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i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change." |
i cant believe you are throwing it away,
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| Monday, December 31, 2007
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isnt all that bout forgiving?she left without a word. she lied without blinking. she didnt bother to care even if i had just jumped down from here. if you regretted having me then kill me instead. stop torturing yourself it all came out of my mouth. now. im really sorry. but if you want, kill me for all i care. im just sorry for being so fuckingly attituded. but if you think having me is just like having a pile of shit. then be it. drown me, push me kill me. what can i do anyway? ive alr apologised, and i know its not enough. its never enough. but what can i do? do i still get a chance? yes, a chance to be dead. cause having me here is just like shit and crap. its not emo. its a fact. its not emo time for tankimyee. its lesson and retribution time. i know i need to be punished for all my wrongdoings to you. its the last day of 2oo7 and it had awfully ended for me. or is it just a beginning ? i know, i can never be forgiven, its all my fault. im sorry, im sorry. i cant promise. but i will try, but is there still a chance? its scary, everything is scary right now. i dont have mood to count down anymore. i just want you back, want you here. dont leave me without a word again. again? no more again, no more next timee. im afraid. now you know and now i know, tankimyeereallysuckokay? dont console me, dont tell me anything. cause i know i suck to you. im sorry. i suck. big time. im really sorry. but do sorry even matter now? /
i felt like ive known you for very long.and now, i feel that i dont know you at all. wheres all that feeling between us? its all gone? why? isit because the distance is tearing apart? /
2oo7 plus one.welcoming th year of 2oo8! tday is the last day of 2007, a day for us to really sit down and think about what we have done for the past 364days. a day for us to be happy about, because we have grown a year older, and we have just explored another wonderful or terrible year. a whole new experience, a whole new world in secondary school. rivervalley is my zhu4 ding4 de school alr, this was what u wrote in my diary in january. and now im going to write in again, saying. ive grown, growing more mature, yet immature. its all changing constantly, yet some things remain the same. memories, they forever stay still, just like the past. the changed past will be the future. 2oo8, i dont know wats instored for me. just like when i first welcomed 2oo7. everything was so unexpected.. a total new environment in school, in a new class. experiencing sweet and sour, the taste of leaving. experienced yet again this new world of music, band and guitar. living in a whole new environment of secondary one studies. thick textbooks, long school hours. chalets, having fun. organising stuffs, crying and laughing over matters that dont seeem to matter. flowereating with mates and crapping over retarded things. its a cycle that will continue, except that this cycle will add on new life that one isnt expected to experience. a better year? i dont know. a worse year? i dont want to know. i will still live to learn and learn to live, cause i know more things are still instored for me. maybe more people are leaving, maybe more people i will know. plus and minus, give and take, come and leave. all a part of life. 2oo8, im ready for you. *KIMyee(: - a time to remember D:D Sunday, December 30, 2007
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cowardly dogyesterday's night alumni concert rocked the whole concert hall! ehehehe. we even shouted encore! XD crapping, running, talking, laughing with kimdar, jennie and evan haha. couldnt find any roses shop around city hall D; so we ran all over esplanade in th end and bought chocolates and bear. but, whoever it was and whatever it is. they allll performed hellll wellll. pecos and jap grafitti! woooooooooooohhs. thr was this jazz ensemble. ehehehe and my favourite piece was, UNDER THE SEA!! CHAOCHAOCHAO NICE AND CUTE LARH hah. and xinhui, gim, wenhui had veryvery cool solos! :D:D:D arrived home quite late ;D today is shopping spreeeeee and eating. XD altho im alr like so fat, but eating is still a part of life kay! :D hahaha. so today im going to shop fan tian! altho hmwks are still not done. crapppp. i rmb maths assignment and some other stuffs suddenly. HELLL? arghhhs. i shall shop first before hmwk. XD ehehehe. and im happy cause yst i finally finished two reading passports 0.0 my hair kinda looks like ah soh now. GAHHS. lol but it feels refreshing tho XD nvm, i shall be an ah soh then. and shop the whole market down. :D:D:D *KIMyee(: - fker, wats wrong with you man? maybe we are jst not fated, at all. Saturday, December 29, 2007
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I LOVE MY HAIR!ehehehe :D the haircut was great! to me larh, altho its hard to tie. -.- but its not freaking short, and its not freaking weird. XD altho i looked weird to my brother.. I LOVE MY HAIR TONS! i was soo scared the guy would just snip of my fringe above my eyebrows O.O but he didnt! hiphip, hooorahh! :D:D:D okay, so im gonna update about yst! :D was bannddd campppu. we started out with our grps, and the exco leading my grp for icebreakers was RACHEL! :D hahaha. we played bombom chuckychucky and the dont know what dongkat game hahs. :D altho starting we werent so enthu but it was cute! ehehe. next we had station games! HENG we started out with xueqiang's station first, and we didnt get to miss the water bombs. we played against presto, grp1. chaooo fun wheeees! :DD buthen, that's when the not exciting part came larh. water bombs werent allowed anymore cause we were wasting resources. GREATT. -.- i rlly got like, so disappointed and pissed. cause waterbombs can help you to feel coooll under the hot sun. and its fun larh! -.- anyway its over alr, and we still had fun! (: had the cheering competition. our cheer was the "wave" and the banana cheer lol/ and then we had the band know it all, sebastian's station. -.- lol, now im gonna rmb whos the composer of olympiada for lifee! o.o next was the honey, do you love me? LOLS. okay, dat was like...dooootts. lol, cause i keep laughing. -.- hahaha and got captain's ball also. grp8 rock on! :D:D:D lastly, we had slyvia's station, SPLAT! :D we all became little snowy, flourly and oldly. LOL. :D:D didnt get the game of virtual reality. D: seems fun leh haha. :D rested in the bandroom while excos cleaned up, and we went to eat lunch first. so a tthousannnddd clappps for the excos to thank them man! :D:D after lunch, we had some sectionals for about 2hours or so? then we had the red dot game! ai shange xiao hong dian rvcb version :D abit like treasure hunt and amazing race :D marcato's exco i/c was sheryl. she rocks man !(: we got the champion for it XDXD next we went back to the bandroom to rest and time for, barbeque! its chaochao cool cause we get to bbq in school! each grp had one set of bbq :D but due to some kind of stupid lorry, we had not a very nice time at first. but at night came and it was dark, with torches and all :D crapping around and eating with marcato and band was great! haha, crapping with zhiyi and jennie and kimdar is funnnn :D in the end we had a nicenice de slideshow :D:D ehehehe. and time to gooo hoomme! woooohs. BUT, wait. the main gate is locked! and people had to climb out and parents were out there waiting. thannkkks a lot a lot to kimdar for pei-ing me seriously (: now i know our school is such a scary place at night. D; i hoppeeeeee next year we will have another band camp! yaye! and with night trail, cause we had no time yst. :D and hope it can be residential! :D really thannkks a lot to the excos to make all these happen, my dearest grp8 ehehe, kimdar for her accompany and the whole band for this wonderful day. i wanna upload photos and show the patrick sold in a big toy store! thereeee wereeee likeee sooo many patrick starfishes cannn!!! :D andandand this cute pooh bedsheet that i saw! aaaaahhhh. chaoo cute one! now its homework time and then concert time!! roses and chocolates :D *KIMyee(: - a part of me is thinking how cruel you are, and the other part says its just an excuse of blaming you. Friday, December 28, 2007
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someday tommorrow is going to be nothingim seriously like a tmrw-kidd. LOLL. like, everything i do i just go "aye tmrw do larh".. siiann. and that points a thousand fingers to my hmwk. esp, hols hw. and thats another thousand fingers for this time de hols hmwk. gahhh i keep telling myself, thr's still tmrw eh? and yeah right. basically, school's gonna start in like, 4days? -.- and my mum wants me to go shopping with her D: alright, saddening X1oooooooooo! i was like "i still hve a lot of pathetic work to do" and she said "oh, then dont need to go lorhs" like crapppppp. shes gonna be busy for the first two mths. -.- and helllllll. thr goes my shopping spree and my new clothes. -.- alrigghhhttt. the first part was quite crappish. but heres th exciting part. today is BANDCAMP! woooooohs~~ heh. buthen im like so tired now i dont have the feeeel to type it heh. so im gonna update tmr again. and spend some frigging time on blogging abt it :D rather than doing freakish hmwk. GAHHHS. but overall, realllllyyy thanks a lot to the excos man, the camp was quite sucessful and fun. GROUP8 MARCATO ROCKS! cheehooi, jiayi, wanwen, sarah, xiaojie, and feihon, who left halfway. lol. altho somethings rlly dint turn out well larh -.- im piiissseeedd and have the urge to throw the waterbombs. -.- tmr will be going back to my primary school! so boliao, hahs. but to buy my bro's books. and alsoooo alumni concert!! and get a new freaking haircut. to make my hair short. as in short, like very short. well lol, i hope in th end i do get to cut it, freakishly, short. :DDD *KIMyee(: - i want my homework done! HSIAOTIENN, im still praying hard for you okay. its still gonna be a great day no matter what. cause its when my dear twinnie owns! :D get well soooonn and kill those chickiepox with your immune system! sounds scientific hahs :D Thursday, December 27, 2007
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in a world of misunderstandings,how many are cleared? gosh. its like 11.34am. i just woke up and decided to blog. when im supposed to meet up with my cousin at 1pm + at JP. and im tking 180 that tkes quite a long time or sth. -.- im supposed to prepare at this time and leave at 12.15pm dont feel like going so early neh. scared later her cca end later then i get pang seh! lols :D my mum is saying my blog song is irritating -.- lol okay maybe i'll change it someday again. i haven even done any hmwk for today yet! zzzz. maybe the trend just does not fit me or sth. i still need. a complete chi essay. a complete eng essay. 4 completed reading passports. and one yue du bao gao. HECKKKKK. -.- let me list a few shows and movies i wanna finish watching :D OU XIANG JU! - dou niu yao bu yao - zhuan jiao yu dao ai - e zuo ju zhi 2 wen - huan huan ai MOVIES! - AVP2 - HITMAN - RESIDENT EVIL - SAW 4 great. i need one more december hols to finish them ALL. D: *KIMyee(: - moments of laziness. XXPP Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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i see stars shining and telling me that they are timid.and i put a thumbs up and high-fived, today was a veryvery fruitful day. it was halfday band plus psl cum sc dry run for telematch. altho i didnt had any mass dance and i didnt know how the telematch was like, buthen the cheering and the ice breakers games part was nice as well(: learnt a lot of new cheers and stuffs. :D theres a saddistic cheer too! about like, eating worms or sth -.- i didnt know so many cheers exist. why didnt i learnt them in primary school? band camp is coming! alright i still demand a RESIDENTIAL ONE! LOLL. alright, maybe to the summit aint that bad aftall. but PECOS still rock! :D ehehe. and then today. few things are like just stuck in my mind. running notes clear, start softer during cres. , dont slow down, move more, breathe together. ohhhhh goshhhh, my mind is filled with these!! heh heh heh. we had punishment for being late. sometimes sometimes, 97 just cant be trusted! :( HSIAOTIEN, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF OKAY! DRINK MORE WATER AND DONT SCRATCH YOURSELF TOO MUCH! :D i pray for you that you will recover fast alright! (: i guess everyone is joining the trend i shall join too! :D the trend, of chionging homework ehs? hehehe :D:D okay larh im just plain crappin' :D i feel kinda moody and my eyes just feel like closing. i dont know why im moody about. zzz lamish. 6more days and school is reopening. thinking about it makes me sick and happy. -.- weird larh! haiyoooos. DUHHHHH. DUHHHHH-ERR. im devoted and affected and engrossed in e zuo ju zhi 2 wen. it seriously rocks mannnnnn :D and im really sorry farah for today, i dont seem to be a good junior today. im really sorry! *KIMyee(: - i hate my attitude. thankyou forever for being forever there and being a forever friend :D Tuesday, December 25, 2007
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MERRY MERYY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY!HOHOHOHOHO! what a merry christmas. santa didnt come last night cause i hadnt been a good girl and sleep early ;D on the first day on xmas santa gave me, NOTHING! LOLS. what a christmas. im spending my whole day at home finishing homework and practising clarinet. what a christmas! HOHOHOHOHO! alright, so my spirits are quite high i guess :D cause my library book was found! hahahah :D:D finalllyyy. but i got a $3.15 fine. -.- doing chinese hmwk now. im like deceiving myself saying all those crap. "oh, we should not be afraid of setbacks and blahhhh" but surprisingly, the more you lie, the more marks you actually get. seriously no mood to do. but, school starting alr. 26th-band 27th-going out with cousin 28th-band day camp 29th-alumni concert dates, events, cca, stuffs, hmwk. i wanna throw roses up on stage during alumni concert muahaha! :)) im dang bored. byebyebyebyebye. ohyes, HSIAOTIEN TWINNIE, GET WELL FAST AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR BODY HOHS. *KIMyee(: - im praying hard for tmrw. thats my xmas wish. santa, i will be a good girl. please grant that wish of mine,. Monday, December 24, 2007
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&% @%@ #& ^@&$(*)#*()!@I CANT FIND MY LOST LIBRARY BOOK! I CANT FIND MY LOST LIBRARY BOOK! I CANT FIND MY LOST LIBRARY BOOK! I CANT FIND MY LOST LIBRARY BOOK! I CANT FIND MY LOST LIBRARY BOOK! I CANT FIND MY LOST LIBRARY BOOK! today im going to the library and make a dang fuss about it. I DID RETURN BEFORE I WENT OVERSEAS LUH! and now its overdue! if i cant find it i have to PAY the fine and BUY a book that is that kind and same price. like where the hell am i supposed to find such book? in china? in taiwan? zzzzz. the fine is getting larger each day mann. ARGH!, i keep saying "shut up and get a life" to my brother until hes kinda fed up(: wheeeeeee. hahahaha. everytime he makes a fuss i will say that :D it works sometime leh (:(: im bored and im crapping. tonight im going to countdown to xmas alone. sobsob. so pathetic luhs. haiyoo. but anw every year i do that =P or i sleep. sad xmas sadsad. im worried on the cca day if theres gonna be any test sight reading, rhythms. tankimyee, YOU DIE ALR LUH! probably im going to see mr nghoe again next year. in that same old classroom. D:D:D: andandand, SCHOOL FASTER START LEH. i dont care about homeworks or exams alr. like wat grace said, there are many happy things you can think about other than homework and exams. like orientation, and jellybeans! :D *KIMyee(: - i need MARS and christmas wish. Saturday, December 22, 2007
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i wanna declare that i just fell deeply in love!YI JIAN ZHONG QING! FIRST SEE FIRST LOVE! hahaha. you wanna know who? (: MY VACUMN CLEANER! :D:D YAY HIM! (: he has made my life much easier. my life has been better since my mum bought it!(: ILY SO MUCH !(: we have a date twice a week, although he makes a lot of noise, but he has made the whole family happy and made the whole house cleaner. hahahaha im being lame about. (: lol, cause i just vacumned the house. its sparklingggg clean!:D lol, okay larh, not so exaggerating lols. that was meant to be posted last night. but somehow i forgot about it and fell asleep :D and thanks to the blogger saving thingy, it saved my post! :D hahahahaha. i need gift wrappers. i want my christmas present! (: hohoho. santa claus is coming, to town... my cousin and i are going to have a gift exchange~ wheeeeeeee and im left with my one and only gift wrapper to wrap her present. LOL. shall need to buy more wrappers soon :D and im rlly pissed right now. ive beeen digging through my room. altho it aint so big. and still i cant find my overdue library book. like wth. its been one month alr! i still cant find it anywhere. im also digging my own grave as well for the next cca day. and in case my mum's going to whack me to death for losing a library book. ;( i shall try to pack my room to see if the book is stuck between somewhere. PLEASE APPEAR PLEASE? *KIMyee(: -lifes been a bore and a chore. im freaking out and my legs are numb. Friday, December 21, 2007
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im not done with hols hmwk.and i seem dead with it. i stare at it and it stares back. and i shout HEY HOMEWORK. it ignores. oh well, i shall keep it buried for sometime XDXD R.I.P. dearest homework. i wont, defintely miss you. (: lay dead for all i care. MUAHAHHAHAHAHA. /
TO THE SUMMIT, by robert w. smith.
alright, our new piece. didnt go for band today so i found the song to get a rough idea of it. not gonna perform pecos anymre. SAD CANS?! this song is nice larh, buthen buthen, PECOS PUEBLO IS SO MUCH NICER! oh wells.. still got enchanted and tong hua. lets scream and shout thru the high notes again! gosh. here comes all my bad tone. dont misunderstand please, im not a butcher or watsoever. i just sound like them, cause i always kill pigs. if you'd get wat i mean -.-
registration day was nice(: and band's been postponed to 26th, the day of dry run. -.- maybe this way seniors get to go for our band camp! wheeeeets!(:
alright. shall end here. oh yeahs, the conductor talked a lot of crap at the start. the song only starts at 2minutes 38s or so. lols. kay, gotta run! Thursday, December 20, 2007
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changed a new song.lyrics are at the bottom there along the navigations. this song is hellllaaa nice by chen xiao chun(: hope you all like it, cause we all will have this time when the person you love/like is not your lover. and you cant love the person you wish to love. his/her heart belongs to someone else, he/her is happy, but cruel. you just really wish he/she did not love the other party so much. and everytime he/she says "us", you feel heartbroken, like you are listening to how cupid mocks at you. chinese lyrics have a better meaning. :D loves this song loads. :D /
like what the hell,holidays are just left with purely 1 1/2 weeks or so. gahhhhhs time passes like some kind of supersonic thing. im kidnapped by commitments, cca and stuffs. they need a ransom. a time ransom, a very huge ransom to free me. and i dont have that ransom. skills, time and responsibility. no one can ever help me get that huge amount of things. and with me kidnapped, im not freed. time's running out. i dont have any more time for my family and friends. i wanna be freed like last time, even when i was kidnapped, the ransom wasnt so huge. i could depend on other people. but now its purely myself, I. i cant depend on anyone else anymore. cause you never know when they will leave you, and you will feel so alone. i gotta free myself from the kidnappers. but time, its running out. left with two more weeks, loads of stuffs undone. many things not settled. but i dont have time anymore. or maybe i just wasted a lot of my time. i dont tink i can do all these myself. but hell, what am i crapping about. being a strong and optimistic person, its a dream. and do dreams ever ever come true? i dont know. time, please dont be so cruel anymore. can we have 8days in a week? please? everything's taking hell lot of time from me. or maybe im just lying theres not enough time. gosh, im a freak. in life, everyone's kidnapped. by time. *KIMyee(: - im emo, again wth. sorry, the optimism just aint here anymore. Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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TOYS ARE FUN AYE?!just wanted to start the topic regarding this thing, toys. something we have always been attached to since we are young. toys, soft toys, car models, dolls, robots and stuffs. all of them, they still exist. but who really gets into toys now anyway? XBOX, PSP, PLAYSTATION, WII, GAMEBOYS. all those, are what is everykid into now. ten years later, will toys still exist? maybe they will soon become extinct, and we are soon gonna have a museum of toys, because they will become like dinosaurs, fossils, ancient stuffs, treasures. so rare of them next time.. i guess every boy's christmas present would be one of those or sth. their christmas wish. we still go into toys shop to meddle around, but do we buy anymore? random topic ehs? lols. i still like toys! well, soft ones. haha :D why cant you just accept the fact that things are different from then? i get so pissed and emo and depressed everytime they, or he gets to the topic. its a sensitive topic and a depressing and a pissing topic. why cant you all just stop talking about it, and you, just stop blaming her? its not her fault, its nobody's fault. if you wanna do that in the first place, you should actually have given it a serious thought, AND accept the fact that things are alr different! its different from now, things have change, why cant you adapt to the change instead of saying it and blaming it and complaining about it? hellllooo. we are in the year of 2007. not in the olden days. things change, we dont live in the past anymore okay. maybe things will get so much better if you stop talking abt it and accept it and try to help. you dont need to help sooo much. just to accept the fact and be more serious. its alr done, us, we are born. we cant turn back time anymore. its not as if i want it to be, its not as if we all want it to be right? im begging you, just stop mentioning it abt it can? im tired of all ur talking about it. its not gonna work even if u keep talking abt it. because its the future right now. bear with me, im just emo right now. zzz. not that i like it anyway. sometimes life can just be so insignificant to you cause you just feel so tired. sometimes life just go on the wrong track, or maybe it had always been. yesterday's dry run was nice, but tiring. liked the mass dance a lot.(: grace danced well, as usual! :D (im praising you, you know what to do) hahahaha jkjk (: kimdar too! she was in the com. i danced like some kind of shit dancing o.O great psls and great scs were there to mke it great. overall i didnt regret going. and here to announce hsiaotien rocks!(: love my twinnie.(: eh, you know why hoh!(: shes lucky man, and good in neopets. *.* something i dont like abt her LOL.(: im proud to have such an evil twinnie. tangyuzhe! 0.0 gonna miss band, for sec1 registration! GAHHS. have to reach school like 7am? hais. and then so long no band alr. im getting rusted. ms chan! i miss you... and tmr is ahwei gor de wedding! yay you!! hahahaha. you have a very pretty wife lorhs! XDXD hahaha. mke sure u treasure her okay! *KIMyee(: -sjab just ended their camp. felicia and lihui are back! Friday, December 14, 2007
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heyheyhey world!missed the sectionals today, i think they are still in school. so, i cannot lag behind! later must go practise practise also!! didnt go because of the alumni meeting thingy.. ended at around 11.30. means if i reach school it would be around 12.45 or sth. then also cant practise much. so now must tke the chance to practise!! :) today will not be another slacking day for me! i shall be guai again! :) then more time to playplay HAHA. LOLS. next week is going to be quite a busy week. monday, tues, wednesday, thurs night, friday all taken up by school stuffs. and i cant wait for lihe's section dinner! wheets! :D:D and theres gonna be a yuhua parade or sth? where they marc and play derh. hahas, will be looking forward to that as well. 2to3 more weeks to school alr. my mood is like still, "hey, is it just the start of hols?" i want more chalets! like crap, i dont even have anymore time left. no more time left to idle my way and slack. must jiayoujiayou alr lol. okay larh, what a short post. was just trying to crap it through hahahas. wellwell, people, must enjoy the rest of the hols as long as you have time lerh yknow!! byebyebye!! :D:D:D *KIMyee(: -tell me what i can do. Thursday, December 13, 2007
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 i was bored so i decided to edit the picture, and now felicia, grace and cherie is present! :D haha, a bit biased larh hoh. used stickmen to represent them :):) *KIMyee(: - sometimes i really dont know what is the right thing to do. byebye. im typing wiyjout looking at the keyboard. LOL. im really so bired can. lols, okay. gtg nows. byebye! :):) /
today i shall be a guai kia and do homework.i finally found some mood. but anw hols are ending soon. got mood also no use, cause I HAVE to do alr. if not too late then die. last minute work. GAHHHS. wheeeeeeeee so today i'll just be slacking at home. NO LARH, NOT SLACKING!! is doing work and stuffs. since tmr is the wv alumni thingy, then have to take up some time again. -.- then next week CCA gonna start soon, and mum's tking lots of leave, so i'll probably be going out and stuffs. have to try to finish some work and practise guitar+clarinet. omigosh. O.o look at this "joke" they call it. What is it when a man talks dirty to a woman? Sexual harassment. What is it when a woman talks dirty to a man? $3.99 a minute. really, O.O hohs??!! alright, off to find some chinese lyrics to change -.- for the compo lorhs. kay, bade you all peeps goodbye heres then! :D *KIMyee(: -im feeling HARPPIE. /
CAMERAS IN ACTION :D the following is the sequence of hsiaotien's card tower that was built on the bed. LOL :D  the foundation of the tower :D  the second level :D  ALMOST DONE! :D  TAA-DAA!!!! :D  the girls on the second day. :D  this looks rather wrong :D  TWINNIES! :D  SHIMIN and the NUTCRACKER! :D  KIMYEE AND THE NUTCRACKER! :D  rain in the escape. o.o  the girls on first day! i was acting patrick star. :DD WHOOBA! :DWednesday, December 12, 2007
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what i need to know.isnt something you can tell. i have an evil twinnie, TAN HSIAO TIEN. HUH!!! you know what you did!!! LOL :D no larh, not very evil, she just said she dont wanna blog much abt the chalet cause she knows i will blog about it. HAH! and i shall not do that! LOL, of course i wont wont do that, im sooo nice. :D LOL. okay, im like LAMEE :D wheeeeeeeeeeee. so yeahs, IM BACKBACKBACK! okay, it seemed like i went overseas or something hahaha :D hmms yeah, the CHALET! downtown east block... lol, no, im not going to start telling where it was and blah. no, i shall not crap, although i did like our room number 2111 :D hehs, its nice and easy to remember. now, you know what to do, GO BUY 4D!!~~ okay, obviously im crapping mahs. :D hahaha, okay, ON the track. shall talk about the chalet first before PSL GM. first day of the chalet was actually after the PSL GM mahs, so me, twinnie and grace went for the chalet, meeting shimin, angela, jocelyn and shixin. :D after that we went to the chalet, and the people present was the girls plus cherie, and tzechong, matthew, alfino, zhiyang, benjamin. THANKS TO MATTHEW'S MUM FOR COMING DOWN. :) so practically the first day was card games, waterbombs, arcade and talks LOL. :D first day night was WOW. cause grace and cherie left for home, so left with the other people. and me, ht and shimin cant get to sleep! plus the boys also larh, they are noisyyyy lol. :D so in the end the three of us went to mc cafe to talk and get some coffee at around 1am+. had cappucino. was a big cup and all of us were so full after that. went back to play more card games while shimin tried to sleep but couldnt cause the people playing cards were too noisy. so all of us didnt rlly get any sleep, but slept for around 2hours? :D hehe, for more details, check GRACE's blog. :D woke up around 6+ in the morning on the 2nd day. meddled around after that and then we went to macs for breakfast! :D cherie came ad well and next was ESCAPE! we escaped from the chalet! LOL. no larh, we went to escape THEME PARK. lol. with children tickets! :PP yeahs, and we had a lot of rides, and me, ht, shimin and cherie loved the inverter! LOL. and we had this bubble tea, that wasnt rlly bubble tea, that was just .......yknow....just. YIKES! LOL. hmms, went back for the cosy chalet after one round of escape, cause it rained. and we were lining for the pirate ship :( i had a short nap, while the others has card games and stuffs. at around 2.45? we went back to escape! :D had inverter, and LINED UP AGAIN, for the pirate ship, for like, 30minutes -.- someone vomited and the person in charge had to clean it up. so, it RAINED again! so we left and went to pick cari & veron up. went back to chalet, seeing yuning there :D soon, the rain stopped AGAIN. lol. and then we started the fire for the bbq and gt stuffs ready. while the others were helping, me, ht, shimin and cherie went to buy disc so we could watch later at night. so in the end we bought grudge2. went back to eat and stuffs, slacked in the chalet with some jidong games LOL and then watched tv. some weird people came to knock the door and left chrysanthemum tea for us. LOL. no larh, the weird people is junxiang and gary and...the npcc CCA leader? hmms yeah. LOL. but only junxiang dared to show his face and he came for only 5seconds because he said his friends are shy. o.o next we watched grudge2 ! screams were floating in the air~~~ LOLS. me and shimin fell asleep hahaha :D but i tink she slept more LOL. hmm im not rlly sure, cause it was dark. after that we went out to tke a walk and then went back to chalet, and then cherie had to take her leave, and after some card games, most of us fell asleep. hsiaotien was still chao energetic derh!!!!!! =.= wonder where she got all her energy from hahahas. OHOHOH, we saw loads of RV people as well!!! like CP. 0.0 LOLS. and seniors as well. LOADS of seniors in fact hahaha. :D woke up for the last day at around 9+++? LOL. hsiaotien slept at 5am lorh! -.- hahas. checked out and went to long john in plaza for brunch. lihui came along as well and we slacked. :D well, so....thats about the chalet! :) and next, PSL GM! talked about loads of stuffs, will be tking 1D next year, and knew the com we will be in. im in welfare, not publicity like ht and grace. -.- erm yeahs, about there lorh. alright, shall gtg alr. bbbbyyyyyyeeeeeesssss. :):) *KIMyee(: -shall update photos later. Sunday, December 09, 2007
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mum's bugging me to sleepand telling me that its 12am now. she didnt know computers actually have clocks. -.- because tmr morning theres psl meeting at 9am. kendrick called to tell me. is that a hint that im in publicity? whooos. good and bad thing. im just bored here and have no mood to sleep. probably the feeling of waiting excitedly is better than knowing its coming soon. on a brighter side, wat else could go even wrong-er? right. yeah. okay crap, im like just crapping. and i learnt balloons have nice statics. hahahaha :D if you'd get what i mean :D fine, im too bored to crap now. maybe i shld just go and sleep. goodnight world. *KIMyee(: -everything goes wrong when you get so excited over it, and when you planned so nicely for it. /
stars upon my head.mum's birthday is giving me a big headache. like, i really have no idea what to buy. except, makeup. and she even listed 4things, all makeup, for me to buy. wanna give her a surprise also hard. haiyoooh. so maybe later will be going out to see what i can buy besides, MAKEUP. >< tmr's the bigbig day! :D hahaha. okay, i mean chalet day! wheeeeeeee. LOL. and in the morning there's PSL meeting from 9am to 12pm. so probably going from school to pasir ris to meet with the others. am excited about the activites, hope it will all go well and everyone have fun! :D please go for at least a day or on the second day, so at least can gather around and play bah. if really cant for the first two days at all then its okay, but really still hope you can at least come arnd for bbq? please? we finally had a chalet and we really hope more people can come. (: this week is kinda filled with a lot of stuffs for me. chalet's tking up 2days, and then friday theres alumni, then wednesday and thursday free. maybe thursday is filled up with shufang too. :D being busy is good i guess :D cant wait for a lot of things to happen, like, FINISHING MY HOLS HMWK. okay, i tink in the end i'll still be doing last minute job again. darnn. and i told myself at the start of the hols that i wouldnt do that. oh great, im gonna get stressed up again. i better really start wen i have the time. hols hmwk, HERE I haven COME! LOLS. :P alright, shall bade goodbye here. :D *KIMyee(: -Grace's back today! its the start of a busy weeeeekk! :D Saturday, December 08, 2007
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put in a new song and shall update the lyrics for y'all later on. :Dthe song is PAN WEI BO de LU TAI WAN, as ive recommended you all to go and listen. wheeeets! i never got tired of listening to it. :D shall go catch another episode of romantic princess later on as well. mum's not bringing me out yet because theres this person coming over to change the SCV box to the newest one. :) hahas, now i dont mind waiting. :) mine is still the black one, and whoever still has the black one has to get it changed soon. so probably mum is gonna add some new channels too! :) she said she alr cancelled cartoon network. >< well, at least not disney and nickelodeon. cause disney has moovies and zack and cody and hannah montanna, and nick has SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! LOL. :D wheeeets! the person is here alr! :) hmmm. so yeahs, later we are going to tiong bahru plaza probably? to check out the new stocks of P.E shirts as well. but have to check whether its opened first lol. :) alright, shall go watch romantic princess gong zhu xiao mei alrs! *KIMyee(: - the trust in between, Friday, December 07, 2007
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im horribly angered by this freaking computer. **SMACKS SMACKS SMACKS!** gahhhhs, grrrr. someone tell me a new game/old game, wadeva online game to play and i shall be so high and thanking you, and go on cursing the computer after a few hours. because this computer do not seem to let me download/play any games! except for maple and neopets. O.O soldier front ahs, audition ahs, some other new games ah, wadevawadeva. 80% wont let me download derh lorhs. **SMACKS BANG** the computer. i need some games to enlighten my life! :( or i shalll be stuck here in front of my desk staring at the hold hmwk as it stares back at me. :D and no, hols hmwk aint goodlooking, aint good at all for you to stare at alrights. they contain many words that aim to poison you!!! LOLS. i have good imagination o.O oh yeah, dat reminds me. hols hmwk not done: > comprehension. > chinese & english compo. > yue du bao gao (2) > reading passports (5) and the maths self-study. >.< oh great, here goes the start of staring again. never look straight at your hmwk! cause you never know when you are going to be stuck at it for a few hours. o.O alright, to be frank, im just bored!! and im tiredddddd. sinzhi recommends ROMANTIC PRINCESS. and i planned to watch that and give up halfway on KO ONE, since im so lag alr. LOLS. :D wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. im at ep3 of romantic princess alr. shes at ep12. >< no mood to watch now, maybe shall watch another one tmr. :D my new blogskin feels plain suddenly. O.O no picture! okay nvm, its a new try probably :D shall go sleep. cause im rlly bored. :D /
 playground; with sinzhi. :) playground; glenda&sinzhi :) playground; lihui :) bball court; yucheng&stanley&junyuan&chuanrui&francis&wesley :) bball court; weilie&yucheng&junyuan&wesley&chuanrui&francis :) mrs chan's house; mrs chan's elder son&weihao :) mrs chan's house; wesley's stupid hand blocking&lihui&mrs chan's two sons :) mrs chan's house; without wesley's hand&lihui&mrs chan's two sons :) playground; khuzaimah :)CAMERAS, ACTION! :) /
everything has its pros and cons,and everything has its limitations. even lollipops! LOL the last sentence was meant to be lame. the "even lollipops" part. hahaha :D cause its meant to not make the post so emo-ish :D hey, but its true. although lollipops are so damn nice, but still, it has a lot of sugar. andandand, a lollipop, if you dont eat for too long, it will expire! so well, thats its limitations. :D HAHAHAHA. okay, admit im good at crapping. alright, maybe not larh. :D im disappointed and sad today leh! ask me why. why? LOL. because, band camp is not going to be residential anymore larh! okay, thats really disappointing. mr eugene lee says theres pros and cons in it, cause the second day would be our alumni concert and ms chan is afraid we wont be able to get enough rest. and a lot of constraints. and yeah, in the end theres only 2day camp. if we could sleep over we could actually have night trail or something! ...but forget it, lets just pray hard next year we'll be luckier.. and im sad because i saw a terrible sight of a dead bird! :( wahlao, xin tong can! its like, awfully squashed. it was along the pavement near the road. it was like a gross picture. the bird was squashed onto the road, the whole body like its stuck there, you cant even see its face or beak, but only the most outstanding yellow claws. its a very saddening scene. >< may the bird rest in peace. :) and then today for band, had combined, lunch and then sectionals and lastly, drills. i like drills being the last, but of course, if drills were first, theres also good things about it. and yes, KEKIRI IS LEFT! KEKENAN IS RIGHT! as what a lot of people say, coconut is right kiwi is left. LOL. i like kimberly's way, KE NAN(a jap dedective in comics) is always RIGHT, and KIMYEE is always left. o.O i dont know how i seem to rmb that, but it works. hahaha :D bought two p.e. shirts as well in queensway and shunbian settle dinner at macs there. and on the mac tray, theres a list of the calories, sodium and fats you will gain from eating each type of food. its pretty interesting :D alright, tmr will be a better day! :D yes, im comforting myself. LOL. :D after this post will be pictures from yst and a change of blogskin! :) *KIMyee(: - 7.08PM, friday 071207. felicia's coming back ~ :D Thursday, December 06, 2007
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im tired of being such a noob,tired of practising and still being so noob. tired of worrying about so many things at a time, and still cant find any solution, tired of lying to myself i can do it, tired of saying at least i tried, when i didnt even think i did up to standard. wats wrong with me? im supposed to keep trying, im supposed to be able to do it, because i have to do it. im sick, im tired of this. why cant i just buck up and be strong? why am i so weak? why do i tell people they can do it but me myself just cant? no one likes failing, but one has got to pick him/herself up after falling. im tired of doing it. i have no more energy left to pick myself up. im draining out. i just wanna crap all my days. im sorry to everyone who knows even though i tried but i still cant make it. im just tired, tired of trying, tired of deluding myself about everything. im sorry to everyone who tried to help me and tolerating me, and still i didnt make up to your expectations. i dont know what im thinking about, i just want peace now, i dont wanna think about anything. im tired, i dont wanna grow up anymore. /
stupid blogger has stupid problemsand dont stupidly let me post! >< took so long to load the page. GAHHS. alright, so today was practically mrs chan's house! :D girls present: me; lihui; sinzhi; glenda; khuzaimah. guys present: yucheng; chuanrui; evan; francis; weilie; wesley; stanley; junyuan; weihao not much people attended the gathering, but it was still a memorable one. starting with the BIG news, WEILIE'S VOICE BROKE! :/ hahahaha. not much of a great news, but hey, we all say his voice broke into a much more sexier, deeper and MAN voice. :D we all wanted him to talk thens. had some stuffs to eat, and then the talking started. then me and the girls went to the playground to hang out for a while. after that was bball, not us, of course, but the guys. had been a long time since we had chance to watch the guys play bball together alr. the feeling's like we've been back to primary school. the bball court was much closer to the canteen than now! :( went up to mrs chan's house again and watched shrek3, although i alr watched :D the baby shrek is rlly rlly chao cute can! :D hahahas. and then they played on mrs chan's playstation, i tink. and the guys made wrong noises dat sounded wrong! :D hahas, and the whole house was filled with our laughter :D it was a nice time, like we were back to crapping around and stuffs last time. really do miss all of them a lot. the feeling's just so different from now and last time, people's different, and the atmosphere's different. but "as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together." no matter how our lives change, we will still be, friendsforever. :D shall update the photos when i have the time. :) *KIMyee(: -gathering where all the memories start to flood your mind. /
things get more different as we grow a lot more older.mr wong came back on the last band practice and told us, "change is constant" and that we must always learn to survive the change and accept the change, because changes are always happening around us. hes leaving for pioneer JC really soon and came to leave a few words. our new teaher IC is gonna be mr eugene lee.. small changes, big changes. and thats why u know i have to accept the change too. even if i dont want it to happen, even if the chances are getting slimmer. a part of my great memories were because of that, and now i really treasure anytime i have, because i fear losing it, i fear one day the distance gets too big. im afraid, but what can i do? yesterday was a BIGBIGBIG rainy day alrights. it rained from morning, the time i woke to the time i slept. the sky is crying? so yesterday was cold and wet. woke up late yesterday, woke up at 11.47am. :D tmr's theres gonna be PT again. 0.0 AHHHHHHHHHS!!~~ okay, lets just tke it as a way to lose your fats. :D and then i'll be more determined to go for PT. but, NOT RUNNING LARH! i hate running!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, lets tke it as a way to train for napfa. :D and then i'll be more determined to go for running. YEAH RIGHT >< running is just soooo the exception can. so today is thursday! and mrs chan house! :DD ltr andrew gor is coming over to tke care of my bro for me. HEH HEH HEH. okay, it isnt much of a good thing. hes bringing my bro to the cinema, MAYBE. to watch alvin & the chipmunks. o.O wheeeeeeeeeeee. okay i am bored now! :D shall go and practise a bit of clarinet. BUHBYE!! *KIMyee(: -i just hope things will get better. it will, wont it? or maybe i shld stop lying to mysel tha things will get better, because the whole world dont just revolve around me alone. |
