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Friday, November 09, 2007 / you tink i took advantage from wat youve given me and you tink i dont care at all. yeah, have you even think about my feelings? wat a decision i was supposed to mke? you tink i dint even bother to care about hw you feel, but lemme tell you, i do, and it was such a hard decision to mke. i kip wanting to tell you i love you as much as anyone else, or maybe, no, not maybe, defintely more. i dont tink u will bliv. u will just tell me "really?" like you doubt me. cant u tell the diff anymre? from the past me and now? the way i look at you when i tell you? no, now i dont tink u even care to notice. and i cared, i cared about wat u were going to do with me, wat u wanted to do. so badly i want it too. its not easy okay. or maybe you just regret it huh, with me around. maybe its all my fault. to you, theres no possibilty. you tink its all my fault. to you, i didnt change a bit. im sorry then. i have nth else to say. wat can i say anyway? i can just cry and with you asking me "you cry for wat?! should be i cry larh" i also dont know why i did. i just feel sorry to you. but wat else can i do except to type all this shit? can i just sleep? sleep and forget wadeva thats happened in this 13yrs of mine. wash my brain and mke me forget everything. im tired larh, tired like hell. im deciding wat i can do to change all this shit, since you so bu shuang. im deciding wat changes to mke so i can satisfy both sides. wat a shit to do, im tired. i need a hug!! zzz. 9:43 PM