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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Monday, January 07, 2008 / insignificance and never good enough. i think im a very active blogger. -,- wat do you expect me to do since im so bored? lol so lame (: i think im going to change my skin soon again. i got tired looking at this skin leh. aargh, and i still cant get the accents right larh. wth. i tried and tried and the accents just sound the same. tmr theres CCA trials and CCA. obviously i will be going for CCA since the perf is going to come. i really hope theres gonna be some psls for 1D tmr to bring them around. tmr there's going to have P.E. also. confirm run and run. i hate running!! gahhhhhhhhh. altho its like, the best exercise ever, but i just hate it! -,- ayyeeeeeee. siiiiaaaannn. today dont have any homework. school wasnt bad, maybe the reason is because felicia is beside me or sth. but i still feel like sleeping sometimes. -,- loads of new teachers around, i miss some 1J teachers. wheeeeeeee im still living in the sec1s days. gosh. band is spliting into senior and junior band soon. GAHH?! lets hope i can survive larhzzxxzxzx. heeeehawww. i like the feeling of practising in yuhua's hall(: the feeling feels grand altho abit pressurizing. its good cause you would wanna do better. strives me tho(: eeeeks. today im talking weird language. hai. dont know leh, everything seems weird. nothing is like the same lorh. now climb stairs also climb until asthma like dat. my stamina seriously suck hellll. X( and then seeing people with chao white uniform also X) feels like living life with no goals leh.. not being emo, just some random thought. X) im typing weirdly. oh gosh. things are just happening. small revolutions i guess =,= maybe i should really give up and get a life with a goal. nths worth it cause i know its impossible. i know i can never be perfect in your eyes, watever it is. i like band, and im alr stuck to it. there's nothing i can do except to live with it. if you think its not cool or sth i can do nth. even if i have to delude myself to devote myself to band, let me just continue this lie alright? you dont know how hard it is. i know im ugly, im fat. thats me. you bu shuang, den kill me larh. im sick of all these. you are good i know. but you dont have to tell me how much im worse than you alrights? 5:15 PM