shes my home. In fact, not a second one, but a first home. I can see a huge river between me and my family plus my cousins. The last time we really had fun together, I probably cant remember anymore. I miss them, those talks and laughter we had. GRAHS. ohwells, time to get on with that freaking art homework & stop emo-ing! GRAHS! *KIMyee(: 8:43pm 18o3o8 Monday, March 17, 2008
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kyee is hereeee to crap! LOLS sound so weird. kyeeeeeeeee. haha XDXD was great to see everyone today in school :D seem to have been ages since I've worn the RV uniform. i sound toot. LOLS. but anyway, today was not too bad? heh. P.E. was like, pathetic. walked 4rounds, literally. -.- cause we didnt bring P.E. and then we had inclined pull-up and i officially stained my uniform with mud. whooosh. XD recess was slack whooooo. oh that reminds me, i haven finish jianbao and i haven handed in maths assignment. whoooooo. >< attended this whole sec2 level talk. we always kena talks one >< and then lasted for one and a half hour. went home with roy, cyrus, cheng, cr, fer, hui, hsiaotien. heehee, talking about those little chidhood stuffs we did last time was fun, with fer, hui and hsiaotien. :D damn cute. and then went to pasar malam eateat. ahahahah i love pasar malams! O.o i sound so kiasu. everyone ate ramily burger except me. i got jelly coconut. -.- they are nice okay. :D this is just a random post. YAYE! my printer is going on a strike again, no ink, AGAIN. i wonder when it has full ink for me. i have to print my bio article lehhhhhhhhhhh! GRAHH. gosh i feel like so empty without my clarinet around here in th house. >< weeelll it has many more others to talk to in the clarinet cupboard. :D rightright, im lame.. and shimin, rest well and drink more water okay! dont you dare fall sick! :D  was waiting for 963 and saw this advertisement. its darn cool hahaha. :D & dont ask me why its in black and white D:  PASAR MALAM! yayeeeee! see that ramily burger? LOL. XD im going to complete. THE REST OF MATHS ASSIGNMENT. all by 1o:3opm. Kyee jiayou!! GRAHHHHS. no matter what other people are going to say, i still think you are great. *KIMyee(: 17o3o8 7:o8pm Saturday, March 15, 2008
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THANKYOU EXCOS, SONGHUA, BEATRICE AND YOUWEI for that wonderful band camp. seriously didnt regret going at all. was tough, but yet really enjoyable. i love maestoso hahah and dixie! maicy.(: i love band :D sec1 orientation wasnt as much fun as last year, but i think its still coooool hoho. like, toothpaste with ketchup with colouring with flour with coffee powder and stuffs like that. hee, totally awesome :D the night was freeingly cold, jackets couldnt help much. got a serious block nose and almost froze into a cube so didnt get much sleep. games, PT, drills and all were much fun too :D BANDSMEN, BANSAI! whooooooooo. yknow, i really have so much so much to say. but what can i say anyway? how life arranged everything? its been 8days, thats long already. EIGHT WHOLE DAYS. and then somethings happened. and life's been crashing down. nah, lifes been off track. the mist on the track is misleading me to somewhere else. yeah but you know what, whats the use of saying all these? what can anyone do? what can i do? nothing is going right at this moment. im feeling all blue and everything comes and i just feel so ? cant figure out the right word. lost? confused? i dont know. i just know the worst hasnt arrived yet. ive been keeping in alot nowadays. perhaps i may just blow up and explode. whoooosh. but anyway, life has to go on. im going school tomorrow, im going to study, laugh my ass off maybe, or just live it as per normal. but whats stirring inside of me, dont worry, i will NEVER let it spurt out. (: *KIMyee(: 16o3o8 11.30am Thursday, March 13, 2008
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today's band camp day 1 ! LOL. dont feel like a camp luh actually. but i bet tmr's gonna be chao hiong. today started out with TANKIMYEE BEING LATE ONCE AGAIN! *applauses* like heeeeellll. i was late for 15minutes. to think i had such high confidence in the bus driver. hurh. so the day went on with sectionals until 12noon, whoo and cynthia, gim, wenhui, huixin came back haha(: and then we had lunch until like, 1pm. and next was this goal setting for an hour, till 2pm. "every player's a star" :D whoooo and then was combined by songhua! yaye i think it was quite fun. was in group 9 with veron, sylvia, mungyu, hweeling and two other seniors, one trumpet and one frenchorn. new experience hee. that took around 2hours? and next we painted out flags! wheeeeeeeee. haha, chua was making me laugh like hell manzxzc :D heh, i think jieren's one was nice. others were not bad as well, like dixie's and fermata haha. :D was fun i guess. went home with kimdar and ate dinner with her. :D tommorrow's going to be the day hah! >< weeeellll. PT and training and more PT and training....and more PT and training... and more..PT...training... *snores away* RAHHHH, &i just realised i left my file in school with the list of what to bring tmr. >< dumbkimyee desu. D; even if i dont like it, i have to force myself to do it. im afraid, but im alone, and there's nothing i can do about it. *KIMyee(: 8.14pm 13o3o8 Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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feeling veryvery 痛苦 :/ like, physically. i dont know why, my body is like completely shutting down on me. yes, not forgetting my puny brain. urgh! i wanna do homework! i must finish my homework! if not tmr, friday, saturday no time already! come on luhs tankimyee! dont shut down and sleep! GRAHHHHHS! my ulcers are killing me with every word i say luh! my head is spinning like ive just rode on a spinning wheel or something. headache ahhhhhhhs! kaos i feel like SLEEPPING! RAHHHHHHHHHHHH! must, control and cannot sleep. i dont care, i must finish half of the science report by tonight. >< come on, tankimyee, dont disappoint me for goodness sake!! even if it takes a hundred cups of coffee. >< i wont bother you ever again if you'd find me irritating. so dont worry yeah? *KIMyee(: 12o3o8 9.37pm /
* science report * finish up * research for science * * pack stuffs for band camp school's starting in 4days straight. *KIMyee(: 9.32am 12o3o8 Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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as in, whats the use of emo-ing here when i wont ever be any of notice to you? whats the point, whats the use of thinking and waiting, when i know theres never going to be any chance? its all a unrequited thingy that is bugging in my heart, and i just wanna let go of it. well, it is just so hard yeah? but guess what. in this week, im going to kill this bug. because you dont care, you dont give a damn about me, im just invisible as i can be. so ive thought it through, theres no use, no point. im just deceiving myself, giving myself false hopes when you dont even care to notice. i dont know why im doing this, typing this and everything. just makes myself a cuckoo bird you know? making myself think that hey guess what? im letting go when i know its so hard to do that but still im scolding myself here to get rid of that bug and live life as per normal, without you, but is it possible? i ask myself. nothing's impossible right. but i slowly realise, you know nothing about me, you dont care to ask, or to do anything about it, and i know nothing about you because you never seem to say. and im tired, tired of all this crap and nonsensical feeling that isnt working out, nothing is working out. im just ranting here like nobody else would ever care, especially you. its hard, but its something i have to go through to stop myself from getting deep cuts in my heart. why am i doing this, you ask me. why am i so stupid to be part of this, you ask me. why am i emo-ing here, you ask me. stop emo-ing, you tell me. its okay, slowly, time lets it go, you tell me. its like im just pretending im moving on, when its like, i cant forget you at all. argh?! i cant help myself, i cant stop myself, i dont know what to do. in your heart, theres always a place for her, and no one else, and im just someone you can never seem to feel. SO WHATS THE USE OF WAITING? ohgosh im so damn screwed up. im going all cuckoo, cuckoo, cuckoo. *KIMyee(: 11o3o8 8.39pm /
piece of fragile glass HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUANRUI! hahaha you are fourteen already! :D YAYE YOU! alright, shall dedicate this post to you hohoho! been friends for around 4 years? woah long time man. you are a nice guy man, seriously and lame also luh, in your cold jokes haha! buthen still, you are a great friend, kind of easily bullied by others uh! haha :D may all your dreams come true and stay happy always nice guy! :D survived today, was late by 5minutes though. gonna help myself. stoning like nobody's business. easily pissed like nobody's business. im going all cuckoo again. >< no one knows why, only th cuckoo knows. ohwell. her. *KIMyee(: 11o3o8 7.o2pm Monday, March 10, 2008
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 *************************************************************  muahahahaha today at the town park! whooooooooooooo! :D  yeah, its edited. felicia and meeeeee! :D  lihui and meeeeee! :D  grace and meeeeeee! :D  livia and meeeeeeee! :D  heehee koped from huang! hahahahaha retardeddddddd :D felicia, me, hsiaotien, cherie and grace! LOL. ********************************************************** kimyee must survive tmr. 1oo3o8 6.36pm *KIMyee(: /
take me away on a ride on the singapore flyer.seen the news about the singapore flyer last night and i was like manxzxc its so cool i wanna take a ride on it!!! D: my mum says shes got one ticket sponsored by her company for a ride. OONE TICKET -.- haven they thought that my mother would be so lonely up there without any company? alright thats stupid. >< yaye i love fruits! hahaha. shopped with my mother in bp fairprice for like whole 2hours and brought loads of fruits. :D ive got durians, oranges, bananas, pears, apples, grapes! :D LOL, im like being so kiasu wth. >< today just going to do geog, finding out the place and stuffs. meeting up at ten. ohyeah, sec2s rmb to do the netball theory test on IVLE. S: and then tommorrow is a full day band practice. wish me luck though..*shivers loads* GRAHH nothing to post liao, just bored now. wheeeeeee. okay goodbye :D perhaps i just aint important to you in your heart. so whats the point of waiting for you? 1oo3o8 8.52am. *KIMyee(: Sunday, March 09, 2008
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EMO isnt really a good word to start off with.kimyee has been rather emo, and pissing you guys off cause shes just thinking too much and annoying you with her worrying. dont worry, this aint going to be an emo post. its just an original post you get to see on any other happy blogs :D yesterday was a total hyped-up day. (: i told jacob i wasnt going for monday's enrichment already. sean is great at anaglise. i was actually the fifth one to perform, but yeah, im not up to it, im not ready. (: oh well, glenda jiayou! haha. and then i stoned at home, read the science article. took a 963 to school to meet up for the cheering comp. :D everything turned out okay. next was dinner at vivo! hahah i have nice and cute seniors out there. :D right, so we crapped around at burger king and went to toys 'r us and crapped there as well (: chionged back for UG campfire. met up with hsiaotien there too. wheeee i was pretty zihigh. their UG items were pretty great, loved all the songs. hmm, SCs and PSLs item was helllla high and crappish. hyped everyone up (: then all of us got high and started jumping around. hahaha. the sky, the clouds, the stars. great night sky today. looked up and could see a number of interesting things happening. :D went home with grace and hsiaotien in grace dad's car. thankyou uncle! :D hahaha, he is niceeeeee (: so after i heard the SPSLs' homework and everything, i started to start thinking all over again and thought that maybe my situation wasnt that bad. afterall, in RV, you really do have to get used to all these crap nonsense. RV, thats the school famous for its holidays. BAND, its pure pressure weighing down on me. i have to survive, even if kimberly aint going to be here. D: but anyway, tuesday is a full day band practice. i have to go right, and thursday, friday, saturday.. im afraid of PT, for some sort of reason. but just like gravity, something's just forcing me to get over it, and i have to, right? and YOU, everything about YOU. i have to let go too. everything is too much already, everytime. i dont wish to hold on anymore, because i can see no ending in this, nothing. just a plain white sheet of thingy in front of me. im slowly accepting things for the way they are. give me some time, i will let go for the things i have to, and keep hanging on for those i have to. even if i dont want to, even if i cant. slowly letting goo. thats the way life is, isnt it? :D o9o3o8 5.44pm *KIMyee(: Saturday, March 08, 2008
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Will light up when you smile She’ll never notice how you stop and stare Whenever she walks by And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her But you are everything to me And I just want to show you She don't even know you She’s never gonna love you like I want to And you just see right through me But if you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable Instead of just invisible" "And all I think about is how to make you think of me And everything that we could be Like shadows in the faded light I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize" invisible-taylor swift (Felicia's blog song) shouldnt think so much now, just wanna bury into my homework and do them. yeah. CANT THINK TO MUCH, DONT WANT TO. remains happy :D o8o3o8 1.24pm *KIMyee. Friday, March 07, 2008
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madness, madness, and more madness. RVNB still rocks alright, i think they really did well today :D And today was much slackish i guess. and because of being too bored, we got inspired by the idea of combining our RV uniforms! hahaha. hard to describe, but its like, very retarded. :D clarinets had tutor today. mr gohhhhh. manzxz i love his tone. and i got amazed by his all sorts of things. O.O i think im kiasu, buthen, its really coooolzxzx. we get to see him every fortnight. whoos. hes kinda nicee. tmr's the start of march holidays and i already feel like dying. ohman im such a weakling im so puny. o.o SATURDAY ! ; guitar, PSB meeting, UG campfire. SUNDAY ! ; science project? chiong homeworks. MONDAY ! ; geography project. guitar enrichment? TUESDAY ! ; band, fullday. WEDNESDAY ! ; art project? chiong homeworks. THURSDAY ! ; band day camp. FRIDAY ! ; band camp, overnight. SATURDAY ! ; sec1 orientation-band. SUNDAY ! ; chiong homeworks, SLACK. fourdays band, other days project, somedays homework. KIMYEE KILL ME. -.- someone help me. im trying to forget everything and concentrate on everything else more important. even if i cant, i still have to, i know i have to. i dont know whether im going to break down anytime, what can i do? i have to get organised, schedules and everything. i have to keep my mind free from you, its going to be hard. am i going to be strong during this period? o7o3o8 9.24pm *KIMyee(: Wednesday, March 05, 2008
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i so thought we were in this together, and yet i was always disappointed.the weather is still chilling and yeah, i still survived o.O 963 has always been this cold for the past few days, im freezing already. rainy season, ah, great, no 2.4km? it starts raining at the wrong time though. blinky's lessons make me sleep through 2ominutes of it. term assesment's going to be tested on R&J and im sleeping through her lessons. gah, im tired, i want my sleep. >< but still, i have to control my eyes from closing and dreaming in my own world. Mhols going to be a total torture, with days all taken up by various stuffs, even lame projects like art. holidays aint even holidays anymore, so why not NOT have any holidays? it seem like totally the same to me as any ordinary school day yeah. i will probably not be in the need of any haircut cause i will be tearing my hair off every now and then. so when im bald i shall be the next replica of TGC. gahh, speaking of him, reminds me of a punching bag.. there i go again.. i changed a new lead for my pencil and i havent even used it once, ive already dropped it like, 5times and the lead is gone. >< stupiddddddd. things have been happening, somethings are repeating like regular cycles. time passes like some running water and everything is going away. im stoning right here stoning, and thinking when he will ever notice me. my brain is telling me to think of something else and i think of how our friendships are going to be like. waii is scolding me and asking me to change a topic and i think of the clarinet test tmr. everything is out of control, im feeling fan3 again. im telling myself to GET A LIFE manzxz. the question keeps repeating inside. im not emoing, im not emoing, im not worrying, im not worrying. im not worrying and not emoing. >< perhaps right at this time, only those who really understands me are going it through with me, its not the time when everything comes crashing down, its the time when nothing seems to be in order. theres no peace, only chaos. yet when peace is brought back, the people with you through the chaos are going to change once again. it will happen, i dont want it to. but fate, its a great power that no one can resist, changes are always constant, we just have to get used to it. kimyee's puny prain aint that big to fill up everything yknow! puny prainprain. must be in a standby mode, ready to on, ready to off. im like in the midst of a war, a lost soldier trying to find his way to escape from the destruction of peace and all. surviving in these bits and pieces of the world, trying to forget everything, even you. PUNYPUNYPRAINPRAIN, punypuny prain. puny prainprain which always gets a strain. inside this puny prain is a stupidstupid brain. o6o3o8 5.19pm *KIMyee(: Tuesday, March 04, 2008
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your shadow seem to get clearer, but mine seem to just fade off to nowhere.lihui, FACE IT! patrick is much cuter than that guy luh! right, so we were on 963 today and saw this particular guy, who looked like, patrick starfish. *ahems* you really wanna see how he looks like? LOL. i dont have any picture awww sad. buthen its just, resemblance of patrick star *ahems* haha okay random. ohyeah, snowman visited me today and didnt wanna go home. -.- the whole day i was damn cooooold! especially when it barged into the bandroom and kimberly started shivering like siao and her hands even turned a bit purple. D: but it didnt affect yijun cause he said he loved the cold -.- a murderer by the name of PE killed me as well. like, 4sets of the hideous running thingy at the grandstand was a total torture. i just couldnt endure it, and hence it was FOUR sets. could have been three if i hadnt walk or something >< CID rocked today :D i stank and i lost my sense of smell. im already a bit deaf D: for once, CID was fun canzxz! :D we made our own esters andandand my nose totally suffered loads >< not bad, not bad. aaaah. march holidays is totally like, 3/4 gone already for band. and kimberly wont be able to go for two days D: eeeeyer. LOL. i still wanna enjoy the rest of the freee days of Mhols doing some other stuffs... shall go find some interesting stuffs to explore through. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ sudden cravings for chocolates! *drools* my house is out of stock of chocolates liaooooo! D: must go try find some way to get chocolates muahahahah. A laugh is the shortest distance between two people. when you laugh, its probably the only time you would really communicate. through the laughter, its the only time you would really understand what a person is talking in his/her heart. and thats when there is never such a faraway distance apart. laughing is the time where you never would think of anything else, but to laugh. it takes a lot of muscles, yet it is such a great thing. it comes naturally, and its the most natural thing of all the emotions. is laughing still something we enjoy nowadays? to me, its going to be something i would love to do every single day. something to stop me from thinking about everything :D o4o3o8 8.39pm *KIMyee(: > waii { ohgreat, now what's going on again? } Monday, March 03, 2008
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JI leader.hey people who is reading this, or is going to read this. although not much people, but, take note alright! its really dead serious! The JI leader was last spotted at keathong and hongkah canal yesterday, so try stay away from there alright! Be careful ah. that place is near my house lah! okay, not very near, but still near enough >< yeah, takecares. o3o3o8 1o.o1pm *KIMyee(: /
love is not to find someone you want to live with, but to find someone you cant live without .aah. heard some 'great' news today. :/ aah. yeah, pretty great. unbelievable? nah, i expected it though. wanna ask, just cant get it out. if you have the slightest idea what im talking about uh. was damn tired in bus today. you3 yuan3 ren3 was damn cute hahaha. things got sort of better after that. i love my desk partner hahah. computer was better today. yeah i just said that computer lesson was not bad today. lol. our class sort of pissed off a teacher today, sorry mr chow, we didnt mean to. D: hes quite a nice teacher leh. im stoning now. >< i shouldnt be stoning yeah. ive got so many other things to do. KIMYEE IS STONING TODAY! dont provoke me or i shall start throwing stones at you >< LOL, im just kidding. guitar enrichment week? if im going that is, i will be going with glenda! havent seen her for ages hahah. haven decided on the most basic thing. am i even going? shucks. my confidence level is dang low, or maybe, its just because im too noob. yeah, here goes tky going all over again >< right i shall stop uh. A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song. when theres an answer in your heart, how would you feel? its just an unatural thingy that tickles the brain, and prompts you to start thinking. but when theres a song in your heart, how would you feel? it would be something so natural that the tune just brings itself up, and it starts your heart beating, feeling the rhythm and singing along with it. my post is totally a goner. >< wheeeeeee. byebye. o3o3o8 6.1opm *KIMyee(: Sunday, March 02, 2008
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weeping at the tears i never seem to understandLOL, im being very, very mean. =X i have his photo in my phone because i received it from starhub, lol. the taxi driver says the number of tourists these few months are going to keep decreasing until that guy is caught leh! manzxzx. i really wonder how he actually managed to escape from the detention centre! i feel danger arising around here. >< oh anyway, i just discovered my blog posts are like, damndamn messy one luh. like, one chunk here, then the other there. its like how screwed my life is currently =X. shall get everything right on the track uhhh! my brother's pissing me off. like doing things delibrately in front of me, pissing me off. >< come on, the more you piss me, the more im going to show you attitude. SO STOP PISSING ME OFF! aha. LOLS. but hes still a nice guy -,- right. he koped my chocolates and exchanged for 3 fruit plus sweets. >< GAH. LOLS, although i admire him for one thing, that is, he went into this furniture store and grabbed a handful of sweets without getting anything or saying anything. ahahaha. and the man in the store was like staring at him walk away. manzxzx his skills of koping sweets are like damn pro. LOL. was nua-ing my mother that theres school tmr. and she went nua-ing back to me that she has to work tmr. -.- haish, seriously, i wanna sleeeeeeep! X.x i looked at the timetable for tmr and i went, hecccccckkkkkkk?! because there's computer tmr. ah, great. -.- the song, kuai le chong bai is stuck in my head for no particular reason. reminds me of lihui humming it to me on 963 last friday!! LIHUI! see arhhhh! i get hugely influenced by you eh!! hahahahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN! and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WEINI! :D doubt you will ever see this, but MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND SMILE ALWAYS! :D wheeeeeeeeeeee! :D come to think of it, hey, its already the third month. MARCH. wow, thats fast. hey fairies, you aint fufilling my wish, i wanted time to stay longer, to let memories flow smoothly, are they really in such a rush? o2o3o8. 9.59pm. *KIMyee(: > waii { youre just a fool still waiting } /
BOREDOM KILLS TANKIMYEE.my phone receives smses late. my phone has a stupid scratch. my phone always lose its connection. @E#^@R$^@&#Y(*#U*#U >< nvm, i still love my phone -.- its like, time to coach my brother in his studies. i dont like i dont likeeeee. -.- seriously manzxz, i even have problem tutoring myself already. siannnnnnnnnnnn!! >< IM DESPERATE to get a big brother for waii! buthen the one i saw isnt nice to huggggg D: not nice to hug somemore so ex! D: its like, $2o to $3o. >< i shall continue my search for it hahahaaha! :D going bugis later to walkwalk. >< crap this is a crap post >< gosh look at this, its OLYMPIADA blending in with a jap anime ALCHEMIST hahaha looks weird. dont really blend well >< buthen olympiada is niceeeeeee muahahaha. :D im waiting aimlessly everyday. i can spend a few minutes just sitting here, and waiting. waiting for what? waiting for something impossible, waiting for something i know wont happen, but, im still waiting. i just feel that its worth waiting for. am i dumb? stupid? yeah i am. the feeling is gradually losing, like how you would anticipate a swing to be built in a renovated playground, but your hopes always get destroyed, because swings are getting extinct in singapore already. swings are nice, but nice things never last. Saturday, March 01, 2008
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/edit/looking at waii makes me happy hahaha.  /. dont put such high responsibilities and high expectations on me. its tiring, its freaking tiring. im not so strong to be able to withstand all of them. im not a strong person, i cant carry everything on my own. &im not that good as you think i am. im just a freaking noob that aint strong. my day's screwed, big time. >< /
 okay, waii is up again! :D heehee. this pose was originated by felicia. because she has to try not to block waii's face in the cam, the pose seemed not very nice..D: but its damn cute. wait, let me explain to you. so basically its just waii doing the 站马步 thingy, yknow? then hes *twisting* as well :D wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. one thing about waii, hes forever smiling even if hes going to be sold out by me. ilovewaii!<3 its rainning, dont feel like going guitar lerh. still cant perfect fur elise. danG, what a noob >< sianzxzx. ohyeah, let me dedicate this post to LIMYUCHENG! ahahaha. HAPPYBIRTHDAY YUCHENG! we have been like, for friends for five whole years already leh! hahaa, :D hopefully we can double up this number uh! :D you ve been a great friend! haha, 有义气! :D may all your dreams come true and succeed in whatever you do, and get a good and pretty girlfriend! hahaha. :D HAPPYBIRTHDAY! (: maybe later going westmall? or cck? i dont know leh. shall end here already. goodbye. :D i know you aint feeling good, i wont force you to say, but, still, cheerup alright. im not anybody to tell you that, but yeah, as a friend, cheerup. |