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| Wednesday, October 03, 2007
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RANDOM EMOTIONS ACCUMULATED DURING EXAM PERIOD! why do we feel like we dont belong here in this world,in this crowd at times? why do we feel like its always the end of the world, and we always just have to pretend what we are not everytime? why do problems always boil down to pretending to be someone you are not, pretending to think differently from what your heart is thinking, pretending to give up when your heart haven, forcing ourselves to think in a way our heart is not thinking of. why do we always, always have to do that? why cant we be true to ourselves and not think about other people,and just ourselves for once?is dat selfishness? or just a real feeling of the heart? why do we have to like something, go along with it just because other people wants it? maybe thats how people are. the complications of life, whether the smile, the laughter, the wink, the smirk, is real,s ometimes its just so hard, so hard to tell. we never know how the person may lie, not through words,but thru his/her heart. in the world of complications, we never fail to ask ourselves dozen of questionsw hy life is just so unfair, why life is this and that. in the world of complications, we will never understand why the pain is caused on us when our loved ones leaves or hurt us, we always think WHY ME? why must I be the one who is suffering? sometimes we try to tell ourselves, hey its not so bad,people are suffering mre in those poor countries. but why? why do we still think our lifes suck so much? we just never ever get enough of it, complaining about stuffs.the complications of life, im telling you, no one can ever answer. ive got all the retribution the mistakes in the past i dont need to blame anyone for wat is happening cos i know its wat i deserve its just me i cant do anything abt it you cant do anything about it no one can do anything abt it its just me i cant tell you or anyone to do anything, i cant expect so much from you, cos i did notice how ugly i am in the reflections of myself in the mirror there isnt much i can do i love wat ive got now dats all i need. i hope. wow. the perfect lies, the imperfect mask. its accumulating in life. dun mention if you know u are not sure. cos when u lie, the hurt caused is so much greater. i rather not know sometimes. the replies, getting shorter, the face, fading away. no, i dowan to think abt it anymre. it just makes me worse, thinking abt the things you once said. im sorry for the change in me. i know uve been trying, but im not. sorry, dats e best i can say. |