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Even if I cry a thousand tears tonight, K Y ♥ i live by the quote : " IM TINY BUT IM BIG. " I think patrick and purple is HOT and being retarded is cool. (ok maybe not really.) Pure 100% retard, 100% sugarfree jellybean, 0% fat free, 100% proud bandsmen, and part of the Efamily and rvklarinutz. o81194. kenicko_dreamz@hotmail. I am lucky to have great people in my life! :) "things change the way we feel. and things change."

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007 / LEAVING X3 today went on smoothly until school ended. guess wat? im very calmly trying to say this wif tears still holding back. ive found out the answer to my question. who's next? aft ys, claire. yea, edward. the comical nice PSL. hes leaving for america, not confirmed, yet a possibility. i wetted lihui's whole sleeve. (sorry!) oh great. im so sick of this leaving thing since ive come to RV. everything seem to go wrong, and ppl are going out of my life, do u exactly noe hw it feels? its like level by level, sec 1- YS. sec 2- EDWARD. sec 3- CLAIRE ive tried to remain opti. but wif all these things happening, isit gna happen? im too tired to think of it, too sick to even think of it. wenever i see their faces in my minds i jus feel like crying! cos they are leaving/left, all, for almost e same reason. leaving times 3, in 2 mths. now whos next? WHO?????????? im jus so sick and tiredd. ppl jus go like dat. JUST LIKE DAT. i dowan. I DOWAN ANY SENIORS OR FRENS TO LEAVE ANYMRE CAN?! please, not another breakdown. its enough okay?! i dun understand. why e hell life wna fool us? why mke it so diff for us? we did treasure em, and you just had to tke em away. ppl dun stick wif u forever. its true, but its only such a short period of time. and you JUST HAVE TO BRING THEM AWAY. THREE IN TWO MTHS. im sick, tireddddd. wats wrong wif my life?! wen i dowan see you, you kip appearing. wen i wna see you, you jus wouldnt appear. mayb its just fate. sorry, maybe its my fault. but, argh. i rlly duno wat to do or say. see all e bad things happening??? life suck. BIG TIME 5:18 PM