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| Tuesday, January 29, 2008
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im really sorry kimberly.things always just have to crop up! D: im hypotising myself that im going to pass my 2.4km. >< i think im th slowest in 2J alr. >< homeworks are piling up too. GAHHHHHHHHHH!!! shimin says panadol relief works! okay, random, but you can try it cause i trust panadol. :D its a rather short post. i have so many things to post. but all are just going to give my post a deadly and emo feeling -.- so ive decided not to post them. :D hsiaotien and i made a good conclusion in th bus this morning. everything is up to how you look at it for a "good" thing or "bad" thing. useful or not, good or not. it all depends how you see it. hardtotell itsallapretenceabouteverything andeverything imreallyconfused idontknowwatishlddo. Sunday, January 27, 2008
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i said i was so bored and didnt want to do any hmwk earlier one.ohyesh, in th end i finished two hmwk! YAYE! -.- i took long hours mannnn. cause i meddled with the com halfway =X hahahah, now left with bao zhang du hou gan :D okay, maybe not a good thing. cause i hate doing bao zhang du hou gan. and maybe i dont even wanna do it. LOLS. hmm. after the hmwks, except baozhangduhougan, was like, mass spring cleaning. sai, it was like, MASS spring cleaning. cleared the horrible big fish tank, cleared all the curtains and changed them, and like, practically scrubbed every corner of th house. -.- okay, maybe not so exxagerating. but my house looks kinda cleaner now. :D i think now my room is th messiest among all. =X wheeeeee wearing the comfortable kashiwa tee right now. love it loads! :D altho my bro wore it once cause my mum tot th size of the tee was his. o.O next weeeeek is like, busy? monday- biancai ban, cny mv. tuesday- cca combined. wednesday- pss. thurs- nothing finally! :D friday- cca, sectionals plus combined. days are getting busier. /
BORED AND DO NOT WANT TO DO HOMEWORK MOODD.Saturday, January 26, 2008
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the worst thing that can ever happen,is when everything you never want it to happen, happens. im just, wow-ed after the announcements were finished on band last week. im not angry, im not sad, im not emo. im worried. yeahs, some of you know how much i worry. and now, its the current peak of my worry mountain. im worrying everynight before i sleep. about febuary, febuary. nothing good is happening, except felicia's bday and cny.:D no offence, really. but im just worried. im not grumbling why all these are happening. im worried why im such a worrier. -.- and im not prepared for anything that is going to happened then. really, im worried. and scared and everything. i dont know why everything is happening. or maybe, i know why. because i cant escape forever. i try to hide from it, than to prepare for it. cause im prepared, prepared for the worst. maybe im just like, that type of people who is just so suckish in a way i think so saddistically or so pessimistically, but i just cant help but think of febuary. its like a king overpowering me. its like a huge thunderstorm thats going to shoot me to death or something. its like a peaceful ocean but violent once a storm comes, and may just drown you to death. i dont know whats going to happen, i pray hard, please. today there was psl GM. hmmm, quite useful i think. some of th questions really can let your mind start to work instead like mine, stay thr and rot. -.- then hsiaotien&me went to grace's house to do th LA proj. takeaways from longjohn was one of th main highlights :D me and ht got zi-highing while trying to echo our voices thru grace's house. and then aft finished everything, we started cracking. the ppt was like veryvery satisfying to me. :D and managed to finish everythin by 8pm. yeahs, agenda for tday was filled. im confused once again. cause i missed a whole of guitar lesson again. i really wanna continue. but based on these things, and IF band also happens on saturday, i think im just going to quit and get a life. aargh, im alr having a life, but aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhs?! im like hellllllllllllllllllllll. one word. ARGH. im like worrying and fan3-ing about everything yeahs? i think so too. -.- homework just happens when you so do not want it to. D; Thursday, January 24, 2008
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i guess i really wont be posting anymore.thrs so much stuffs thrown at us suddenly. >< schedule. friday - cca. saturday - GM. sunday - langarts project. right, im going to miss guitar again. -.- everyday is koped by something. felicia and lihui is worse than me. so perhaps i shldnt complain so much larh. JIAYOUJIAYOU OKAY! :D and grace is having her tournament tday. JIAYOUJIAYOU! :D &maths assignment is like a killer. i think im just going to flunk it aaahh. >< must. stop. using too much computer. :D goodbyes. too many times alr. Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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im 18posts away to the 300th.and im losing my crappiness to blog. cause im losing time. and now im not bored anymore, cause there are so many things to do. maybe i shld just leave this blog to die D; cause my blogskin is not really that nice -.- just reached home, its like, 6plus. cause we had rehearsal for psl investiture. and we had some games tryouts, as well as some phototaking and videotaking. weichen and alvin were like funnnnayee cause they kept playing around with the rope. and yijin clipped his hair and took gay pictures. ahahahah. :D funnnayee. pdp was 100minutes. like, ohmy? its chao deadly one. i almost died while trying hard to keep my eyes open. had firedrills too. took 6minutes plus to assemble and everything. 0.0 i thought that was fast. but perhaps the fire could spread alot within that time. =X nothing much to crap about alr. many things are waiting for them to finish queueing. like, so many things to do. i dont know, not a lot of homework. more of, other commitments and stuffs i guess. and i know, its really, really time to treasure every moment. cause i know the chances of getting same subcombinations are very low. 12 classes, 33people. how are we going to be spilted? heell. my head hurts thinking of that. 3months; itstiring.imacoward.aargh. CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMINGGGGGG! :D angbaos angbaos angbaos. heh. Monday, January 21, 2008
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ahahahah. finally, the kashiwa photos are uppppppp! :Dbuthen,thr are like, still manymany moreeeee. D; i lazaye to kope from chaiyingg. i think she has the most clarinets photo uploaded alr. and i didnt tke any picture with the SL kumiko! GAHHHHHS. she look so like DA S and shes like, CHIOOOOO. :D  this is kimberly's buddy! :D  this is my buddy! :D  this is the kashiwa peopoo! see their tee so damn nice larh! for the colour..  this is the back of kimberly! ahahah. and the main thing is the back of our shirt! :D its like too big alr LOLS. and the colour aint really nice as theirs D; wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D /
i think i can spend one day writing how i suck in my rhythms and playing.today was actually meant to be gooooodd. well, it was. take note of the WAS. -.- then the bus came late. -.- and ............. and ................ right, if you got what i meant. nvm, its still a goooood day ahahah. right, that was meant to be a little sacarstic. hehehee. i nothing much to post for today larh actually. hmmmms, just that sharlene and grace's laughter really is contagious. :D felicia, i like oranges. not the colour MUAHAHAH. purple is still the LOVE ! to GRACE as well, PURPLE is cool! and its not GAY. and its not PATRICK COLOUR. -.- LOLS. curse those 4pathetic dishonest assholey guys. -.- Sunday, January 20, 2008
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why did so-and-so gave up law for enginneering?i saw this as one of the headlines in a newspaper on th bus while someone was reading it today. talk about random stuffs :D i gave it some thought and i was like, are dreams for urself, or are dreams just for the expectations from people of you? are they meant to be realised because of yourself, because you really want it and its your passion, or is it just because people expect it from you? a personal thing giving up something for your own dream gets into the headlines alr. indeed, its something worth to be discussed about. because to everyone, the defination of a dream is different. i guess people would think its so ridiculous to give up something that confirms your future for something that is dangerous and common.. i dont know, just a sudden thought of mine. since now i really have no dream and no ambition, i cant even see my future. D; ******************************************* so yesterday my parents were on leave, and we went to this common place that we will go every year when the auspicious day is coming near! :D yesh, CHINATOWN! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D it was like, squeeeeeezzzyyyyy and we were all an official tin of sardines! except we aint that smeellyy hahah :D had dinner at this de3 bao3 restaurant and had dim sum. *droools* :D veryveryvery niccceeee :D and then somehow my dad got lost -.-, or rather, we just couldnt find him on the streets. so we started calling him and shouting at each other though the line where we are supposed to meet. :D didnt take rlly long tho. so we met at this temple which was huge with 5storeys. and we prayed, looked at the exhibitions and lastly, we camwhored at the highest garden level! :D camwhoring with my family is funnnaayyye. except to camwhore with my bro -.- LOLS. so after much camwhoring it was quite late, and we went on to the shops! :D didnt buy anything tho, we just window shopped and crapped about. we stopped at this place where we saw little small lanterns flying up high! :D so cuteee leh, then thr were smoke, and we had the bian1 pao4! could hear the pikpak sound all overrrr. :D it was soo cool larh! buthen, it didnt even last for ten minutes. so by the time we managed to squeeze in thru, it ended alr. -.- lols, so we couldnt suqeeze through to the other side of the road, and we ended up climbing over the fences :D the police were like shouting at us alr hahahah. :D and ended up walking to the bus interchange at SGH and took a long busride home. just right, 2oopounds beauty jus started! :D its realllyyyy a nice show luh! :D and i kept irritating my brother by saying "omg he so shuai! omg she so prettaye!" ahahah. :D so overall yesterday was a happaye daye! LOLS. XD im addicted to oranges. :.: Saturday, January 19, 2008
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SPONGEBOB'S CAMPFIRE SONG! :D Lets gather around the campfire And sing our campfire song Our C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song And if you don't think that we can sing it faster then you're wrong But it'll help if you just sing along Patrick: Pam Pam Pam... SpongeBob: C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song And if you dont think that we can sing it faster then you're wrong But it'll help if you just sing along C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G song Patrick! Patrick: Song! C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E... SpongeBob: Squidward good It'll help It'll help If you just sing along! O Yea!! *SLAMS GUITAR* PATRICK SLAMS DRUM! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D its a veyr lively song. and patrick is DAMN HELLA retarded -,- heheee XD I SHALL ALSO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO RV BADMINTON TEAM, AND RV NETBALL TEAM :D TO WISH THEM GOODLUCK IN THEIR COMPETITIONS AND JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!! /
:Done smiley face to represent my day today. altho maybe i will be pissed off by my brother cause im giving him chinese tution, but i shall, and will be :D i shall promote the unhealtiness of EMO! hahahah. LOL :D Friday, January 18, 2008
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band could always make me emo or happy (:mr eugene lee says hes proposing to th school so tht probably we can get to go to kashiwa at the end of the year! :D buthen he added tht the cost will be like, 2000+? like ohmygosh sososo expensive! D: i wont even dare to open my mouth and say the number two with so mnay zeroes behind so maybe even if thr is really a trip, i wont get to go one larh. D; my reed chipped and i cant reach my high notes D: practised jap grafitti :D and had funnaye yet serious section talk. :D tday ms chan didnt come, so sectionals all th way. ive got things sorted out and everything, thanks to alot of people for making my day and scolding me out. :D im just gonna continue trying my best, i dont care whether anyone noticed anymore. 'cause ive alr tried my best, and tht's the most important to me alr. i know thr will be forever one person you like more than me. but ive maintaining everything no matter what with my heart. its you who is given a choice to choose whether you wanna do the same. im not gonna force you, cause i cant. its a personal choice. you cant clap with two hands and the blame isnt just on one person. maybe you will forever think the opp thing as me, cause i know i will just not be perfect or even good in ur eyes. and i know im not perfect. i dowan to be emo. Thursday, January 17, 2008
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im angry, cause my reed got chipped and i lost the new reed at yuhua D: plus i need my passion back for studying and for guitar. its all fading away. is it because thrs only 24hours in a day? or isit im just dang slacking everytime? aargh. my brother is watching spongebob, and no, hearing patrick or spongebob's laughter dont help anymore. ive really tried, its still, still not ever working. maybe only some people will get wat im saying. i dont know why its just different for me. i have no appetite to eat i have no mood for tv i have no passion for studying i have no inspiration for playing wats wrong wats wrong with you tankimyee. something happy at last ^^ tmr's thrs band, i wanna play. i just wanna play. :D no homework for today. hiphiphoorah for the tchers! :D but tmr's subjs are all deadly -,- tmr i get to go home with felicia they all lerh. :D its been long since its happened. i looked arnd the house to find emptiness i look out of the window to see the carpark i look at the screen and see my pathetic emo post. sth is wrong again, my wish isnt working out. im supposed to be more positive. i need to look in the mirror and reflect on myself. Wednesday, January 16, 2008
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im hving a serious terrible headache, as in, something is like knocking on the right side of my head. aargh, everthing is so deadly. have an uncompleted zuowen to chiong at this time. i wonder when i really have the time for guitar and clar alr. th headache is killing my braincells. and i just had the latest dinner in 2oo8. -,- crapp. goodbyes and have a wonderful day tmr. sound so formal. LOLS. /
i think im very shi1bai4.i really think im just a failure. im not fit to be one at all. i failed to make them feel bonded. and neglected some of them. maybe it just aint the right job for me. i dont know. it isnt an easy thing. im trying, and i dont know if its working. i dont know what i can do anymore. maybe this is going to teach me something, and maybe im going to learn from it. but now, i just feel like venting everything out. why must humans always compare, and they dont see the other side of everything. nothing is ever perfect, and nothing has everything you want it to be. i dont want to talk anymore. its getting harder, now i understand really. alot of things are expecting me in the way. im going to finish it all. Monday, January 14, 2008
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i had a really good cry yst :Dlike, eh kimyee you crazy ah? cry still so happy, emo again ahs? hahah. no larh! im not emo. im just feeling saddened. : D and its a happy thing, because its about no other than kashiwa band. D: i mean, i dont deserve to cry at all, cause i was only with them for one day, and not even 24hours. i didnt expect i was just going to burst out like dat D: thanks for kimdar and gim and ms mar de hug! :D and the thing that made me cry was seeing chua cry luh! D; she said this "we go kashiwa find you!" and i was like "shit, there goes my tears again" and many of the others cried too, even some kashiwa people also cried leh! :D someday i will go to japan and see the kashiwa people again. --------------------------------------------------- 140108 is CARI and YIKAI's BDAY! HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY! :D classes were okay for today. had sci prac and made popcorn! its like so darn cooooool hahah. today is a slacking day. things feel so dang weird without band today so i slacked and did some hw with kimdar. hehs. and watched the others have cca -,- tmr is RV's bday! WHEEEEEES! and feei's bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY! so many people birthday in january can! :D shall go chiong homework now. byebyebye. Sunday, January 13, 2008
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a week alr, and i still dont see or hear anything.i bet i was right. but at that time you said and meant a different thing. just like when anyone would say "i wanna walk." but he runs away instead. /
every single thing spoils my mood today.dont know why. dots. but i shall remain happy! altho one day of my dearest weekend is gone. -.- and tmr is school. -.- right, i shall not think of them at all :D but im still looking forward to tmr luhs! 'cause kashiwa is going to perf ! YAYE!!!! i think the yr1s and yr2s will lovee it can! aah, even if they dont, i still think they rock. they are the pros of the pros! :D and they are like all older than us by at least 2yrs old larh. -.- but they are still chaochaochao cute one can! ^^ shall update phtos sometime XD eheheh. let me go on with the concert at the esplanade. :D :D KASHIWA CONCERT! goshgoshgoshgosh. it was like so damn grand and magnificent. and ohmygosh. kashiwa band is like so good can! they are like, super made of metal one. i seriously think they deserve like dont know how many thousands clap also not enough. they danced, they sang, they played, they did almost everything to make it a real performance can. and they played like 11 songs or sth? and they still so energetic and high. the atmoshphere was chaochaochao bang4 derh! X) $20 for the ticket was like worth it totally man. plus the whole concert hall is like WOAH SO BIG. hahahah. i seriously think they put in a lot of effort for this concert man :D and the combined band were like cooool too! i even realised ive added a senior 2 to 3years ago in maple that plays the flute and is a sec4last year! like such a coincedence! hahahah. XDXD the concert was like one of the best i have ever seen. :D and then the following da, which was yesterday, was to entertain the band :D the band is like really oiki desu! o.o LOL. as in, its really big larh! so we prepared watever stuffs we needed and welcomed the kashiwa by waving and clapping enthu-ly to them XD then all the clarinets went to the yuhua bandroom first while i dont know where the kashiwa went. -.- LOL. anw, interacted and mixed with the yuhua clarinets. nicee people! :D hahah. and the kashiwa clarinets people came in! we had sectionals and played epicus for awhile. mygosh larh, they are realllllyyyy in tune and their tone is DUPER NICE. then we had a game and we all had fun :D next was lunch, nasi lemak! wooooosh! XD and then our turn to perf. enchanted and to the summit. maybe it wasnt the best we had, but we all did try and overall i still enjoyed the performance man! :D and it was yuhua's and the combined band's turn to perf. :D after that we had a string of games. and could see that the kashiwa people had loads and loads of fun :D thats good enough alr :D we had an ice cream truck too! THANKYOU MS CHAN! :D :D went back to the canteen for more interaction and games :D had some mass photo taking *SNAPSNAPSNAP* everyone was doing it :D then i was dinner time, BUFFET! gosh, its like, the two schools rlly entertain them very well larh! and that was when we started passing them some eggrolls to all the clarinets kashiwa. we all think that egg rolls are common and nice, and to the jap people, egg rolls are just so delicious! :D hahahah, they veryvery cute man! :D the atmosphere got all high when we had a mini concert, a string of songs all of us knew, and we were all clapping along and shouting like the insane. :D then we had debrief after the kashiwa people left, and sec2s were allowed to go first. thanks to the seniors, really. they still had to stay until dont know when and today they have to go for the singapore tour to bring the japs around singapore larh! D: so overall, i had a very great time :D kashiwa people rocks! :D :D i hope we have more of these exchanges, although its really tiring. :D although there were communications problems at first, we all enojoyed and had the most wonderful time. ^^ Labels: KASHIWA MUNICIPAL EXCHANGE o8 Saturday, January 12, 2008
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shall post a quick post since after today i wont be able to post about it alr,cause it will be too late :D today is GRACE's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D i love you many for being such a crapper and there to be someone to crap around and talk about. must cheer up more in life although i understand there have been many ups and downs in them. each of us has our own kind of serious problem, so its not up to me to judge whether your problem is serious or not. but cheer up because memories are the most beautiful things although they make you cry, as they will never ever change. i love you for you so dont hate yourself or anything okay? you are 14 today, and i wish you all the best in your life journey and through all the pains you will gain no matter how much tears youve shed. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D i shall reply tags and update tmr. i just reached home and every part of my body is aching X.X aahh nvm :D its worth it larh i guess.\ kashiwa municipal high school concert band rocks! we all know this isnt an ending, its only the starting of our friendship ^.^ Thursday, January 10, 2008
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its 9.53pm,and i just finished my mahs assignment. with one question undone -.- the question about spliting the square into 3equal parts. tmr thrs cca trials again for the sec1s. im missing out again. thr guitar on saturday, im missing out again. life is just so fuaaack smtyms. kashiwa came today! :D i could hear them playing from the hall. haven really seen them yet D: trying to memorise furusato. its so hard to memorise and so highpitched! gosh i keep going out of tune larhs! LOL. :D had psl gm too. was okay, got our psl tee :D im sorry, really sorry the trend of the wintermelontea is back for me! yipppeeeee! ^^ the concert's tmr! Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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was looking at my links and i saw claire's,GOSH CLAIRE I MISS YOUU! with you here again it makes a perfect 2o in our section. D; okay shall not get myself emo. :D im happy cause i had a full dinner after two weeks, meaning? more fats larh. but eh, i very hungry alr -.- aahhh thinking about fats gets me irritated, cause it relates to 2.4km somehow. maybe i might just die halfway running. X.X /
changed a blogskin.DOTS! i think i will most probably like, change it again one lorh. cause the navigations thr are like so thin? im fat derh larh okay! siian, if the navigations were so much fatter to suit me, it would be such a perfect skin. X.X why am i commenting on people's skin anw? measured height and weight today. chaochaochao ... disappointed? lols. i dont know larh, but just feel WOW! cause ive grown fatter and NOT taller. *points at me and laughs FATTY!* -,- today there's homework. esp the math assignment. deadline is friday. -.- i think im going to tear my hair out while doing it. theres art tmr too, and we are going to draw fruits i think. i just remembered about it leh. ^^kashiwa band is coming soon! im like, looking so forward to it :D:D i hope they feel welcomed here, cause yuhua band and us really prepared loads for them X) i hope im going to enjoy their days too, if not i will feel so bad for missing my second guitar lesson of the year. and missing out the cca trials with 1D again. x.X hais. have i done a good job? have i left a good impression for them? are they going to remember me? questions filling up my mind as i looked on the screen. am i important to them and done my job well? wednesday is loved by me! and felicia and grace :D ahahah i think some people will know why larh ahs. :D Tuesday, January 08, 2008
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screwed with tough decisions to make.stuffs are over my head spinning. once you have to make a choice and a decision, its just so hard to choose. its so tough, so sickening. or rather, when you have no choice to even choose. its hard larh when you wanna go to both things. and its hard, when both concerns what you really wanna do. im stuck in this sea of decisions. i know i dont really have a choice, i know theres only actually one way i should go, and i know theres nth else much i can do. i shldnt feel so missed out anyway, since its like, its good enough alr larh. buthen, everything just have to clash all together. and last minute stuffs.. aargh wadeva, i just wanna see 1D and i wanna go guitar lessons larh. i seriously am at a loss of what to decide on. Monday, January 07, 2008
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insignificance and never good enough.i think im a very active blogger. -,- wat do you expect me to do since im so bored? lol so lame (: i think im going to change my skin soon again. i got tired looking at this skin leh. aargh, and i still cant get the accents right larh. wth. i tried and tried and the accents just sound the same. tmr theres CCA trials and CCA. obviously i will be going for CCA since the perf is going to come. i really hope theres gonna be some psls for 1D tmr to bring them around. tmr there's going to have P.E. also. confirm run and run. i hate running!! gahhhhhhhhh. altho its like, the best exercise ever, but i just hate it! -,- ayyeeeeeee. siiiiaaaannn. today dont have any homework. school wasnt bad, maybe the reason is because felicia is beside me or sth. but i still feel like sleeping sometimes. -,- loads of new teachers around, i miss some 1J teachers. wheeeeeeee im still living in the sec1s days. gosh. band is spliting into senior and junior band soon. GAHH?! lets hope i can survive larhzzxxzxzx. heeeehawww. i like the feeling of practising in yuhua's hall(: the feeling feels grand altho abit pressurizing. its good cause you would wanna do better. strives me tho(: eeeeks. today im talking weird language. hai. dont know leh, everything seems weird. nothing is like the same lorh. now climb stairs also climb until asthma like dat. my stamina seriously suck hellll. X( and then seeing people with chao white uniform also X) feels like living life with no goals leh.. not being emo, just some random thought. X) im typing weirdly. oh gosh. things are just happening. small revolutions i guess =,= maybe i should really give up and get a life with a goal. nths worth it cause i know its impossible. i know i can never be perfect in your eyes, watever it is. i like band, and im alr stuck to it. there's nothing i can do except to live with it. if you think its not cool or sth i can do nth. even if i have to delude myself to devote myself to band, let me just continue this lie alright? you dont know how hard it is. i know im ugly, im fat. thats me. you bu shuang, den kill me larh. im sick of all these. you are good i know. but you dont have to tell me how much im worse than you alrights? Saturday, January 05, 2008
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speak your mind :Xno, speak through your mind.* you know the difference between these two sentences? one is saying to speak up wats on your mind straightforwardly. and the other is saying to speak through your mind, thinking about what you are gonna say before you say it. sometimes we are just too impulsive and we always speak our minds. it can be rather good, and rather not good. many things always happen because one is too implusive or sth. so its always good to think through your mind before you speak :D okay, that was random. but makes sense alright? im hella tired now. and dang i dont have any dinner D; and my hair still has solid flour! there are 3main culprits. KIMDAR, FANGYUAN and...i forgot. :X im going to take a longlonglongLONG shower :D that post was meant to be from yesterday -,- and i got so siian that i went to bathe and eat instead -,- and after watching some teevee, THATS SO RAVEN! :D i went to sleep, at like, 9.30PM. WHOOOOTS! i mean, that is like sooooo duperr early man. :D i was like chaoo exhausted larh can! D; still not xiguan to the early wake up latelate sleep kind of thingy. D; okay, so i shall continue with the orientation campu! :D :D on the first day, we had breakfast with them. they had to bring down their own food for breakfast :D 1D didnt had much food so couldnt kope from them LOL. and we had the SUA! cheer :D next was the learning of school song. most of the classes were really late. and oh my, the sec1s really do sing out quite loud can! 0.0 it took only 15minutes. XD nextnextnext, was the telematch! :D :D :D wheeeeeeeee. i was the station master for the first station:D ehehehe. and 1D got the champion for that! WHOOOOO. and the guys were asking me so many times "no more telematch liao ah?" "dont have soccer or basketball type?" -,- popular sports among the guys lol. (: and then we sent two people for the rocket launch! it was really chao far the rocket fly man! :D oh, and did i mention i joined the retarded club with zoezoe and xinni? AHAHAHA!! WE ARE THE FELLOW RETARDS! XD next was lunch. cant remember what actually happened? LOL. no catered food and they had to buy their own food ^^ next we had to DANCE to invite the SUN! LOL. i kept laughing at that sentence -,- so they learnt the sundance and we had a round of all for one as well :D and then me and grace went back to 2J bcos sec1s had briefing for CCA matters. it was chinese lesson and we went through a duan3 wen3 tian1 kong1. LOL. i was crapping with felicia larh. XD 25minutes later grace and i walked along the singapore town down to the hall to bring our classes for CCA trials. grace was involved in her CCA trial so didnt join her class. I brought my classes around for volleyball, athletics and finally, basketball/netball. saw some sporty side and cute side of 1D. :D during basketball and netball trials, yuning helped to take the girls while me and shirley took the guys. halfway through, it rained very heavily. so we had to seek shelter in the grandstand. some stuffs happened that got me quite . hmmm yeahs. then we went back to the canteen after the rain stopped for awhile and then the UG booths cant be displayed cause the rain started again. while we were waiting and eating, the UG people came to promote their CCA. ahaha. and i saw lihui and felicia! :DD and one of my junior was reall cute larh! lingyi, angel, senior PSL came to promote NCC to the guys. and she said "JOIN NCC, ITS THE BEST CHOICE!" and one of them said "HUH. ALL CCAS SAY THEY BEST CHOICE ONE LEH! THEN HOW TO JOIN?" LOL. i didnt know how to answer that -,- went to the hall to help with all of the arranging of chairs and stuffs afterwards. sriously, with two grps of people helping work was done quicker. :D then sec1s started to come in and after settling them down, we had to usher the parents from the LT1. :D alotalot of parents can! :D so the CAMPFIRE started! :D:D:D the atmosphere was high fan tian! (: me, shirley, eva, jingyi and yuning were practically crazyyyy XD and then at last, we moved them accordingly, some classes to bathe or supper and stuffs. while waiting for the rest of 1D to come back,me, shirley, eva, jingyi and yuning were so tired we decided to lie on the floor. LOL. and that was when we started to get high and had a mini concert LOL of campfiresongs! wheeeeeeeeee! :D we were CHAO zi-highing can! XD moved some of the 1D to the canteen to wait first and the whole class, mostly guys, got high about NIUNAI! -,- they were SICK! LOL. and then they all were so happy and high about it, we converted all our cheers to NIUNAI cheer! XD thats when they got really really enthu. ;D weichen and some psls joined in too ahaha :D after the whole class came, their form teachers were chao nice can! they got some snacks for them as supper larh! so we did three cheers for them! :D they were rllllyyy duper nice! :D soon after, we settled the girls and guys accordingly and finally we could get to bathe. SORRY GRACE! for letting you to find and wait for me! and then after bathing, me, shirley, eva and jingyi started to patrol around the hall and telling them to sleep. LOLS! ahahahaha. xD i was pretty tired and lights out fast. the next day was pretty okay, with more CCA trials and a good breakfast and morning exercises. :D i was practically losing my voice alr. lol. :D and then we break the camp with a video :D and debrief by geraldine :D overall it was much of a success. :D :D :D :D after the final debrief for the leaders, me and kimberly went to yuhua for band. the whole band was pretty soft at first, and when it was yuhua's turn to play we were like telling ourselves to jiayou and then the next time we really tried our best i could see!(: although i keep playing wrong notes, missing out the flats and stuff. seeing yuhua play i feel like so zibei can zzz. have to jiayoujiayou lerh! yaye! and next week kashiwa is coming and we got the kashiwa tee! lets end this post off with a cheer. NIUNAI NIUNAI! THE BEST THE BEST! NIUNAI THE BEST! CHIGALAGA PIYAPIYA CHIGALAGA PIYA PIYA SUA! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!~~~ *KIMyee(: and lets put our heart and soul to the music.* Thursday, January 03, 2008
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AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!I JUST WATCHED SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS, THE EPISODE WHERE HE WANTED TO BE A LIFEGUARD. AND PATRICK HAS BUTT CRAMPS! :D patrick rockkkkkkkkks! heheheheh^^^ Labels: AHAHA /
a tightened bond*ehehehe. today is the second day of orientation. and i reallyreally miss hsiaotien larh! and felicia. altho i still see her in school. and i wanna go home with lihui and felicia larh. -,- im still tired after today. im reallyreally tired. but i just ate so i cant sleep. might as well post or sth(: so today, starting we had pss. it was overall okayokay :D then was a fast break for them, and the odessey in space started. 1D was like totally a huge disappointment to me at first, really. like not enthu and so dead when other classes are just like crazy people screaming D; so we had some games and they became more enthu! :D ehehe. i knew they could do it! :D after that we had lunch break, and i didnt eat anything. zz. i practically had no appetite for these two days.. had mass dance after that! ehehehehehe. XD the sec1s, are practically enthu and high about it can. they dance like hellll. -,- our badge the bollywood dance was quite disastrous. -,- cause like now, i forgot about it alr. but i love the 2007 sec1s! eheheXD got released and wheeeeeeee! ahahaa. was band! tuned with zoezoe and kimdar. then went up for the songs. my eyes were going to close any moment alr can. -,- but i love today's band. dont know why. everything seems nice ^^ ehehe. :D really wondered how the jellybeans were doing in class today.. i tink im seriously lagging behind like shit -,- *KIMyee(: 1D has the shadow of the jellybeans! ^^ Wednesday, January 02, 2008
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eye candy.im really tired. and i feel like sleeping. today have to apologise to lihui for being late in th morning. sorry sister! D: was trying to pin my hair up like siao and forgot the time. -,- and then i arrived at school and went into 2J classroom for the first time :D the feeling is like, great! :D and then started ushering outside there at the foyer/ ehehehe. all the sec4s in their new uniform loooks great~ saw some getting scolded for not proper attire -,- they look okay to me tho :D but its harder to recognise them as RVian. ;) after that the sec1s were leaded to the hall and we cheered for them. :D i rmbed last time, i tot that was like so paiseh. XPP did mass dance and people stepped on my paper D: lol. and we had a sometime to join our class for mass dance afterwards :D whooooo and i saw felicia and her many things. -,- esp her hair and her tanned skin! ;D aft dat we had to go back to our sec1 class for icebreakers. mann. remembering their names with faces were hardd. starting icebreakers arent rlly fun, but its not bad larh. :D after that is break alr. and then we had school tour. shouting my lungs off really was hard. did some cheers that 1D didnt rlly join -,- really hope they can be more enthu larh. i know they all can one, buthen its like... next we went back to our classes !!! it was greattttttttttttttttt, cause its like, the feeling aint like orientation larh, the feeling is a really really bonded class! we aint afraid of guys and guys aint afraid of us. seriously, 2J rocks a lot a lot :D ehehehe. (: next we had to go back to bring them to their classes for pss. ehehehe, wasnt bad (: quite interesting :D one junior spelled my name as kimlee. -,- and then after pss debrief i was hella tiredd. D; saw the sec3s mass dance. totally cute! XD and we went for our debrief. went home after that and slept thru on the bus. *droools* ehehehe :D tmr's theres band people! rmb to bring your instru. extra practice lai de. :D *KIMyee(: - 2J you rock! :D 1D you rule! (: wo zhende zhende hen lei! D; Tuesday, January 01, 2008
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people says they are too bored to blog.and tankimyee says im too bored so i must blog. but seriousssss. im really really bored. anyway, heres a news for you all. the oldest orangutan died yesterday, no jokes. D: "Oldest orangutan dies Nonja lived at the Miami zoo and survived beyond the typical lifespan of her species." *clapsclaps* for her! D; okay im going to chiong finish my homework now this is like, the third post of o1o1o8. i broke my ever first record yaye! >< im pretty excited for tmr. :D /
a love song no one would singsome birds are making hell lot of noise outside on my window. one of them nearly flew in and gave me a hell fright! damn you crows! lol. i just said the first bad word on o1o1o8. :_: yaye they just stopped. alright. im quite happy cause i finished like, 3questions for the maths assignment. my mind totally forgot about those interior angles and stuffs larh! gosh, i dont know if i can survive this year like that. i dug under all the worksheets to find the dear worksheet that talks about hectagons and stuff. right, after this post im meeting lihui to be santa claus together to give hsiaotien her present. woooohooo. im like a stoning starfish saying UHHHHHHHHHHHHH. dotsdots. :_: *KIMyee(: /
HAPPY NEW YEAR!& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWINNIE TAN HSIAOTIEN! o1o1o8, two veryvery special days. its the new year and we are celebrating hsiaotien de bday! :D best wishes to you and goodluck in whatever you do! next time make lots and lots of money and dont forget me! XD thankyou for being my twinnie and a veryvery great friend (: ilovesyou loads girl! chicken pox wont stop you from having your birthday! :D thankyou for being a part of my memories of 2oo7, and the happy moments shall continue forever! XDXD YAY YOU TANHSIAOTIEN! you are 13 liao, so ur mind mature a bit hoh hahaha. no larh, jkjk. :D being 13 is a great thing, but also quite a sad thing. because you are not counted a kid anymore and no more discounts! D: but it means more freedom and stuffs mah! SO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANHSIAOTIEN, my neighbour cum twinnie cum friend <3 hopes everything goes well for you this year. |