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| Wednesday, July 25, 2007
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can someone explain why i get so nervous in front of mr jacob and dint pass the song?im awfully pissed wif myself arnd here man. i practised well, and in front og him my hands just tremble like hell and dont work. well, wat else could be worse? my bro's annoying me again. =)) but im not feeling bad. my big aunt came and visit him. ppl are surprised hw he could fall lidat. i hope i wont fall lidat, ever. its scary! gonna scan the compre skills wrksheet for grace. took hers and forgot to return. mine's wif ms molly. speaking abt her, our LA tcher kip changing. gahhs. wen will we ever have a permanent cher? zzzzz. oh yes, did i mention? _____ avoided me. its a fact lerh larh! so cannot lerh... MUST forget. MUST giv up. wats e use anyway of this? hes jus ______. its not real. so mayb i shld just wait. xDDD say myself until very kelian hor?? ahahahahas. ohh well. hey, dat reminds me, one of MLB's songs describe it well. =)) ahahaha. gahhs. cant seem to get the MLb songs into my song, altho all of em is in my com. thanks to WEIYING lerh! xD woo. nt many ppl are online right now. so i guess i shld stop here and get the scanner on! WOOHOO CELEBRATING MY 100TH POST TOO!!!! **& its the 2nd day he left us,** goodbyes. hopes everyone have a good day yea. /
addicted to abstract art recently.hmm. have been drawing stuff dat i dun understand. started during e science centre trip =)). today was fine, yea, luckily. ermm, had self prac during band. yea, dats all i guesss... woohooooo. haahahahaha. its my 99th post!!!! wooohoooo. tmr is gonna be the 100th. hope i can 'pass' F chord for guitar oso... gosh i suck at it. finally see my bro aft 2 days... lalala. alright im bored. speeccchhh, oral! hopes it goes well oso. shall post mre wen i hv mre stuff. *1st day of YS at aus* /
emo-inggi duno why im crying, i jus feel so unfair. why owaes it happen to me?? am i rlly dat bad? i tried. come on. im tired. gv me a life can?? jus let me hv wat i want, for once. just once, can??? why mus u b so cruel to me??? ITS NOT GONNA WORK OUT DAT WAY. YOU ARE WRONG. im gna prove it. but too tired to. im freaked out. im miserable. why im crying?? i duno. its a stupid reason. things shldnt work ut this way. its a torture. simply a horrible torture. why mus u owaes put me into these things? I HATE YOU. I HATE MYSELF. i duno WHO im referring to. i jus, HATE MY LIFE. bad to worse. im gna break dwn. trust me. get RID OF THAT TORTURE. its choking me, bringing me dwn. tears, in my face. /
DUN LET DAT HAPPEN PLS.i dowanna i dowanna be wif herr. i wanna be wif em. why can u be so cruel???? its so unfair. UNFAIRRRRRR. arghh miseraBLE. dun be so cruel can??? i beg you. i was jus beginning to accept it. dun mke me feel worse. please. /
days have been, quite ____.duno wat word to fit it into. tiring? i guess. tues was mr ng ho's last 2nd lesson. wed was sci centre. hmm. quite fun larh...had some fun tour guides i guess. sat dis stimulator wich ys treated me and felicia too. thanks, and yea, he left today. he shld be at e airport... well, we did a farewell party for him too. it went on smoothly, i guess. cut a cake and celebrated his bday in advance. it was cookies flavour. got our class tee oso. =))) today was maths test, and yea, ys dint come. met him at 3+ wif grace, lh, cherie. felicia dint tag along cos she needa go home, but her spirit was wif us. aft parting went to eat cup noodles. den saw him and his mum and sis. den parted again, dis time, for long. wonder how's it gna be like without him in 1J, permanently. And here goes, I dedicate the rest of the post to YANGSHUO. its been great having you around and crapping wif us, and all those things you've did, the presence of you. yes, it was only 7mths, but wonderful 7 mths. tke care and kip in contact wif us. you will always be a part of 1jellybean no matter wat. you were great, as a fren, as a classmate. you will be missed. if got ahmoh shuai ge, tell me arh!!! no uncles hor...xD all the best in australia~! hopes all ur journeys go well. tmr's another tired day i guess, its pretty amazing i survived today and dis week. dam tiredds. hope all goes well tmr in band. cya. /
arghhs jus found out sth wrong wif my post,e whole sequence is wrong!!!! and found out im lazy dis wkend, and slacking!!! woohoos. and dres still a test tmr. and im still here, wif undone homeworks. wahahahahaha. and yea, tradition's been going ovr wahblahblah. lols. woo yea, i jus rmb. tmrw is glenda tan's bday!!!! HARPPPIIIEEEE BDAYYYYYY!!!!!! gahh im too boreddd. /
**SCREAMS**AHHHHHH AHHHHHH AHHHHHH WOOOHHHHOOOOOOO. man man man. GAHHHHHSSSS WOOOHOOOOO. OH MY GOSHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i jus went to plaza, and saw MI LU BING!!!! dey came to bpp today at 3!!! dey sang live and and so shuaiiiiiii dey very de shuaiiiii. gahhhhhhssss. my bro accompanied me go there and i saw em!!!! **SCREAMS** okay, sry larh, i nvr tke pictures.... heehee. but, dey rlly very shuaiiii!!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSS. xDxDxDxDxD =)))))))) /
hey people. heyheyhey!so des. i look like a baboon, goldfish, 5 diff kinds of human being, a horse. yes, wat a freak. precisely. dats hw i look like. =.= LOLS. dats how dey concluded me on e bus today. xD WOOHOO. here's e wkend tralalas. i love weekends!!! yea ryt. wif hw flooding me u tink i would like it? obviously, NO. gahhs. yes, hw again. and yes, how IDIOTIC ive been today. i FORGOT, my clarinet. yes, ppl hu noe, yes, and ppl hu duno, DATS HOW IDIOTIC I AM. gahhhhs. wahahaha. and gim was asking for her prezzie. hehehe. and dats for us to noe, for her to fyn out ! lol...alright. so dats abt it i guess. hmmm. yea. rmb, im the idiotic freak! /
ALRIGHT IM HYPERR IM HYPERR.I LOVES <#33333333 MY COUSIN!!! WHEEEEEEE. I LOVES YOU!!! ahahahaha. he sent me LEI!!!! AHHHH. **screams** AHHHHH. man. i love him! ahahaha. yayayayay!!!!! i finally got it aft like, days?! weeks?! woohoo!! hahas. so yea, my tagboard is dying ppl! gv me some help! hehehe. alrights, so dats e happy parts! lets tok abt sad parts, pissed off parts. I I DID. I DID NOT. I DID NOT FINISH MY PHYSICS TEST. alright. and i knew the questions. yea, yay me huh!!!!!!!!!!! =.= okay calmmm dwn. LOLS. its okay. and i saw _ _ _ _ _ _!!! okay, she's chio larh huh. boohoo. ahahahas. and i was telling grace, I REALLY SHLD GV UP. so yup, yst was band! wooh. and yea, ng ho came. others snrs had their PTs. man i shld relax first since im still sec 1. or else nxt tym die alrdy. xD so today is racial harmony!!! and had some special schedule. went home wif fer, lh, grace, sm, ht. hehes. it was fun yea? and fer was saying i look so like ht. xD MY TWINNIE! <3 woooo. ohh yea! 21st july was ZOEZOE BDAY! HAPPY BDAY!!!!!! I LOVES YOU!!!!**tongue kisses** gonna end here today. byebye!~ “真心的对待最珍贵。” Sunday, July 22, 2007
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i figured out i wna post again.abt boredom. cos currently im bored like hell. and its like so bothering me. cos im bored, and i dowan to do reflections or wadeva work. i wna go out. hanging out. u noe, do stuffs. JOSHUA NND TZECHONG DE BEATBOX ROCKS. this was wat joshua wanted me to psot abt. lol. but, im still bored. tried to chat, e oder personm was bored oso. so two bored peep toking. but, im still bored. yes, its rlly boring. yet i dowan go school tmr. i tol u im bored! lol. im so lame. i duno wat to do. someone. just. help. /
alrite, so im quite amazed i dint blog abt camp.oh yea, i DID NOT. =.= i did lorh. den e WHOLE post duno why "byebye!" i got pissed off. and i dint wna post. xD okay, so camp was fun! the food were a lot better than P5 camp. hahas. the games too. esp wen u are playing it wif 1J! yes, &im so proud of all e jellybeans! ohyea, gotta mke it clear dat at nite was horrible, slping in e hall. ISOLATED! arhh. i wna be a guy. LOLS. hahas..sore throat currently aft screaming. slping loads too. wasted hours of my life. xD skipped guitar for yst's open hse. was kinda boring, but earned a few CIP hours. yay! lol~ saw a lot of WVians coming bck. saw tchers too... =.= my bro's showing me his NDP hat frm yst. LOL. lalala. im bored again. dint kip my promise abt practising. i hate myself. ARGHS. oohh. homeworkks not done yet. yay me. gahhs. gonna start it ltr. =) “我会好好过，等你再爱我。” Saturday, July 14, 2007
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SADDEDDDD.im broke, and im hving sore throat. gahhs. how does dat sound. weeeee im spending the whole day in home today. and my mum's cooking sotong!!! woohoo. it rocks. YEAHHH. tmrw morning going swimming. XDXDXD yes, i love swimming!, altho its quite ma fan. and im listening to MILUBING'S LEI!!! gahhs....no money buy album. only listen in youtube... SADDS..... yay today huihui official bday. hahas, hope she had fun. IM BORED, YES ONCE AGAIN. =DDDDD Friday, July 13, 2007
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ive been asking myself this question.WHO'S NEXT? gahhs. this feeling sux wen you are in dat circumstances. ahh wadeva lets not tok abt dat right. i shall be happy for this post cos nxt week is E&C week, NO SCHOOL. NO BOOKS. i mean, there's school larh, buden no studying. AHAHAHAHA. DAT ROCKS MAN!! TMRW'S LIHUI'S BDAY! HAPPY BDAY!!! yay her today got prezzies. today no band. arghhs i was bored without band, but still quite fun hanging out wif grace&shimin. okay and now im bored.. Thursday, July 12, 2007
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yes, its still all abt homework, projects, leaving, boring lessons.i found out debating was fun. xD andd its like, im bored now. LOLS. ahh. ive got nth to say. Life's cnt be changed. Friday, July 06, 2007
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MANN I MISS THEM!!~~yeppyeppyeppyyepp! yst was fun, FuN, FUN!!! WOOHOO. cos its like, FUN?! hahas...went out wif xinyi and sinzhi to bugis yst cos xinyi's bday is reaching soon!!! HAPPY BDAY TO XINYI!!!!! YAY HER!!! hahas...it was rlly fun xD. met wif xinyi at the bus stop near e taxi stand at around 12.45++. den took 960 to bugis! reached there aft an hour or so. sinzhi reach lerhs and then went to loevly dreamland? to find her. saw her mum too and her mum left aft a short wile. went to tke neos next. it came out to be quite not good... but we had fun tho... OH YEAH. SAW (chua) SHIXIAN!!! wooooo. said hi to her. =))) den sinzhi saw some of her frens... we went to burger kingg to eat and proceeded to bugis street to shop.. for xinyi's prezzie. BUTHEN. she couldnt find any..... mayb she bu hao yi si larh hor.... and dat day, 070707 is the day wen sinzhi and me got married in burger king! cos we wanna gv e prezzie as money to xinyi. LOLS~ so anyway, we shopped very thoroughly thru bugis street, yepp. went bck to e shopping centre and took 2nd round of neos. dat was even mre terrible....LOLS. went to starbucks to chat... had a terrible time. lols...yes,and i mean, TERRIBLE. me and xinyi bought this ice cafee americano. dint noe it was sooo bitter. =.= inexperienced. and we put in suger, sweetener....hahas. and sinzhi, bot this sweet....and i bet she dint regret dat.=( aft dat, we went home and chatted the whole way thru. had loads of laughter, smiles, takes. ^^ DATS IT!!! today mayb my cousin coming ovr to do hw. oh yeah, i haven finish mine too. xD arghhs, and somemore e aircon duno wats wrongg need a few more weeks, or mayb months to get it done. GAHHS. CANT STAND IT LERHHHSSS. tmrw's school!!! boring lessons again...sadded. OHHHH. YESYESYES. INTRODUCING MLUBING'S NEWEST ALBUM!!!!!! GOT ONE SONG INSIDE ROCKS E WORLD, wich is LEI...as in TEARS.... WOOHOOO!! /
wahhh.i cnt cnt CNT wait for tmrw!!! im gna get some air-con check!!! and new aircon!!! i hope...lols. yea, so anyway, i noe i very longg nvr post le. alrites, not very long, but long enuff for me.xD there's rlly one thing i wna say. PIANGG EH. now so many boring lessons CAN?! i was rlly doodling at times man. gahhs...MR SURIA!!! SIR!!! why u all have to leave ONE J??? SOBBSSSS. ahhhhs. had some taste of main band again on e NSW maths. sec3s werent dre and had to play wif sec 2s. GAHHHHSSS. SCARYYYY. REALLY!!!! my foot got numb for 30min. GOSH. IM A NOOB at playing, at rhythms!!! hope i will improve mre. today was like normal, had a bit of combined. and went home wif LH and Fer. XDXDXDXD LALALALALALALA. im sianned. altho there's loads of things i can do. ahahahahahaahhaha. erm. okay. im crazee. AND i realise i learnt a lot of things recently. which is to accept things more, cos somethings, are just beyond ur control. i guess i understand em now. OH YEAH. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. joshua is a pro. okay joshua! i said abt hw u r pro le. LOL. joshua is a lang arts pro. YAY YOU. LOL. Monday, July 02, 2007
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yes, i still have a lot of imcompleted hw.&yes, im still posting altho i have a lot of imcompleted hw. HAHAHAHAHAHA. LOL. im still wondering, wats the youth day for? i mean, its like, U NOE. HW STILL. im left wif physics assignment 4, and history SBQs. YAY ME. gahhs. but i get to wake up late! WOOHOO. okayy, so yst. i had fun at claire's there. and not her hse, was at a room at her condo there. and yeah, i couldnt find e word to say the room. lols. so anyway, i was late!!! to meet up wif kim but i was early!!! cos all e snrs were late. ahahahas. so starting was yikai evan yijun and zoezoe den me and kim den claire and jennie and zhiyi den...daphine and shixian and farah and vengyi wait...i think i dint miss anyone out. yeahh, so wile waiting for these ppl to arrive, were playing games and chatting. i dint join in e games tho, only watched. so ahlfway thru, there was dis lady coming to kim to tel her her credit card was in the atm machine so i accompanied her dre. tried to solve her prob but oh wells, we had to go. so daph and yikai came asking for us and we handed her prob to e service officer there. den took 166 to claire's condo there. woohoo took a long walk there too. had fun walking there lol. anyway, we started a bit of work and then we ordered pizza! i ate two piece and i was stilll sooo hungry, lols... den we toktok a wile and loads of ppl left. so left wif farah, vengyi, shixian, shixian, (yes bof shixians), kim, me and jennie, and claire. so we crapped, did some work, crapped and crapped. den me and kim went bck home. went bck home at 8pm. XDXD well, tmr's school lerh!!! hopes all well. =) |