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Monday, December 31, 2007 / isnt all that bout forgiving? she left without a word. she lied without blinking. she didnt bother to care even if i had just jumped down from here. if you regretted having me then kill me instead. stop torturing yourself it all came out of my mouth. now. im really sorry. but if you want, kill me for all i care. im just sorry for being so fuckingly attituded. but if you think having me is just like having a pile of shit. then be it. drown me, push me kill me. what can i do anyway? ive alr apologised, and i know its not enough. its never enough. but what can i do? do i still get a chance? yes, a chance to be dead. cause having me here is just like shit and crap. its not emo. its a fact. its not emo time for tankimyee. its lesson and retribution time. i know i need to be punished for all my wrongdoings to you. its the last day of 2oo7 and it had awfully ended for me. or is it just a beginning ? i know, i can never be forgiven, its all my fault. im sorry, im sorry. i cant promise. but i will try, but is there still a chance? its scary, everything is scary right now. i dont have mood to count down anymore. i just want you back, want you here. dont leave me without a word again. again? no more again, no more next timee. im afraid. now you know and now i know, tankimyeereallysuckokay? dont console me, dont tell me anything. cause i know i suck to you. im sorry. i suck. big time. im really sorry. but do sorry even matter now? 8:13 PM