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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Saturday, January 26, 2008 / the worst thing that can ever happen, is when everything you never want it to happen, happens. im just, wow-ed after the announcements were finished on band last week. im not angry, im not sad, im not emo. im worried. yeahs, some of you know how much i worry. and now, its the current peak of my worry mountain. im worrying everynight before i sleep. about febuary, febuary. nothing good is happening, except felicia's bday and cny.:D no offence, really. but im just worried. im not grumbling why all these are happening. im worried why im such a worrier. -.- and im not prepared for anything that is going to happened then. really, im worried. and scared and everything. i dont know why everything is happening. or maybe, i know why. because i cant escape forever. i try to hide from it, than to prepare for it. cause im prepared, prepared for the worst. maybe im just like, that type of people who is just so suckish in a way i think so saddistically or so pessimistically, but i just cant help but think of febuary. its like a king overpowering me. its like a huge thunderstorm thats going to shoot me to death or something. its like a peaceful ocean but violent once a storm comes, and may just drown you to death. i dont know whats going to happen, i pray hard, please. today there was psl GM. hmmm, quite useful i think. some of th questions really can let your mind start to work instead like mine, stay thr and rot. -.- then hsiaotien&me went to grace's house to do th LA proj. takeaways from longjohn was one of th main highlights :D me and ht got zi-highing while trying to echo our voices thru grace's house. and then aft finished everything, we started cracking. the ppt was like veryvery satisfying to me. :D and managed to finish everythin by 8pm. yeahs, agenda for tday was filled. im confused once again. cause i missed a whole of guitar lesson again. i really wanna continue. but based on these things, and IF band also happens on saturday, i think im just going to quit and get a life. aargh, im alr having a life, but aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhs?! im like hellllllllllllllllllllll. one word. ARGH. im like worrying and fan3-ing about everything yeahs? i think so too. -.- homework just happens when you so do not want it to. D; 10:02 PM