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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Saturday, October 20, 2007 / FLOODEDD. againn. YES. we, poor little kids are flooded with the HOLIDAYS HOMEWORK AGAIN! and supposingly we are not supposed to get hmwrk cause its the ? HOLIDAYS! wahhh. and then the teachers gave us, HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. boooo. and then we have CCAs, and TWICE a week. and overseas trips or chalets, that completes the whole holiday plan. ;DD wat busy life huh. today was okay larh! i guess? we got released at 12.30 again! poor minmin has CCA larh! so we went bpp to eat KFC. WHOOOO i sense FATS FATS and FATS!! cheese and CHEESE! yesh, im growing FATS! xDD okay so means more exercise in the holidays, okay i understand. haha. AFRAIDD. why must the ending turn out this way? maybe its fate mking fun of me. everytime it just fails. do you know how someone can be so happy just by looking at you? haha, but so sad aft just looking at your words? the energy has became so weak suddenly, like a power just overcame me. i dont know if its true, you dont seem happy. but i hope you will be. dats at least wat i hope will be true. i wont expect anything in the future. it just leaves me more disappointed. thats how life is isnt it? i dont want to play anymore in this game of life. you wanna play, go ahead. i wont do anything, or react in any way any time ever againn. you can say its escaping from fear, or avoiding the challenges. but its like traps that you will step on, and get hurt, and tears start to stream down your face. once bitten twice shy. ive been bitten twice. not the third time. haha, im not ever gonna be a fool again okay? dont try to stop me, cause it aint gonna work. i dont want to play in this game. i dont want. since nothing is going to work out right, im not going to make any step forward anymore. we must not be afraid to tke any step forward. wat crapp, im not going to follow. cause nothing is going right! a robot's life. since i dont want to play in e game, control me fate. control me like how a robot would?! i dont want to care anymore. i just want to laugh and smile. for all i care. 3:52 PM