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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 / what a holiday. just felt like posting after grace said things are going the wrong way, and many of us are pissed. alright, not many. but the 3 of us. maybe more for grace and felicia. and that holidays just suck big time, horrible time. RV holidays, sooner or later we have to get used to it. sooner or later we might just put up a middle finger once they announce, happy holidays! and sooner or later, or maybe now, we might just cry out saying "wat kind of holiday this is man?" okay, i know im getting vulgar. i shall stop it now. 也许我们在假期里走远了， 也许我们很久没有面对面说话了， 也许我们已经有几个礼拜没有看到对方了， 可是，要知道我会永远支持你， 我始终还是你的朋友。 对我来说，你们都是最最最棒的． 相信你们自己．：） to grace, most importantly is to believe in yourself. no matter who doubts you, no matter who thinks you are wrong, you dont need to care. because you believe you are right. most problems about people are, they dont know there are two sides of a coin. they only often hear one side and believe in it. so its not your fault. this matter is not your fault at all. these things are somethings you are bound to go through in life, because in society, people seldom listen to the whole of a coin. even if they will, most of the people will only believe the first one they hear. its always like dat. dont tke it to heart. bad wolves and stepmothers are not always bad okay! :D cheer up and dont feel so pissed. its not worth growing more wrinkles for a matter like dat. since they dont believe you, then fine. there are still people who do. :D getting pissed is just making you feel worse. to felicia, screwing up is a part of life! through screwing, you learn! :D and experience. dont blame yourself for screwing, blaming yourself wont work! it only makes yourself guilty and sad and depressed. keep trying, cause i know my baobei can do it. dont say you cant. cause i know you can and you will. you just need more time, no one is perfect at their first shots. they need time, and im supporting you man! you have to believe you can do it, because even if im crapping here saying you can, and yet you dont believe you can, theres no use. and im telling you, the obstacle is you, cause you must know FELICIANGWAIMUN can do it. she just needs more time to try. i really dont know if it works, telling you to believe in yourself. but i hope both of you will cheer up. you know both of you are great, really great to me. i may not know the whole matter and what really did happened, but i believe in both of you. :D dont grow more wrinkles while being sad. grow more wrinkles while being happy and laughing like you always do. :D 6:00 PM